You'll Miss Me When I'm Gone

Guilt and grief. Two depressing emotions. Possibly the most depressing human emotions of all. Both of them can gnaw at you. Why do you think some murderers snap and confess? Or why every so often a mourner might fire a bullet at their own head? It's the worst when they are combined. Trust me, I'm speaking from experience. I know what it's like.

Just recently, my cousin died in a car accident. I was in the car, but my injuries were minor. Ironic, she was the tougher of us, but I was the one who could live through the crash. Why is she can't be there when I need her?

I feel so guilty. I fought with her the day before it happened. I never said I was sorry for what I said. They day of the accident we didn't mention it.

I should have said I was sorry.

Why didn't I say something? I knew it was my fault and that I was wrong. Still, I didn't speak of it. I didn't want to say I was wrong. I don't like fights and I don't like to discuss them either. I try to avoid them, but there are times when confrontation is necessary.

The car ride was quiet for the most part. We acted like nothing was wrong, but our smiles were fake. If anyone had looked at us, they would have seen that something was wrong. What was that stupid argument about anyway?

Lois likes to drink and she can seriously hold her liquor, but…it still has some effect on her. She might have driven better if I had made sure she hadn't had all that alcohol. I should have said something. Now I will never be able to again. Making we think…

If only I'd done something.

I miss her so much. It wasn't her time. She had such potential. But,

in a way, she's not completely gone.

Lucy should be grieving over her sister's death, but she's not. No one is crying for Lois Lane at this funeral. Although they should be. No, they're crying for someone else.

Roses and other flowers have been placed on the casket.

The preacher finishes and says,

"Chloe Sullivan, rest in peace."

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