This is just Bella's POV for when Edward is leaving in New Moon.
If
I had just one tear
Running down your cheek
Maybe I could
cope
Maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at
your expense
Maybe all my misery
Would be well spent...yeah
"You don't want me?" Even to her, her voice sounded weak and bordering on pathetic.
"No." One simple word and I was nearly falling apart completely.
After that my mind shut down. I remember him saying something about human minds are like sieves; they forget what they don't have around them after a while.
He doesn't want me. He never did.
He was standing there with no emotion on his face. Like this would be easy for him to move on. It probably would; if I really meant nothing to him.
Could
you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that you're
feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something
in return
So
cry just a little for me
No feelings at all. He was heartless in this matter. I looked him straight in the eye and still I saw nothing at all. I wish he would lie to me and tell me that this was killing him, too.
"I will always love you…in a way." Why couldn't he have just lied to me and said that he would always love me…and leave it at that? Why does he choose to torture me with these meaningless words?
I gave him everything; my heart…my soul…my eternity…And I thought he gave me his in return…
If
your love could be caged, honey, I would hold the key
And conceal
it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you'd hunt and
those lies
They'd be all you'd ever find
And that'd be all
you'd have to know
For me to be fine
He was leaving…and he was taking his heart and mine with him. And it didn't seem like he was ever going to give them back.
And
you'd cry a little
Die just a little
And baby I would feel
just a little less pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in
return
So cry just a little for me
He didn't seem to have any emotions with him. I was dying on the inside. And I just wish…that he was dying a little, too.
Give
it up baby
I hear your doing fine
Nothing's gonna save me
I
see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache
Darling give it a
try
I don't want pity
I just want what is mine
"If…that's what you want." I could have sworn I saw something in his eyes when I said that…heartache? Pain, maybe? But just as quickly as it came; it disappeared completely as he jerked his head in a nod.
Believe it or not…I didn't want him to feel sorry for doing this…if he didn't want me…he could just leave…all I ever really wanted was his heart.
Yeah…
Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that you're
feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something
in return
So cry just a little for me
"Goodbye, Bella." "Wait." I wanted to see in his eyes what I felt in my broken heart. But there was nothing…nothing but resigned hope. He pressed his lips lightly to my forehead.
"Take care of yourself."
And then he was gone. Never to come back again…..
Cry
just a little for me
Could you cry just a little for me?
I know it's a bit short but the scene itself…though big in meaning…was quite a small scene in itself. My next songfics might me added tonight. It's either going to me 'This Is Me' By: Demi Lovato or 'In Another's Eyes' By: Garth Brooks and Trisha Yearwood. If you have any song requests please tell me.