He smacked my ass 18 times because I rolled my eyes at him buying me a car.
He beat me with a belt 6 times because I asked him to show me the worst.
He kicked me out of my apartment. Why! to take care of his sub after she held me at gunpoint. Even though he should have called the police.
He shackled me and covered me in hickeys because I accidentally rolled over exposing my breast. Mind you it was a nude beach.
He withheld my orgasm because I changed my mind. Which saved my life.
He yelled at me because Leila came to my office.
Yet, I get pregnant because my shot failed. However, somehow I did this on purpose and I am stupid.
He walked out and went to that bitch troll. I still can't get what he said and that text off my mind.
It was good to see you. I understand now. Don't fret. You'll make a wonderful father.*
I forwarded it to myself and marked it unread. So he doesnt know that I know. Lets see if he is honest with me.
The thing he insisted on was my trust, honest, and never breaking hard limits. I was punished everytime I supposedly broke a rule and some just because. Yet, he broke mine and nothing. I think not. He will be punished for breaking my trust and limit. When he went to her and told her about our baby.
I'm laying in the playroom with the door locked. My phone has been ringing for the last 15 minutes. He is still searching for me.
"Don't you just love soundproofing!" I said to myself. I walked to the top of the stairs. "Sawyer, I'll be ready in 15 minutes."
Christian just stared at me. I spun around and headed to our room.
"ANA, WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN!"He screamed at me. I just ignored him and went to get dressed for work.
"I know what you're doing."
"What? What am I doing, Christian? I'm going to work. We will talk later."
Of course later never came. I swear he was avoiding me. He had to go to Portland on business. I get short responses to my text and no flirty emails.
I've had it. Why the hell was he punishing me? It's not like like I made the shot fail.
When he got home on Saturday. You could feel the distance between us. We didn't utter more than a few words to each other.
CG POV
I feel bad for not talking to her all week. But how could I explain that I seen Elena. She will be pissed like she was when I had dinner with Elena.
"Christian?"
"Hmm."
"Where did you go after you left here?"
"Just to the bar Ana. I'm going to take a shower."
"mmhhhm." Is all she said. God I just wanted to hold her. I just dont know how to show her how sorry I am. I am just glad she didn't see the text from Elena. If she knew I saw her after I said I was done. She would be pissed. It was her only thing she asked me to do when we got back together.
As I stepped in the shower, I started thinking about my wife. My dick got so hard. I fisted my cock in my hand and ran it up and down my shaft. God I missed my wife's tight little pussy. I could feel my release getting ready when I heard her voice.
"STOP, you want all my pleasure. Then its only right that one belongs to me."
Yes, we can fix this. She's coming back to me.
AS POV
I can't believe he lied to me. But I gave him his chance to come clea. with me. He will know what it is like to have your trust broken.
I can't believe he hasn't touched me in a week. I am pissed. I storm into the bathroom and freeze. He is fucking stroking his shaft up and down. I watch his head began to fall back.
I scream, "STOP, you want all my pleasure. Then its only right that one belongs to me."
You could see the lust in his eyes. Thinking he was getting me right where he wanted me.
"I want you to meet me in the playroom in 10 minutes Christian." His eyes lit up.
I walked into the playroom and removed my dress. I walked into the closet to wait for my husband.
CG POV
Yes! I thought. We can fix this. She never has to know about Elena. I put my playroom jeans on. Walked to the playroom. Pushed the open and glanced at the spot.
Where the hell is she?
"I want you in position."
My head whipped around. What was she talking about in position.
AS POV
I took a deep breath and made my voice sound commanding. "I want you in position."
His head whipped so quickly. Shocked. Thats what he was. "What are you talking about Ana?"
"Exactly, as I said. I want you in position. NOW!"
I dont think he believes me. "I said now Christian."
"What are you talking about? That's not how this works Ana. I am the dom not you. I will not get in position. You will."
Oh really! "Alright, then I am done." I start to walk to the door.
"What?What do you mean done? You said you would never leave."
"Yeah well you said you would always be honest to me. I'm done. I will be going to Kate's for the night."
"Ana we can fix this. Trust me we can."
"Trust you. PFFFT! I can't trust you."
"You can trust me and I have never lied to you." Just then his phone beeped with a message.
"You might want to check that."
CG POV
"You might want to check that," she said.
"Ana, dont worry about it. I will check it later."
"Check it now!"
I walked to the table by the door and picked up my phone. My heart dropped. Oh my god she knows.
"Now are you ready to get into position."
"Ana, I can explain."
"I don't want to hear it. I only had one thing I asked you never to do. Guess what! You went and did it anyway when I needed you. Then on top of that you lied to me. You went to that bitch and told her about the baby."
"I didn't tell her about the baby."
"I dont want to hear it. You broke my trust and the one thing I asked you not to do. How can I ever trust you again?"
My heart dropped. "Baby, please let me explain."
"No, I want you in position. NOW!"
I try to get her to let me talk but she just won't listen. "I'm sorry baby." I just stood there not getting in position. She started to walk for the door.
AS POV
"Alright, Christian. You can leave then. Go back to the bitch troll. I don't care anymore. Do what you want? I mean that is all you have done anyways."
"NO! Okay, I will do it." I watched as he got into position but still looked at me.
"Do not look at me." I commanded. "What are your safewords Christian."
His head snapped at me. "What are you going to do?"
"Did I tell you that you could look at me? No I didn't. I asked you your safewords."
"Ana" He started to say. But I cut him off. "SAFEWORDS! Now Christian." I think I startled him. He flinched.
"Yes Mistress!"
"I am not your mistress. That bitch has no space in here. You better figure something else to call me."
"Yellow and red, Godess."
"Do you know why you are being punished?"
"Because I left you and went to Elena."
I brought the crop down hard on the table beside his head.
"What did I tell you about that bitch?"
"Sorry Godess." He went to say it again. I raised my hand to stop him.
"That's not the only reason you are being punished. You are being punish because you lied. Now it makes me question everything you have ever said to me.
"Ana, please let me ex..." I stopped him again.
"No you are going to listen to me. I am done listening to you. I'm in charge now. You will shut up and listen to me."
"Yes, Godess" He bowed his head.
"You may look at me." His head snapped up and looked in my eyes. "Do you think I did this on purpose?"
"No. I dont."
"Really! Because that is what you accused me of."
"I didn't mean it Ana."
"Oh really. Then I must be to stupid to understand what you meant, because that is exactly what you accused me of."
"What are you talking about stupid. I never called you stupid." I brought my phone to his face so he could watch the video us.
I watched his face as he heard himself say "You have one thing, one thing to remember. Shit! I don't fucking believe it. How could you be so stupid?" He dropped his head and sucked in a deep breath.
"I'm so sorry baby. I didn't mean it. I just can't have a kid."
"Well you are out of luck because we have a baby on the way already. Now are you going to be a father or a daddy?"
He looked at me quizzically.
"I cant be a father."
"You think you cant be a father but you are already one. Now the question is. Can you be a daddy?"
"Ana, I just said I cant be a father."
"Well thats just not true any man can be a father. But answer my damn question! Can you be a daddy?" I snarled.
Are you a real man, Christian?" I perplexed him. "Because is takes a real man to be a daddy. Well, can you?"
"What kind of father can I be when I dont even know who mine is?"
"You might not know your father but you know youryour dad. I think you can be a great daddy. You had Carrick as a dad."
I started on him again.
"You protect everything that is yours. Now I have something that is half yours growing in my stomach." I placed me hands on my stomach and tears slipped from my eyes.
It seems nothing is going to stop his self loathing.
"Alright Christian. We won't continue. I will take care of our little problem and it will be nothing but a blip on the radar."
"What are you talking about Ana?"
"I will take care of it. I dont want you to resent me for something that I can fix since you can't be a father." I walk to him with tears in my eyes, stand tall, and command him. I will make him see that he will be an excellent dad soon enough.
"I want you on the bench. You will take your punishment and we will never speak of your betrayal again." He truly doesnt understand that he will be a great dad.
He doesnt move from the spot in the floor and just looks at me.
"Christian, NOW!" He stand and walks to the bench and lays across it. "I am going to spank you 20 times. You will count. You will safeword if need be."
"Yes, Godess."
I grabbed the paddle, lube, and butt plug. His eyed widened at the butt plug.
"No Ana. You aren't going anywhere near my ass."
"You will take any punishment I see fit. This is not one of your hard limits. I would never break those."
"No I will not. I didn't do anything to warrant a punishment like that."
"Did you or did you not break my trust by going to see that bitch and then lying to me about it?"
"Yes, I did. But it didn't mean anything."
"It doesn't matter that is didn't mean anything. You broke my trust. You have punished me for less. So you will take this punishment or I will go to Kate's." I know I am using his fear of me leaving against him but he left first.
"You said you wouldn't leave."
"Well I lied and you left me first."
CG POV
"Fine, I will take my punishment." Its not really a punishment. Its not like I haven't had ass play. I mean Elena loved to fuck my ass before she sucked my cock.
She grabbed the lube and rubbed it on her finger and plug. She squirted some on my rosebud and rubbed it in. She slowly pushed her finger in and out of my ass.
"mmmmm, ugghh."I moaned. She knew I liked it then.
"You will not cum." What, how the hell does she expect me not cum.
"Yes, Godess." She removed her finger and slowly pushed the plug in my ass.
"Remember your safewords."
"Yes, Godess." She brought the paddle down on my ass.
"Count Christian."
"One, two, three, four." She brought it down again and again in quick succession like I do to her. Switching from cheek to cheek. HOLY HELL that hurt. How in the hell is she so strong.
"Five, six, seven, eight." Holy shit this hurts. It never felt like this with Elena. Why does it hurt so much coming from her. "Nine, ten, eleven, twelve." I could feel my tears starting to build. I just tried to blink them away. I feel so betrayed she said she would never hurt me. "Thirteen, fourteen,fifteen, sixteen." She just kept bringing it down on my ass. I can feel her betrayal now. I understand now I broke my word. I made her feel like she didn't matter. "Seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty." She was finally done.
I heard rhe paddle hit the floor.
AS POV
I could see that this was hurting him but not from the pain but from the fact that someone he loves is hurting him. I actually barely put any force behind his punishment. I just wanted him to understand the pain of betrayal I felt when he went to her and lied. I dropped the paddle and tried to sooth him.
I rubbed his back and he flinched. He only does that when he doesn't know I am going to touch him. We are still working on it.
"Baby, are you okay?" I asked in a calming voice.
"Yes, Godess."
But I knew he wasn't. This was going to change our lives..