A/N: Random one shot that popped in my head ten minuets before I wrote it. And it's long, least for my standards. Ok well I don't own the characters just the plot. I think. Sorry if you wrote this and was like, oh she stole my story, because I didn't mean to. Okay done rambling. Review, flame, good, don't care just review. Raven Robin BTW

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Windless Night

The wind whipped around her cloak. She didn't know why this time of night amused her but she loved it. She sat alone on the roof over looking the dimly lit city under the full moon. Midnight. The time when most of the city and all of the titans we safety in there beds and she could be alone. Time to think with out the constant interruptions of Starfire's stupid questions or the arguing or Beast Boy and Cyborg. But most importantly when he wasn't around to see the look in her eyes as she thought of him. It was true that she liked, maybe even loved Robin but he was with Starfire and every one loved it.

Beast Boy was happy thinking he'd have a chance with me but that ended couple of weeks later when Terra was healed. They have been together since. He has forgotten all about me. Cyborg, being the big brother of the group, liked the fact those two were happy. But he never noticed me hurting. Of coarse it would be rather difficult being I never show any emotion. As for me I gave up on him, of coarse the emotion love never accepted that. She really gets on my nerves.

I looked down into the clear waters of the lake as the winds gently made waves that hit the tower. It startled me the first couple of nights but you get use to it.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out my only saver. The only thing that gets my pain. My razor. I never used to do this claiming it was just a cheap excuse to get attention. But as the relationship got more involved, I did it more. That's also the reason I stay up here at nights. My room is in between Starfire's and Robin's and there are some things that aren't pleasant to be woken up by.

My made a small line down the under part of my arm. It bleeds slightly but not enough to worry about. I never do it to die. Just to feel. I made three or four more before I noticed someone was behind me watching. I tucked the blade away quickly before I greeted the figure. "How long you been here Robin?" I half whispered eyes never leaving the water below. He moved to sit next to her swinging his legs over the edge and letting them hang there. "So this is what you do when you sneak off in the middle of the night." He said not madly, just disappointed. He grabbed my hand gently and lifted it up to his sight. Anyone else I would have slapped but not Robin. He made an asking gesture and I nodded. He pulled my sleeve up slightly. Some cut where bleeding but most where just scars. He was taken back by it. He lowered my sleeve and put my arm back into its organically spot.

It was a while before he talked again but the first word out of his mouth was the one I wanted to avoid. "Why"

I looked down as tears feel. My and him had a special bond so he knew instantly that I didn't want to talk about it. He wrapped his arms around me and held me. And after what seemed like forever, which was about ten minuets, the tears stopped. He still held me. "Raven" he whispered. Then he did the last thing I expected him to do. He kissed me. And in that moment of that one simple kiss I lost my self. Even the wind seemed to disappear, like a windless night. And as we pulled away, I felt a new stronger emotion rise in me. No it was love, just stronger. But some how I knew she get on my nerves less.

He took me by the hand as we stood up. "Common we better clean that up." Then we left the roof hand in hand.

THE END