Renesmee & Jacob: meant to be?
"Ness, you can't do this! I love you, without you I'm not alive, I'm nothing "Jacobs eyes were shooting daggers into mine, desperation radiating off him.
"I'm not saying I don't love you Jacob, of course I do, I just need time to see whether I want more, I need to be free, I need to date and be normal, maybe even find some of my own kind if we find our way back to each other then that answers my question, but I won't be forced into this" I sat down on the tiny couch in Jacobs living room, sighing, I looked around.
I could find my way around this little apartment with my eyes shut. The little plasma in the corner sitting on the hard wood cabinet, that somehow matched all the other mismatched furniture in the room. The polished wood floors reflecting the light from the all-round glass windows showing the gloomy town of Seattle.
"Nessie, there's only one other like you and he's gone"
When Jacob came to sit down, the couch sighing under his weight, I put my hand on his broad shoulder and looked into his eyes.
"Jake,3 years ago 'us' would have been illegal, I'm 6 years old, yes obviously I've developed mentally and physically to the average 21 year old but during my accelerated growth I've missed out, until the last 2 months I've lived my life with a coven of vampires, the last two months of living with you have been no different your so protective and possessive of me that I may as well be living with my father, I need to experience freedom, I want to belong somewhere that I'm normal."
"Nessie, your my life I can't survive you looking at any other guy, I know you love me, I can make you happy, living out your high school fantasies of dating the quarterback and being an average teenager isn't gonna work, don't make me call your mom"
I saw red. This was exactly the kind of talk that had gotten us to this place. I was sick of being controlled and protected.
"For advice or for a date? "I asked letting the sarcasm seep into my voice.
"Don't bring this up again you weren't even born it was you I loved even then!"
"I can't handle this intense ill-die-without-you stuff it might of worked for my parents but I don't know if want this kind of pressure Jake, I need to take a breather"
Standing up I walked across the room opened to heavy-wooden door and left it all behind.