A/N: this story was done out of boredom. Hope you like.
The Tears I've Cried
You said you loved me countless times. Over and over. Making my head spin with every heartfelt word. You intrigued me with all that you did. Infatuation. That's what one would call a case like this. Heck, even I admit it. I'm infatuated with you! There's no denying it. It's hard to refuse to state an emotion as true when it's so strong. I won't even attempt it. The outcome could only be bad. That's why I chose to tell you. And I did. Remember? And I can quote your response to this day.
"I love you, Pan-Chan. I really do. I just don't LOVE you. You understand?"
I played it off with a slight nod of my head and a forced giggle.
"Too bad, Trunks-Kun! You don't what kind of opportunity you're missing!"
The playfulness threw you off my track. You didn't know what I was feeling. I've always been an extraordinary actress. Ah, I remember all those times. All of the moments where you uttered the words, playfully or brotherly. And oh, the tears I've cried, knowing that every breath that escaped you lips forming into those three words was not the way I imagined. You'll remember the incident, if you think back a little. I pray you haven't forgotten. Where I told you I loved you. Thank God it didn't ruin our friendship. Gosh, it was so long ago. Well, not too long. Five years does have its effect on you though. I'm no longer that 17 year old girl. I may look like her, but my soul is a void. I'm still in love with you. I still think about you constantly. I still soak up your every detail with a simple glance from across a room. And, yes, I still cry. And it's a shame. Feelings this strong shouldn't be felt alone. But I can't help that. I feel what I feel, and the same for you.
Perhaps God we'll free me from you one day. Maybe cast my eyes upon someone else. Who would make my heart pound faster, make my face heat up quicker, interest my thoughts more. But we both know that's not possible. For Son Pan sets her mind on what she wants only once. Then she gets it.
No matter how many tears she's cried.
A/N: yes I will be continuing this. Be prepared for some new chapters. ^_^ bye bye!
--Lonna