Seth was Dean and Roman's personal cheerleader, period. That was all he was, that was all he ever would be, period. Seth looked to them as guardians, protectors, friends, lovers, owners. They owned him, he was their property. They owned every inch of him, everything. But he knew they would never like him like he loved them. He was devoted completely to them. He did everything they wanted him to, no questions asked and even did some things without them asking for him to do it. He would do anything for them. They were his life. So he sat in the shower, whimpering and silently crying at what Kane had said to him.

'Quiet, be quiet.' Kane had snapped. He had to keep it quiet or Kane would make him lose his job. He loved what he did. 'Don't tell anyone what happened here.' Kane had threatened. Seth stayed silent as he quickly got himself dressed and went to his hotel room and silently cried himself to sleep. He hadn't wanted this. He didn't want it. He wanted to get away from Kane. He wanted his Papa. His Papa never came to save him. He waited for three months for it to stop, the abuse of authority from Kane. It didn't stop, it continued. Dean and Roman started noticing how Seth was being distant. Seth gave up, he had to tell.

"Make it stop, Ro!" Seth whimpered. Roman looked toward him. He'd been watching Dean's winning of the title over the Miz.

"What?" Roman asked.

"Make it stop, Ro! Make it stop!" Seth pleaded.

"Make what stop, Seth?" Roman asked.

"Make Kane stop doing that to me. Make him stop looking at me. Make him stop touching me. Make him stop hurting me. Make it stop! Make it all stop!" Seth pleaded, tears streaking his face. Roman got more involved at this point, taking his pet's head in his hand and making him look up at him.

"Make Kane stop doing what to you, Seth? What does he do to you?" Roman asked.

"It hurts. I can't...can't go back. No, bad. I'm bad. I don't do anything right. I can't do anything right. Bad means hurt. Bad mind, bad mind!" Seth whimpered, starting to all out sob, his mind officially deeming that it wanted to escape reality and just leave his conscious mind in agonizing memories of what Kane had done to him. Roman could do nothing as he watched Seth have a breakdown right in front of him. Had Seth finally just snapped or had Kane actually hurt Seth both mentally and physically? He was confused. Seth gave a whimper, looking up at him with confused eyes of his own and an teary innocent look.

"How did Kane hurt you, Seth?" Roman asked.

"Hits. Bruises. Blood. He...he put it in me. That means I'm not yours. I gotta be quiet. Never speak, never. Not til it's over." Seth whimpered, Roman taking his face and leaning his face against Seth's and holding him like that, not caring that he was sharing breath with him or how homosexual it looked. He knew what Seth had meant by 'put it in him' and that it 'meant that he wasn't his because of it.' It meant that Kane had raped him, took his purity. Seth was hurting and weak, he needed him to be there for him. He needed all the support he could get. Seth gave a sob, taking his head away and burying it in Roman's shoulder, arms around Roman's neck as he cried in his protector's arms.

"Don't let him hurt me! Ro! Please, don't make me do it again!" Seth cried.

"I swear to God, Seth, I won't let him hurt you for my life. I will never let him hurt you, Baby. He doesn't get to touch you anymore. Touching you is my job and he is truly mistakened if he thinks he's going to just come by hurting MY Little Angel." Roman said. Seth looked up at him, innocent big amber eyes glittering with hope.

"I'm still yours? You love me still? Even if I can't give you my first time?" Seth whispered.

"I'll make it your first time. Just let me." Roman said, smirking as he nibbled a little on Seth's neck. Seth gave a confused little sound that entailed that he liked it but he wasn't used to it. Not knowing anything about gentle sex, Seth held Roman's head there but tugged slightly at his hair, Roman stopping his ministrations and looking up at Seth with deadly eyes that quickly faded at the sight of the apologetic look in Seth's sweet amber eyes.

"I'm sorry, Ro." Seth whispered.

"Come on, Little Angel. We can finish in the hotel room." Roman said and lead Seth out of the building after grabbing their things and writing a note to Dean explaining everything and even inviting the third Shield member and the third Shield member only to watch Seth and him that night.


WARNING: The Next Chapter Is Pornographic. R&R