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Diary of Sgt. Sousuke Sagara

4/24/2006

Locked by 'them', in my own cabin.

The last entry.

The end has come, i know it, i want it. I am ready for it, and i don't really care what happens, just need to end it.
Now all seems to be meaningless, black and white, or my mind cant choose which of the things i see, is the truth.
I'm using bandages this time, my injuries are great supply. I hope the strength of it is better than that cord i used last time. They even gave me chair here, like if they knew what I'm planning.

As I'm writing these last words of this diary, i want to apologize to Kaname, that my mind couldn't get out of it. I am sorry. But the darkness what i saw, is horrible and i don't want to see it anymore.

Or share it with someone...
Finally, i know the truth, and bandages are strong enou... (impossible to read)

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Prologue

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4/6/2006

Late evening.

My cabin, TDD-1.

I know that everyone, who's reading these lines, is asking about my mental health and normality, I'm asking that myself as well.
Fear of what thing is worse, if it is all truth, or the thing, that my mind could come with something of this kind.


I want to start from beginning, it was that day month ago, 6th of March...

Sousuke was told, that someone wanted to build a secret base on this abandoned island. Abandoned, it wasn't in the maps and GPS couldn't find a thing about it, so he was blind. Noon, sun burned like hell, middle of the pacific, it reflected metal of two Arm Slaves facing each other. They prepared for fight. Some lunatic probably. Opponent prepared a rocket luncher and Sousuke wanted to activate the Lambda driver, but for some reason it didn't work. Opponent fired from his weapon and Sousuke along with his AS flew a twenty meters back.

When he woke up from the unconsciousness, Sousuke realized that his robot completely burned to crisp, he had luck that he managed to get out of it alive. Before him laid Savage and death opponent white as chalk.

"What happened here?"

Enemy probably wanted to check his kill. And then?

He didn't understand it. Dead? It was like, if enemy was frozen, when he kicked in him. Agony of shock. Sousuke examined his Savage, but it was destroyed too. His own rescue beacon was junk, and Savage don't had this kind of thing. Hot, heat of shining sun forced him to hide into jungle of the island and think about some plan to get out of this situation.

"Wait for them, that is my only chance..."

Good afternoon, on this abandoned island. Sousuke examined the island from the cliff, middle sized island, nothing of interest, boring and not even any strategy usage for it, so why that man wanted it here? He walked down the cliff and understood, that evening came too early and set the fire with the wood, what he gathered on his way down. His survival techniques saved his life again. He sat on the log and watched the fire, couldn't take a rest, something wasn't right, the strange aura what this island produced, made him think. Horrible nightmares, of dying, strange creatures, nonsense architectures and more, he had to walk around the island to make sure that everything is alright.
Minutes past as hours, in his tense state, and every minute, he looked on his watch to control it. No one came yet. Nothing came.

"What?"

Sousuke saw a house before him, he expected hut in middle of the pacific, but it was a two floor house, constructed in the classical style with nailed boards in the windows. He just watched it for a while. The fact that he missed it before, remained. What the hell.
His hand grabbed the handle of the main door, cold to the touch even in this hot evening. The door opened and revealed big room with stairs and different doors on both sides. It was deserted. Although all furniture was there, it looked like deserted place, the webs, dust and everything. Sousuke tried his luck and stepped in the second door on his right, kitchen with sink full of water and something rotting in it. Deserted in the hurry. When he walked back, he realized that he get lost, or the main entrance simply disappeared. Now on the wall before him, picture with hideous eye appeared, it reminded him something, somewhere.

"Huh? Is anyone there?"

His melted glock, would surely aim to the source of sound, if it wasn't melted. The strange sounds could be heard in this part of the house, like screaming and shouting for help, even some forgotten language. Sousuke looked to the left, guy in the black combat suit was there, it was him. Only a mirror.
But when he came closer the screaming magnified, wooden trap door under his legs. He opened it and the squeak and dust was evidence of disuse.
He jumped in, trap door closed and stairs on which he landed, broken with his fall. I need to find another way back.

"What am i doing here?"

He asked himself, as he came closer and closer to the source of the screaming. Sousuke heard shock from inside the metal door. Open it, or not?
No other way from here, anyway. The door opened.
Large, dark green gem hung, in the middle of the room, he walked to his right, to get a better view at it. Then horror began. Now the source of screaming, was no mystery. Man bound by hands and legs in the letter of x, bled and screamed, blood came from his whole body. Horrible cuts and scratches. Sousuke started to feel dizzy, his vision blurred, he had to turn away.

"I'll help you, just calm down."

He said, but man only screamed. Sousuke turned around again, now another horrible fact appeared. He found out why the man bled. His all internal organs, was in jars with green liquid, delved into the wall, all around the room.

"Jesus..."

Sousuke was shocked, his nightmares were walk in the park compared to this.
The bonds were locked tight, he looked for key or something like that. Before him green panel with strange markings shined. Thats my chance.
Sousuke pressed the button. Green lightnings spread through the mans body, torture. The organs were moving too, in the shock. His head exploded and guts stopped moving.

"This is just a dream... i...i know it..."

He grabbed the green crystal, what remained in the panel before him and started to walk away. Fast.
Another room, hole in the middle, some portal at the right and the same panel as before, on the left. He inserted the crystal and pressed the button.
White lightnings shined whole room, he had to cover his eyes. Then something sucked the energy into the portal, and the thing opened. Creatures came from it. With wise, noble walk.
Sousuke started to panic and after a while, fainted from the shock.