Everyone's Angel

HELLO MY NEW PEOPLE!!!

This is The Black Rose 1995! This story originally belonged to my twin but she's

giving up on (I almost slapped her for it), so I well be taking over this story!

I hope you all enjoy.

I don't own Naruto so please stop reminding me!! T.T

Chapter One~ Hinata's Death

Sometimes death is better then life. Most of the time, it's not though.

In my case . . . it is.

Dying is much easier then living. No one is there to mock you when you're dead. No one is whispering rumors about you behind your back when you're dead. No one is calling you a failure or saying that you're pathetic. Death is peaceful like that. It's dark and quiet. I know this know.

Why would I do this you ask? It's because of the hurtful words of one loud blond with beautiful blue eyes. My best friend and my secret love Naruto.

It's because of my father; the man that has hated me since I was born because I wasn't a natural genius or wasn't the perfect daughter that he wanted.

It's because my younger sister, Hanabi; the girl that WAS father's perfect daughter; the sister that never cared about me like I did her.

It's because of my older cousin, Neji; the boy that had always despised me for the death of his father. He was a natural genius and therefore, better then me in everyone's eyes.

It's because of my friend Sakura; the beautiful girl with stunning green eyes and soft pink hair that is strong and courageous and passionate and had everyone wanting to be her friend. I had always been so jealous of her . . .

It's because my life long, childhood friend, Kiba, abandoned me in my time of need.

It's because no one cared.

How did I die you ask? I did it myself. I walked home after the . . . incident happened, when found no comfort in my other friends, I took a dagger from my older cousins display case, went into my room, wrote a letter to each Naruto, Sakura, Hanabi, Neji, Kiba, and my father, and then slit both my wrists. Two deep cuts that hit major blood veins. Within twenty minutes, I had died of blood loss.

I still remember the feeling. I had felt the coldness of the sharp blade and I had felt it when the tip of it had broken the skin and my veins. I had felt the blade cutting more of my pale skin as I pulled it across my delicate wrist. I still had felt no pain though.

Who am I you ask? My name is Hinata Hyuga. I am- no . . . I was about eighteen when I took my own life away.

What exactly happened to me to make me take my life you ask? I can still remember it.

"Hinata-Chan, wait up!" I heard Naruto call. I was walking home from school like I did everyday and Naruto had came to join me.

"H-Hello Naruto-kun." I said quietly as he walked closer to me. He was wearing his normal amount of orange today and his golden blond hair was as spiky as it always is. His blue eyes were sparkling and as beautiful and as full of mischief as they always were and his tanned skin was flawless. He was as beautiful as he was everyday.

"Hinata-Chan, what is it like to fall in love?" Naruto asked me as we continued to walk. The question caught me off guard and my face turned as red as ever.

'Why would he ever ask me this?'

"W-Well, you a-always f-f-feel like you're w-w-walking on air w-when y-you're near this p-person"

'Just like how I am now.'

"When e-ever that p-p-person s-smiles you get a warm f-feeling in y-you."

'I do every time I see you're smile.'

"You a-a-always f-find that you can hardly t-talk and t-that y-you're mind can't f-focused o-on anything other t-t-then t-that person when t-their near y-you."

'I'm a nervous wreak when your around me.'

"Why d-do you a-ask a-anyway Naruto-kun?" I asked him.

"I . . . I think I'm in love with Sakura-Chan, Hinata!!!" Naruto told me with a million dollar smile on his face.

It is at this time that my world started to fall apart.

A week later, Sakura told me that she liked Sasuke Uchiha and that he had asked her out on a date for that weekend. Naruto must not have been told, because all he talked about was just how pretty Sakura was that day and how he hoped Sakura would say yes when he asked her out on a date.

I guess it was my job to tell him.

We were walking home together again when I said something.

"Umm . . . Naruto-kun? I don't r-really t-think Sakura l-l-likes you in t-that w-w-way." I told him.

"What are you talking about Hinata-Chan?"

"Well, I think that S-Sakura loves y-y-you like a b-brother or a best f-friend and n-n-not as a b-boy friend. I'm s-sorry Naruto-kun, but she's d-d-dating S-Sasuke from s-school." I told him softly. I had expected him to be sad about the news that his crush was dating someone else. What he did was nothing at all like that.

"Hinata, I can not believe that you would lie like that!!" Naruto practically screamed at me. We were near my house by now.

"N-N-Naru-"I tried to calm him down but he ignored me.

"How could you start saying those rumors about Sakura?!!? Sakura-Chan would never like Sasuke-Teme!! I thought you were better then to get so low as to actually start rumors about people Hinata, but I guess I was wrong!!!!" Naruto yelled at me. His face was close to my own as he screamed at me and I felt tears start to sting at my eyes as I heard the cruel words he said to me.

"N-Naruto-kun I-"

"SHUT UP HINATA!!!! JUST SHUT UP!!!!! I thought you were better then this!!!! I thought you were different then other people!! You're just jealous of her Hinata!!! You well never be as good of a person as Sakura-Chan is!!!! Your- Your- Your just another pathetic lowlife!!!! THE WORLD WOULD BE BETTER IF YOU WEREN'T AROUND ANYMORE!!!!!!!" Naruto screamed. By the end of his rant, his face was red from screaming and his beautiful blue eyes were almost dancing with anger.

I felt the tears fall from my eyes. His face changed a bit to shock at the sight of my tears, then his eyes widened as if taking it all in and reliesing what the words he had said. Slowly, he reached one of his hands out to me and I flinched away from it. His eyes flashed in pain for a second.

"Hinata I'm-"Naruto started to tell me; but I had turned and ran up the drive way to my house. I heard him call my name again but I paid no attention to him.

I ran to my room and threw myself on my pure white bed and cried my eyes out.

'The world would be better if you weren't around anymore!' I could hear his words in the back of my mind saying over and over again. About an hour or so later, I had calmed down and I reached for the cell phone in my bag. I then dialed Kiba's number. I knew that Sakura was out on a date with Sasuke that night and call me crazy but I didn't feel like talking to Naruto right now.

It rang a few times before Kiba answered it in his cheerful voice. The one that reminded me of Naruto's.

"K-Kiba-kun . . . s-something h-happened." My voice was still thick with tears and I knew he could hear it, even threw the phone.

"Hinata? What happened?! Are you hurt?!" Kiba asked me.

"N-no, I-I'm fine, I guess. At l-least physically . . ."

"What happened? Did one of those bitches from school say something again!?!!? I swear, if they did-"

"It's n-not that Kiba. You s-see . . ."

"Hinata? You know you can tell me anything right?"

"Y-Yeah, I know. It's a-about N-Naruto-kun. . ." I wasn't so sure if I should have gone on. Kiba had never really liked Naruto too much.

"Ohh . . ."

"N-Naruto, he s-snapped at me. The t-things that he s-said . . . i-it's like he h-hates me . . . I . . . I didn't k-know that he had f-felt that way. . . The words that he s-said . . . They were so h-hurtful-"

"I GET IT! Jesus! If he hurts you THAT much, then get over him already Hinata!!! He doesn't like you like you do him! Why can't you just get that through your thick skull?!!?! Are you really THAT slow Hin-"

I had hung up before he finished his sentence. I had burst into a fresh set of tears at Kiba's cold words. He knew that I was sensitive about my brains. But can you blame me really? With my father and family constantly telling me that I wasn't smart enough or good enough.

I cried silently for hours, the words of Naruto, Kiba, the girls at school, and my father ringing in my mind.

'He doesn't like you like you do him! Why can't you just get that through your thick skull'

'How could she be the heiress of the Hyuga company? She's a failure!'

'Hinata . . . you are the heiress to the Hyuga company. These grades are not good enough!'

'The world would be better if you weren't around anymore!'

It wasn't until almost two in the morning that I got up from my bed and went to get Neji's decretive dagger from his room to give Naruto what he had wished for.

Me not being around anymore.

Now it is done. I am dead and there is no changing that.

I know that they well find me in the simple white dress that I wore that day, sleeveless and long, with my long violet hair spread around me like a halo as my head rested on my white pillow and sudden and startling bright crimson pools of blood around my cut wrists. The letters to them were on my nightstand and they should find them there after they see me.

I only hope that they might possibly miss me when they relies I am gone. Even if it is just for a second. I can only hope that Sasuke well love Sakura as much as she loves him. I can only hope that Hanabi grows up to be a wonderful woman that is like Sakura. I can only hope that Neji tells Tenten his feelings for her and that they are returned. I can only hope that my father will miss me a bit or be upset when he sees that I have left the world. I can only hope that Naruto well find happiness with someone that is good for him, because it will not be me. It never was and it never will be.

Now, I will not answer anymore of your questions . . . fine, one more.

Do I regret anything you ask? No, I don't.

Now that's it! What? Fine, but this is the last one!

What is it like now that I am dead you ask me? It's very dark and is always silent. The only time I hear anything is when I talk to myself out lound. The only thing I can see is myself, still in the long white dress and my long violet hair. The cuts on my wrists are gone now. I don't know how long I have been here, minutes, hourse, day, years. Time means nothing here. I'm never hungry or thirsty or tired. There is no god and no heaven here. It's just . . . nothing.

Now, that is the last. Good luck finding the way out.

Hinata Hyuga,

Beloved friend, sister, and daughter,

Everyone's angel.

We love you Hinata.

Naruto slowly placed the white tiger lily, Hinata's favorite flower, on Hinata's grave and read her gravestone.

He heard Hanabi crying and saw that Hiashi and Neji were struggling to keep their tears in as they held Hanabi's shaking form. Sakura was crying softly in Sasuke's arms and Kiba was standing next to a tree, trying to hid the tears that leaked threw his eyes. Almost the entire school was there. Hinata might not have relised it, but everyone looked up to her.

She was the sweet girl that someone could trust with their darkest secrets and know she would never tell a soul. She was the girl that other girls were jealous of because of her beauty and that boys wanted for their girlfriend. Everyone had a secret nick name for her, 'The angel' they would call her. But she never knew.

Her younger sister looked up to her and had always had Hinata for her role model. Hinata never knew that.

Sakura has always been jealous of Hinata's kindness and naturally caring heart. But Hinata never knew this.

Neji has always thought of her as his better half and loved her like she was his little sister. Hinata never would have guessed.

Kiba had been best friends with Hinata since they where seven, he had fallen in love with her when he was fifteen. He never did like Naruto, for more reasons then Hinata knew.

Hiashi had always bragged about Hinata. Saying 'Oh, Hinata has been doing so well in school, her grades are almost better then Neji's.' 'Yes, Hinata has always been kind hearted like that, she was born sweet.' 'I worry that some boy well come along and steel her away from me.' 'Yes, Hinata is as beautiful as her mother was. Thank God the only thing she got from me was her eyes.' He would always tell people that he worked with. Hinata never dared to think that he would care.

Naruto felt tears come to his eyes.

It's all my fault. I'm the reason she's gone. . .

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Ok, the next chapters are going to be Hinata's letters to everyone.

I know, Naruto is an A*S!

Byz~