Dear Diary,

I was running again, away from love.

Sometimes there may be no second chance for love, my best friend warned me. Yes, I understood completely but I was still afraid. What if it did not turn out to be what I've expected?

This was not the first time. I'm always a runaway soul and maybe I will always be one. Why? I wished I knew the answer.

I have yearned for him for 4 years and finally destiny was on my side. We were starting to have some common grounds, sharing our viewpoints in studies, work and life. It was the start of a friendship.

It may blossom to deeper relationship, my best friend told me. And that was the scary part. He has always been a fantasy to me. I've never dreamt in my life that I could actually be his friend. Then there he was here, talking and joking with me! It was unbelievable.

But deep inside my heart I was extremely could I be so lucky? He was such a perfect gentleman! Friendly, goodlooking, smart, intelligent, good sense of humour etc. How could he look into my way? Especially when I was such a plain, ordinary woman.

Runaway soul, that was me.


I'm so sorry that I haven't had time to write recently. Work has been busy and my mother was very sick in the recent weeks. But I am so excited today because I have managed to find my long-lost favourite fanfiction writer "Runaway Soul"! This was her story that made me wondered maybe I should start writing.

I have modified her story for our favourite TVD's couple Damon and Elena. This is based on Elena's POV.

Hopefully my readers will like this. Enjoy:)