Authors Note: Hello there peeps and welcome to my new story. I actually got this idea from one of my best friends who are writing a story similar to this but in some other website. I asked if I could use it and she said sure so I figured that it would start writing it right away. I'm very excited to see what you all think of it and your opinions. Anyways I still haven't decided the ending pairing so this is kind of lose I do though know that I will end with Cargan I just haven't figured out Kendall and James' endings. This will be filled with drama and I already have some stuff planned out and will get to writing the second chapter soon. For now enjoy this first chapter. :P :)

Mute:

James' POV:

"Jamie sweetie, we need you to go hide in that closet, okay? When were done with our business meeting we'll come get you" my mom said looking a bit nervous but I didn't question it.

"Okay mommy, promise me?" I said while staring at her and daddy.

"We promise, son. And no matter what don't say a word. We love you, dot ever forget that" daddy said as he and mommy hugged me.

"Okay I love you too" I said as I hugged back and made my way towards the closet. Once inside my parents closed the door, and apparently they didn't notice it was fully closed so I peeked through the hole and saw them speaking to some men. One man had dark hair, with brown eyes, while the other had blond hair and green eyes.

"So Diamond's, where is the kid", the blond haired man said. Were they talking about me?

"We changed our mind, you aren't getting him" daddy said to them. Then they took out a knife and grabbed mommy from behind. He put the knife to her throat and held her tight.

"No, you are giving us the child or you both die" that dark haired man said to my dad.

"No, please you can take anything else" daddy said trying to reason with the men.

"Sorry but no deal, it's either the kid or your lives. Daddy looked back at the closet while they were distracted with mom and raised one of his fingers to his lips, giving me the sign that meant to stay quiet. As he did that a tear slipped from his eyes and I knew what was going to happen next. Then he turned back and started to talk again.

"Then I guess we'll die" daddy said as he tackled the blond man to the floor causing the dark-haired man to release my mom and stab my dad in the back. As the commotion was happening tears started to slip from my eyes. I opened my mouth to try to stop them, but nothing would come out. All I could do was sit here and watch my parents die in the hands of others.

After they were finished killing them they started to search the house for me. I knew that I had to escape so I got out of the closet and started to run out of the house. As I reached the door someone grabbed me and started to shake me. Wait shake me?

"James wake up" I heard a voice say. I immediately opened my eyes and was met with a woman who I know is named Kelly.

"You were having a nightmare" she said while she hugged me. I hugged back but didn't say a word.

"When are you going to talk to me, to anyone" she said as she pulled back and stared at me. I just shook my head and got out of bed.

Now you may be wondering what she was talking about, well here's the deal. When I was 5 my parents were brutally murdered right in front of me. After I escaped the house I rushed to the neighbor's house to get help, but when they answered the door and asked me what's wrong, all I could picture was my dad telling me to be quiet right before he died.

Since that day I haven't said a word. Yeah that's right nothing, nada, zip. People have tried everything to get me to talk but I just couldn't, or wouldn't is the truth. Now I'm 16 and I still haven't talked.

To make things worse I'm been living in different foster homes since then and I was also bullied at school. I don't even get the big deal about why they want me to talk; it's really none of their business.

Ever since that day I have had the same dream where I relive that whole day. That means I can't ever get my fathers image out of my head.
Today I'm supposed to go to a new home because the last one didn't want me because I didn't talk. I really didn't mind either. I just really wanted to be left alone, so getting a new home where I can be left alone is better. The again I don't know who the new foster parents are going to be, I will be sure to write some rules or something. That's right I also only communicate through head movements or just writing down what I want.

As I got up Kelly told me to get changed and that we would be leaving in half an hour. I wasn't very excited, but I had to go anyways. After I finished getting ready Kelly drove me to the new house left me there by myself because I needed to "greet them by myself" which I never do. I usually just wave and wait for them to explain the rest.

I walk up to the front door and ring the doorbell, then wait patiently.

I hear sounds from the inside of the house so I knock again and this time someone does open the door, except it's the last person I wanted to see at this moment. Kendall Knight, or better known, the guy who makes my life hell in school and now he gets to do it after school if he's my new "parents" other son.

"What are you doing here diamond" he said in a confused tone. I was getting ready to respond, well nod or something, but was interrupted by a red-haired woman coming up behind Kendall.

"Kendall don't be rude, this is your new brother. By the way you can call me Jenifer, mama knight, or even just mom would be fine" the woman said cheerfully. Kill me now was all I could think and I saw the same expression on Kendall's face. This was going to be fun. Not.

"M-my" Kendall said what I wanted to say.

"Kendall don't be silly, I already told you. Well James come on in, I need you to meet everyone well one more person since you and Kendall apparently already know each other" she said while grabbing my hand and dragging me inside. Literally dragging because I did not want to be here now.

"Katie, come down here for a minute" she yelled to a girl, probably my new "sister". I then saw a little girl of about 10 years old come hopping down the stairs. If she was Kendall's sister I would've never tell because they looked way different. This girl had brown hair while Kendall had blond hair and had brown eyes while Kendall had green.

"What's up mom" she said.

"I just wanted you to meet your new brother James" the woman said while gesturing towards me.

"Oh, okay, hi" she said to me. I just waved and smiled back.

"Well come on say hi or something" Katie said to me. I was about to try to explain to her when Kendall interrupted me.

"Don't count on it. He hasn't said a thing since he was 5 and I don't think he'll start now" Kendall said standing next to Katie.

"Is that true" Jenifer and Katie asked. I just nodded at them because that was the only thing I could do.

"Well do you know why Kendall" Jenifer asked Kendall.

"Nobody knows why and nobody probably will" Kendall said to her.

"Oh well then we'll just have to change that right James" Jenifer looked at me probably hoping I said yes, but boy would she be disappointed. I just nodded my head no letting her know that I wasn't planning on talking and especially not on telling her why. I saw her face drop, but there wasn't really anything I could do about it.

"See he won't talk to anyone" Kendall said.

"Well then this is going to be a bit harder than I thought, but hey at least this way I know he wont talk back when I scold him, right" she said turning to me. I just nodded my head, not being sure how to answer that.

"Okay well then let's get things settled first and then ill lay down some rules okay?" she said to me. I again just nodded.

"James you are going to share a room with Kendall so take all your stuff up there and then come back down" she said while pointing to my suitcase. As soon as the words left her mouth I started to shake my head and back away from them. Then something I didn't expect was said.

"Oh come on James we'll have so much fun together" Kendall said, while putting on a devious smirk. My jaw dropped as I my mind was trying to process what Kendall just said. Now there was no way in hell that I would share a room with him. I'll be dead by the end of tomorrow, maybe even today, but I didn't get to protest because Kendall was already taking my luggage upstairs and dragging me with him.

I looked back to see Jenifer smiling at me, but he wouldn't be smiling if she knew what her son has done to me. I swallowed hard then turned back to see Kendall throwing my luggage at a random corner in what seemed to be his room. As I looked around I saw band posters and hockey trophies everywhere. I didn't know whether to be surprised or not surprised at all, I mean this is a total jock room.

"So this is my room and where your staying" Kendall said while turning to me and grinning. I was pretty creeped out at this point so I just stood at the entrance of the room and tried to look at anywhere, but Kendall's face.

I didn't really want to be here so I took out my phone and texted my two best friends Jo and Logan. They were my best friends since pretty much birth so when I stopped talking they still stood by me even if I didn't tell them the reason for my silence. As I texted them what was happening I heard shuffling and looked up to see Kendall going through my stuff.

I immediately rushed over there and pushed him off, but not before he got my diary/journal, whatever you want to call it. I had a journal because I couldn't talk, so I would write down everything I felt down in that book. Along with what happened the day I became mute. I also wrote down my secret crush in there and I would die if Kendall saw it because, well it was him.

I know that it's dumb to fall for a person that makes your life hell, but I just can't help it. I knew I was gay since I was like 12 and I started exploring which led to me being gay and having a crush on Kendall.

I know that I have no chance with him especially since he likes my best friend job, but Jo doesn't go for him because she knows about my feelings and also because she likes someone else.

I tackled Kendall to the ground and pinned him down. I may be mute, but I'm still in awesome shape since I go to the gym like everyday. Since I can't talk I have to get guys by my looks and charms. Of course I never had a relationship, but I have made out with a couple of guys. I never took it further because one I wouldn't be able to express my pleasure through moaning so it would be kind of dull and two because I want to experience everything else with someone special.

After I pinned him down, I grabbed my journal and got off of him. He of course couldn't get up because I was way stronger than him so he wasn't able to fight for the book.

"Did you really have to tackle me and since when were you so strong" he said while he got up and rubbed his arm. I just stared at him and laughed. I knew he would get pissed, but its hard not to laugh when you pretty much just beat up your bully/crush.

"How is this funny? And what's in that book anyways that's so important" he said and that made me stop and hold onto the book tighter.

I just shook my head and left the house leaving a note saying I was going to be out with some friends. Honestly I was pretty excited to tell Logan and Jo about this even if this could turn out really bad, but I shook my head clear of that thought. This was going to be one hell of a year!

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And that is the end of the first chapter. I would really like it if you would review and let me know your opinions on whether I should continue or not because I really don't know if I should. Anyways, Byeeee. :)