Regrets, Mistakes and Memories Made

Chapter 1

*Hi, so I thought I would do a short fic, (Probably 3-4 chapters long) about the BonnieMac wedding, Jonny's nervous wondering whether this is really what he wants, as the moment draws closer he is forced to decide whether to call the whole thing off and follow his heart or go ahead despite his reservations*

April 1st 2014- Day of Bonnie and Jonny's wedding,

7.30am,

The sun shone brightly through the small gaps in the curtains, leaving small bursts of light bouncing from the walls to where Jonny was laying, squinting his eyes as it reached his eyes, instinctively covering his eyes and his forehead, not quite sure whether the pain was a result of the amount of alcohol consumed the night before or the light itself. Jonny then let out a little groan before sitting himself up, observing the unfamiliar surroundings, panic soon began to set in as he struggled to understand how and when he arrived at the strange looking room. Seconds later, a loud snoring sound echoing down his ear, he quickly turned in search of the piercing sound, to find Sacha, sprawled out on a double air bed on the floor, wearing nothing but his boxer shorts and socks,

"Oh my goodness, what happened last night!" Jonny said quietly to himself, still trying to remember some of the events from the night before,

"I would tell you what happened last night, but I'm finding it fun watching you rack that tiny brain of yours!" Mo said, walking through the bedroom door, after hearing movement. Jonny looked at her, confused and dazed, feeling slightly queasy as the hangover began to set in.

"So, the big day has finally arrived! You excited, nervous, bricking it?" Mo said, excitedly as she slumped herself down on the bed next to Jonny, Wrapping her arm around his shoulder,

"All of the above! I need to get showered, I can't turn up in this state, stinking of sweat and booze!" Jonny said, wriggling free from Mo's grip and stumbling his way to the en suite, trying not to step on Sacha as he grabbed his phone from beside watched his every move, knowing something was running through his mind and it wasn't the events of last night, causing him to act withdrawn and emotionless.

In the bathroom, Jonny sat himself down gently on the edge of the bath, rooting through his phone for a sign of his stag do, seconds later he stumbled across a picture Jac had sent him before he went out, a picture of Emma with Jac, cuddling up to Ralph the piggy. He sat there smiling, gazing at the picture of his daughter and her mother, the one he fell hard for, as soon as he saw that flowing red hair and sparkling green eyes, he knew she was the one, but things didn't turn out how they both had hoped, deciding the stay friends for the sake of their little girl, Emma.

As the minutes went by, the emotions and feelings of love and for her came flooding back, with no hope or chance of them stopping, he knew he loved Bonnie more than words themselves, but the feelings for Jac would never stop, the memories they had made together played back in his mind, replaying the past, bringing a smile to his face. He remembered the moment he first met her, the way she sat there flicking through her phone, clearly showing no interest of being at the 'Stupid' people skills course, the way she spoke to him, he knew she was feisty and that what he loved about her, what he still loves about her. As he sat there for what seemed like a lifetime, a loud and firm knock ricocheted off of the flimsy door frame, making him jump slightly,

"Jonny, I thought you were taking a shower? Cos I can't hear it!" Mo shouted through the door, he knew time was getting on, but he couldn't help but think about whether what he was doing was right.

"I was having a shave, I'm jumping in now!" Jonny replied, his voice shaking slightly as he placed his phone on the sink as he got undressed.

"Ok, hurry up there's loads to do!" Mo said, tapping her hands against the door frame before rushing off to her room to get her dress on. Jonny gripped both of his hands on to the sink basin and let out a loud sigh,

"I hope I'm doing the right thing! Should I follow my heart or carry on with this?" He whispered to himself, before pushing himself away from the sink and climbing into the shower.

Bonnie's room, 7.45am

Bonnie and Adele had been up for around an hour, both excited and nervous about the day ahead. Adele had sat herself down on the edge of the bed filing her nails, as Bonnie flapped around the room, worrying about the little things, that every bride to be would worry about,

"Would you stop flapping around and chill for a minute, your making me dizzy!" Adele said smiling, stopping what she was doing as she looked at Bonnie. Bonnie came to a stand still, before collapsing herself onto the bed behind her,

"I'm sorry, I just... Can't believe this day has actually arrived, I'm getting married In the matter of hours!" She replied, sprawled out across the could've bed next to Adele. Adele looked at her briefly, rolling her eyes as she smiled at the bubbly young nurses excitement.

"Well, your gonna be no good to anyone if your running around like a headless chicken, Now let's get ya glad rags on and get ready for the wedding of the year!" Adele said, throwing her nail file on the bed, before standing up and helping Bonnie off of the bed.

"I'm so Happy, thank you for helping me, I really appreciate it!" Bonnie smiled as she jumped excitedly off of the bed and skipped to the bathroom to begin the preparations.

"Your welcome, I wouldn't have missed it for the world" Adele said, as she watched Bonnie skip off into the bathroom,

"And don't take to long, we have things to do!" Adele added, as she looked at her phone, to find a message off of Mo,

'I need to speak to you, about last night, call me back ASAP! Mo x'

Adele looked at the screen, confused as to what she meant, soon realising it had to be about Jac and Bonnie, texting back,

'Call you in 15, just getting dressed, A xx'

Adele then began to get herself dressed and dolled up, before Bonnie re-emerged from the bathroom...

"Let the fun begin!..." She said smiling in to the mirror...

Hi all, I hope you enjoy reading this fic,

if you have any ideas of what could happen between Jac and Jonny before the actual wedding let me know,

Please read and review, will possibly update again tonight

Steph x