Every time I see him I feel different like everything in the world will be alright...
It all started when I was just a freshman ya know a "fish". I wasn't like the other girls & many people noticed. I wore a black jacket all the time & baggy clothes. I met a couple of my friends after I took the jacket off reveling my abnormally huge boobs causing the events of guys I didn't know asking me out. I didn't really care for relationships only on school & my art. Its was only when I joined JROTC my life changed for better or worse I still haven't figured that out quiet yet. I remember it like it was yesterday... I was sitting in the back 5th row from the door, classmates still coming into the class when a rather tall lightly tanned boy walk in. I knew from the way he talked he was an asshole but yet there was something about him that enchanted me. I didn't see he very much because he would leave early to go to another school. Every time he would get up I found myself thinking Wait don't go just yet let me stare at you secretly some more .
Though once I started the team I saw him more often. Then I started to work with him on a team called colorgaurd. I was the only female & the co captain of the team. He counted on me to help him when he needs it during competitions. I was proud but also happy to be with him. whats happening? I've never felt like this before...could this be... Love? I wasn't quite sure yet until the military ball. I would ask and ask if he would go with me but every time he would say no. I actually only wanted to dance with him but I knew that would never happen. When the formal part of the ball ended I stayed in my seat until a gentle hand reached in front of me. When I looked up it was him!
"Care to dance?" he asked. I immediately got up & we danced for half of the night then when I had to leave he walked me to my mother holding my hand! :D After that night I knew I liked him a lot. But he only wants to be friends & thats okay just because he doesn't like me doesn't mean I can't like him, right?
Now all I have to do is work up the courage to tell... Xavier.