Nate Just walked away this time it was permanent, He was done, Serena has done it for good this time. As Nate left Serena started to cry. She knew she had broken his heart for the last time and Nate never wanted to see her again. She could feel the sour salty taste in the back of her throat and she knew right then and there a tear fest was coming on.
"Nate please" she cried out. He just held up his hand to acknowledge he heard her but he didn't want to. He turned to face Serena and he saw she was crying, he just grinned he knew that finally for once Serena was heartbroken and not the other way around. "Alright !" Nate shouted ."You know what Serena" Nate paused trying to think this through. "I am done alright do you understand me ? I am sick and tired of you! I am in love with Blair not you and you know what just STOP coming around to me I don't love you like I used to and I have no idea what I was thinking then but it obviously ain't what I am thinking now !" He yelled and she nodded showing she was listening to every word he said.
"Can't you see I don't want you? You are with Dan and he loves you with everything he has and your sneaking around with me or trying to at least. Come on how great of a girlfriend are you being and worst of all what kind of friend are you being to Blair?" Nate started to turn red he was furious.
" She has been your friend since kindergarten and I've been her boyfriend alright and I am sorry but I can't do this to Blair you maybe able to since you have done it more than once, but let me tell you I won't ." Nate shrieked . " Nate don't even go there if you were so loyal to Blair you wouldn't have been fooling around with me while she is away. So don't you dare lecture me on being loyal to anyone especially Blair." Serena was peed off.
Nate turned away to hail a cab and as he went to get in the cab he turned to face Serena and began " Yes Serena I did love you and when I was with you that day I felt great, I felt like I belonged with you. Serena, That was the most perfect day of my life but, the other day when I saw Blair standing there in the doorway of her bedroom I knew she was the only girl for me and if it meant never ever acknowledging you again to be with her then I will darn well do it because I love her with everything I have." his voice began to crack and he began to cry. "Goodbye Serena. I will miss all the things we used to do but I will do anything to keep Blair because what I have for Blair is love and what I have for you is sympathy." Serena watched as the taxi pulled away and to herself she whispered "I Can't Help That I Love You ." BR