HI AGAIN! -waves-

So, I realize this is a really DEPRESSING GaaSaku, something I normally REALLY don't write.

So, if you DON'T like depressing (unless you think you can handle it) please press the little back button near your URL bar.

Mmkay?

Kay.

So, this is something that just...FLOWED. I really need to get my GaaSaku flowing again, so I've decided I PROBABLY have to do neutral GaaSaku, depressed GaaSaku, death GaaSaku, OOC GaaSaku, friendship GaaSaku, happy GaaSaku...

That's a LOT of GaaSaku for you GaaSaku fans.

Okay. I need to stop saying 'GaaSaku'.

AGH! I DID IT AGAIN! -rips hair out-

This is in SAKURA'S perspective, and she's talking about GAARA, dammit! NOT SASUKE, although it MAY seem that way towards the end.

I DO SAY 'RED-HEADED', DAMMIT!

Disclaimer: I own nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, EXCEPT...my words.

Sight

Sakura's POV

I wasn't really SURE when it had first happened…

When I had turned around, looked at him, and noticed he was NOT the same little murderer he was way back when.

NO, I wanted to keep my thoughts AWAY from his past days. After all, when you fall in love with a monster, you want them to FORGET about the bad days and help them rebuild a happy life.

Which, of course, is something you cannot accomplish.

He was utterly alone. He had, quite literally, no one. He WAS Kazekage, and he did have his FAMILY…

I am no fool. I have a brain behind this forehead, after all. I see that he keeps himself locked away, hidden in his own shell, weeping where no one can see him…

Or so he thinks.

I love to BOAST about the fact that I can SEE.

Not regular sight, well, I have that too, but I can see what people hide BENEATH the surface of their souls.

I DO NOT have it all the time. Its not something I can call upon. But the way people talk to me, how they act…

I see it all.

I see HIM. The redheaded self-proclaimed monster.

I see what he hides.

I know what he's doing.

I DON'T want him too.

Does he know he's…TEARING me apart?

Every breath…he almost succeeded in taking it away from me once, I'm sure he can do it again.

And, the scary part is, even if he DOES try to kill me…

I don't think I would be able to protect myself.

I SEE.

But I cannot RE-ARRANGE.

Only someone can do that to themselves.

I SEE.

But that does not stop the pain, does not quench the thirst…

I need him.

I really do.

He could easily decide when to strip me of my life…

I wonder if he SEES that I am his faithful dog…

Always ready to follow him…

No matter what he does the night before, I am always ready to follow him…

Mmkay. That sucked.

Yups, I am officially CRAZY!

I admit it! I'm feeling a little depressed, but ONLY because one of my other friends is depressed AND HE WON'T TELL ME WHY DAMMIT!

-breathes in, out, in, out-

Okay. I am done ranting.

So, although this little oneshot sucked, I am most likely going to write ANOTHER one tomorrow night and post it...

I DO NOT KNOW. I may be focusing on the fourth ShikaSaku-oneshot-series-installment.

While I am contemplating as I sleep (gggghhhhh. So tired) please let me know your thoughts on this depressing (from my point of view) GaaSaku.

Hmm.

Good night (unless you're reading this in the morning or afternoon, then, Good Day),

MaybelleDragon