Yundi Li plays Chopin Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2 in the background
She reached out a hand to me, my Reenee. That tiny small outstretched hand, thinking to pull me to her and to look at her to stay in that world with them all…
Little did she know that I was gone … gone from their world …. Slipped away into myself … to a part of me that likes to wonder and fantasize while thinking too … sometimes I wouldn't know if I was ever going to go back, I'd get stuck in my own world …….. I've learned it's better to ignore love, to … not love at all …… then to love and lose it ….
I was gone, into a part of my mind were dreams were real, fantasies lived and happiness …. Bliss was waiting for me …… it was so much better than the other world outside of me ……… I don't think I want to go back …..
I'll never go back…………….. I will stay in my world……. My world ………… no one, good or bad, will reach me …….. and I'll get to dream all day ………….. I can do what I've always wanted to do ………… the piano, my most beloved dream ………. I will finally be able to play, and to listen to my work all day ………… no more pain, no more regret, no more sadness ………… never will I have to see another die ………. I can just be ………………
Just me and my world …………… just me ………… and my world ………….. No one will ever hurt me again ………….. because …….. I'll be in my world………….
And so closing her eyes Serenity drifted away. To anyone she appeared to be sleeping. A lovely smile of pure bliss came over her face, she looked to be having a good dream ………. Little did the world know that the next day when the sun came up, the sky turned gray, and the weather soothed to a warm, that she would still be sleeping. She had drifted away already………she left her body, and her smile, and all the memories or her behind… leaving the world behind to enter her own ……… someday she'll awaken…………………. or so we might wish…………. but for now…………. she sleeps.