Hey guys – I'm new to this and here's my fanfic ICant do this anymore.

Disclaimer : I do not own iCarly, or any of the characters present

The moment she kissed him at the lock in everything changed. They went from friends to something more. It took a while for them to admit to even themselves that things were different now. But eventually they began to see that they fitted perfectly together.

It's been two years since the night that brought the bickering pair together, and now it's almost time for graduation. Carly had applied to New York and got accepted, Freddie to California, and Sam, well she was staying in Seattle. Even though the 3 were to be separated. Sam and Freddie had promised they would stay together no matter what. So it came as a huge shock when Sam stared up a conversation on the fore escape that would change everything.

Sam's POV

I love him I really do. It took so long to finally admit it, not just to him but to myself. I've been so happy with him. I feel complete. I love the way he looks at me known that I'm completely and 100 percent his. But sometimes things don't always work out the way we want them to. It's for the best that's what I have to remember. It's for him. His future.

"Freddie. I need to talk to you", "Sure is everything ok Sam", "yeah just listen ok, don't talk don't make this even harder. We've been together for a while now and I've been happy with you. But I think that we should break up. I can't do this anymore I can't do us.

"What are you talking about Sam what you mean you can't do us. Look is this some kind of joke cause if it is you can just...

"Stop. Ok I'm not joking were done. It's over."

I can't believe I just did that. I know what you're all thinking why if I was so happy. Well let's just say I have my reasons and I'm sticking to it. It's best this way. For all of us.

Freddie's POV

I could believe it when she said we were over. I wanted to know why. I tried talking to her about it but she wouldn't even speak to me. She wouldn't answer my calls or texts, she refused to see me, and she wouldn't let carly ask her anything. Carly told me that she would come around eventually but it's been a month and she hasn't. She comes by does the web show and leaves without a single word to me. I don't want to leave for college without saying goodbye to her but it looks like that's not going to happen, I'm leaving. Today in an hour. She wouldn't come to the airport when Carly asked her. She wouldn't say goodbye before we left. O here I am about to head off to California without being able to see the girl I love. Without telling her I'm going to miss her and have her say it back.

"She loves you, you know that right. She's just scared. I don't know why but she has her reasons. She's been so happy with you she wouldn't throw that away for nothing. You know I'm right Freddie. You just have to wait. Go catch your plane. I'll talk to her; I'll make her see that running away from things isn't the answer. It will all work out .I promise".

Carly's little speech helped me see sense. I knew that Sam loved me I just needed to wait and see what would happen next .I said my goodbyes and headed towards the checkout. I just wish I had my blonde headed demon beside me.

Carly POV

I didn't get it. I didn't understand why she would break up with him and so suddenly. She was the happiest I had ever seen her when she was with Freddie. I was determined to find out why she did it they promised after all no more secrets but she wouldn't budge. She kept saying that it was nothing to worry about just a natural thing, she didn't feel it anymore the sparks were gone. I knew for a fact she was lying I could see it in her eyes she was love with him still. Now more than ever. So what changed.

"Sam he's gone, so are you going to explain now. Why you broke his heart, and yours too. I can tell that you still love him. You know you're not as a good liar as you think you are, not to me anyway. So are you going tell me?"

"Look carls I can't ok. I don't want to talk about it, because the truth is that I was really stupid. I broke up with him because I thought it was what he needed. But I need him and now he's gone and I can't get him back so forget about it, it's over. Look I have to go I'll see you tomorrow ok."

"Look Sam you know you can talk to me. You're my best friend, you know that right,"

"Yeah Carls I know and thanks ... I just need to be alone right now."

Sam's POV.

What did I do .I'm so stupid. I love him more than anything and he's gone and by the time he gets back he will probably have a new girlfriend and new friends and a life that has no room for me.

That night as Sam lay in bed thinking of all the good times she had with Freddie she realised that she had made the biggest mistake of her life. As the tears ran down the face and she clutched to the pillow for comfort all she could do was hope that she would get a second chance at happiness one day, and pray that it would be with him.