I'd always known it, but just never wanted to admit it.I'd loved him so much since the day we'd met, but I knew that he'd never feel the same way for me that I did for him.I played off being straight simply because it seemed like the wisest idea to off being straight and save the heartbreak and make everyone think that I was waiting for my Juliet, when I knew damned well that my Juliet was male and would never ever allow himself to show that he had feelings for me, his best friend and quote 'soulbrother'.He had that slutty bitch and I had no one , except my cuddling victim, but my cuddling victim was a little freaked out by how much I cuddled him and needed to touch him to make sure that he knew that he was my victim and my only comfort.

"Hey, and I are leaving for the Putt Putt you coming or not?" Yu snapped me from my thoughts and my head shot up from my mp3 player, where I'd been listening to some of my music.

"No thank, Yu.I'll pass this should go spend some time with your girlfriend without me hanging around you." I waved him off, forcing a fake smile that Yu took as being a true smile. "I'll just stay here with Kiro and we'll watch Sailor Moon or know how he's been buggin all of us to watch it with him.I'll shut him up."

"Oh, you'd rather spend time with Kiro than with your soulbrother." Yu faked mock hurt and smiled.I tried to smile back but I couldn't.

Not less than an hour later after Yu and that plasticsurgeryaccidentbitch left, I found myself curled up on the couch with Kiro's head on my chest, watching Sailor Moon like I'd said I would with him.

"Romeo, why didn't you go with Yu?You could've gone with him and didn't have to stay here with me and watch Sailor Moon." Kiro lifted his head up and looking into my eyes almost kissing me because of how close we were.

"You and I don't hang out enough, , some fans may think that both Yu and I are fucking that plasticsurgeryaccidentbitch." I growled lowly, trying to convince Kiro that I really wanted to be here with him.

"Romeo, I've known you long enough to know when you're 's bothering you, Mr. My-Name-Is-A-Snack-Candy?" Kiro picked his head up from my chest and put his hands on his hips and smiled at me. "Tell me or else, I'll read your diary or journal or whatever you call it."

"I don't have a diary." I turned pink and Kiro just grinned even more.

"Sure.........And I'm fucking a cow." Kiro's face turned serious, then he grinned even more and threw himself at me and began to attempt to tickle me.

"Kiro, get off of me." I tried to get away from Kiro but wound up falling on the floor with Kiro on top of giggled and somehow we began wrestling and Kiro overpowered me and had my wrists pinned above my head with all 135 lbs of himself sitting directly on my were both panting, then Kiro looked down at me and smiled.

"Romeo, I have something to tell you and I have to get it off my chest before I let it get any worse." His face suddenly went serious and he let go of my wrists. "I have a crush on you and I know that you'll never like me like that since you're straight.I just thought I had to tell you before it got out of hand and I fell too deep for , Romeo."

It went silent for a moment and Kiro just stared down at me with a nervous expression. "Kiro, I don't know what to say aside from thank you for telling me.........I guess?I don't know."

"Just tell me you don't like me back, please.I need to hear it."

"I don't like you, Kiro.I like Yu." The words came out of my mouth so fast that I didn't have a chance to shut up.

"Whoa, wait a like Yu as in your best friend Yu and our guitarist?" Kiro repositioned himself on my lap and looked down at me, accidently bumping our crotches.I nodded slowly and Kiro started laughing. "That is the most perfect fanfiction perfect pairing." His laugh turned into a giggle and I looked at him like he was crazy.

"To quote you, 'Explain'."

"'s just you know how I read some fanfiction about us and not all of it is straight." I nodded slowly, not really getting where he was going with this. "Well the main three pairings that I find are myself and Strify, Strify and Yu, and then Yu and seems most of our fangirls like the thought of Yu and you because the two of you are so and another pairing that's used a lot is me and you and me and , yeah and me and Yu.I don't know that ones because of the kiss during Forever Or Never." Kiro cocked his head and I still didn't understand.

"Okay, all you've just told me is that most of our fans boy/boy fics revolve around you."

"No, my dear point was that there are fics out there about you and Yu.I don't read them though because well the visuals are way to strong."

"Excuse me, dears, but Kiro, why are you and Romeo fucking on the carpet?" Strify decided to walk in at the most inopertune moment.

"Strify, guess what?Romeo has a crush on Yuki." Kiro started bouncing and it was not comfortable at all considering that everytime that he bounced, his crotch rubbed against mine and well, you know those rumors about Kiro not being small everywhere?Well they are true and when he's hard, him rubbing up against you could probably kill you just because of the size.

"Kiro, you talk too much." I groaned and tried to wiggle my hips to get out from underneath him, just as the door opened and Shin walked in.

"Is this a bad time?" Shin took one glance at me and Kiro and shook his head no and only then realized that I was trying to get out from underneath him.

"Sorry, Romeo." He pulled himself up and offered me a hand to get up.I took his hand and with one single jerk, pulled myself up while sending Kiro to the floor, face first, on accident of course (Not it my revenge for him rubbing up on me like a hyper puppy and nearly suffocating my crotch with his own.).

"Romeo, don't abuse our poor little 's smaller than you." Strify came sashaying over and helped Kiro up.

"He was on my crotch."

" again, Romeo." Kiro blushed and suddenly hid his face behind his hands.A few moments passed and it was decided to break the eerie quiet that had overtaken the room.

"Did I miss something?"

"No, didn' likes Yu though so looks like our fangirls have the perfect setup for a story now if it ever gets out." Strify suddenly turned to me and looked me over. "I'll just say that I'm confused as to why you haven't done anything about it, Romeo.I mean if you like him, you should tell him."

"Strify, your logic is just did you miss the point a few months ago when Yu said that he was straight before he started dating the plasticsurgeryaccidentbitch?"

"Romeo, calm down and sit." Strify pointed to the couch and I found myself sitting like he'd told me to. "And he never said straight out that he was straight, he just stopped kissing Kiro during Forever Or Never because of the fact that he got a girlfriend."

"It's her fault that you haven't told him yet isn't it?" Shin piped up and I glared at him. "Okay, I'll shut up."