This is my first flick... what can I say? I really like card captors n wonder what happens behind the scenes... Please rate me nicely... by the way if u want to email me, try or u can just leave a review?

Anyways, this is to bridge that gap between the last two episodes of the TV series.

Of course I don't own Card Captors... hell I don't even own the whole manga books for myself yet! (laughs guiltily)

So here goes, hope u enjoy....

Did you ever dream of me?

Syaorans POV

Look at her... smiling like she has saved the world. She has once already. My world anyway. Saved the love i didn't even know i had. Its nighttime right now and there's cool winds all around, swirling on my sweaty skin, ruffling my hair, caressing me. I sense the moons rays dappling my face, I can see it on her face too. She's so special, so innocent and it's funny how I didn't realise it before. Why did I hate her? I forget.

Oh yeah, it was the Clow cards. Haha, funny how I could forget. That's what brought us together in the first place, those cards. Clow's cards, now Sakura's cards. She deserves them more than I ever did, would. Her cards, made from a beautiful soul, her own happy-go-lucky power. She is a fighter but whenever I see her hurt I want to take those blows. God, what makes me want to protect her? Is it her smile? Her eyes? He giggles? The way she says that stupid 'hoee?'

It's just her. All of her.

Why did I fight this feeling all that time? First I thought I was sick finding my face red whenever she came near or smiled at me. Then I thought it was the magic, like with Yukito. Then...

Then I ran out of excuses.

When I saw her with Hiirigizawa, this burning thing would hit me. My throat would tighten and I would be so angry that she consider him even worthy of her. Then eventully I began to ask

Why do I care?

Then when I couldn't answer that began to wonder who was worthy of her?

Tomyo would smile at me knowlingly, like Hiirigizawa and I would think get of my case, I'm a Li, I don't do stupid stuff like that. But –

It's not stupid and it never was. It's everything to me.

She's everything to me. Does that make me less of a fighter?

I fought my demosn so long. I lost to her smile, her green green eyes and soft hair.

The battle is over now. My limbs aching from helping her hold her wand, giving my magic. But god it was worth it just to hold her.

There she is, looking at me now. Will she finally see me? Or just Syaoran Li her partner?

I cant live like this...

Im sorry sakura

I cant...