Bara: hello, long time no see, readers. I'm here merely a representative of my hime which is kinda having hard time with something called 'internet'. She hardly opens her email or her other account on social network. That's why here too on ffn. I apologize for her mental break down. Well, inspite of that, she can still writing. So here I am, politely post her things (eventhough I dislike 'this' kind of story).

Disclaimer: Matsuri Hino-sensei

Warning: typos, grammar mistakes, un-beta-ed story,, brother-bonding, brotherly-love, or if you prefer to see it as: incest brothers, BL, twincest (?) it's ok too. It's kinda fluffy and maybe there're a bit harsh words (considering Zero talking). Oh, and it's Zero-centric

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I Will Never Hate You

"Kyaaaaa!"

Girls of the dorm's sun were screaming in the hall. The 'normal' students of Cross Academy were in a lunch break when the accident occured.

A body suddenly fell in front of the silver-haired prefect. Reflex, he catched it. The body of his younger brother. The one with the same silver hair and amethyst orbs. Without much thought, Zero brought him to the infirmary. Unfortunately, it was lunch time. There was no one in the infirmary except the twin. Zero put Ichiru on a bed and examined the event that just happened.

What's wrong with him? Why the hell he collapsed out of the blue...? Zero watched the man in front of him who has perfect resemblance of him. His face was red, his brows furrowed as if he was in pain, and he breathed heavily. Zero snapped. Fever?

Zero touched Ichiru's forehead and sighed. As I thought, it's hot. He has such a high fever, yet he came to class. Foolish.

Zero approached the medicine's cupboard and searched for the fever medicine. There were two kind of meds, the tablet-like which healing from inside and plaster-like which healing from outside. Zero took both of them and prepared a glass of water. He walked back to Ichiru who was still in his excruciating fever. Ichiru moaned lowly as the elder put the plaster-like medicine on his neck and his forehead, hoping that the fever will down faster.

"Ichiru, hey Ichiru!" the prefect ruffled his younger brother's hair gently and shook his body to wake him up. "Hey Ichiru, come on wake up for a moment. You have to drink your meds."

After a while, Ichiru slowly opened his eyes. His gaze was unfocused and his mouth opened to exhale hot breath. Zero put his hand around his brother to help him sit, so he could take his medicine.

"Zero..nii...?" inbetween Ichiru's haziness because of the fever, he quite recognized the man who held him.

"Here's you meds." Gently, Zero put a tablet into Ichiru's mouth and made him drink water.

The sick man coughed, water rolled down from his mouth. Zero put him down back on the bed. He looked around to find something like handkerchief, but there was nothing. Ichiru still coughed in pain. Seeing his twin brother like that, Zero kneeled and wiped Ichiru's mouth with his own sleeves. But it didn't stop the coughs.

Zero's mind quickly thought of something. He drank the rest of the water in the glass, then he gently closed Ichiru's mouth with his. With lips locked the other's, Zero believed he wouldn't choked again and could drink the water easier. Ichiru gulped, proof that he had drunk it along with the medicine. Zero pulled away and softly patted Ichiru's head.

"Zero-nii ... more ... water ..." with teary eyes, Ichiru looked at his twin brother.

"Wait." Zero quickly took one more glass of water. Like before, he gave it to ichiru mouth-to-mouth. When he felt that Ichiru already drank it, he pulled away. Out of the blue, Ichiru pulled him back and savored his elder brother's mouth.

He french-kissed him.

Ichiru grabbed Zero's shirt to prevent him from running away. He snuck his tongue into Zero's mouth and licked the flesh inside. He played with the other's tongue and moaned in process. Zero's mind went blank for a second, but finally realized the occurrance. Ichiru's mouth was unbelievably hot, so did his breath. With his last rational mind, Zero pushed Ichiru away.

What the hell? Zero yelled in his head.

Wiping his own mouth, Zero watched his twin brother. He already fell into a deep sleep—still breathing heavily though. Zero laughed bitterly and sat beside the bed. He put a blanket on Ichiru and saw him shifted uncomfortably. He then removed his outer uniform and put it on the blanket, just in case he thought that Ichiru must be feeling cold.

What the hell.. I was almost carried away for my own twin brother. Zero sighed as he watched the peaceful look on Ichiru's face. He patted on his head again. The same silver hair as his, the same face as his, all about him just looked alike him, despite how long they had been separated until now.

That pair lips of his are so soft on my lips. It's hot and demanding. And ... that's the end of my thought! How improper of me to thought of him like that! Zero cupped his own hand together. I wonder how could he kiss me like that..?

Zero looked at Ichiru again. They had separated for four years and never in that time he thought of Ichiru like that. He loved him so much, but not as far as someone to kiss. but with something like that happened, he suddenly realized his own feeling. But again, he knew that they're brothers and they shouldn't be in some of romantic relationship. Well, he thought that he was already died. He never knew what had happened in his last four years and he didn't want to know too. Zero shook his head and held his tears to come out.

He must lived with that vampire woman and ... I bet he was doing 'that' kind of thing with that woman too. Zero's chest throbbed, feeling hurt. He must mistaken me with that woman when he kissed me earlier.

The silver-haired vampire felt tired all of sudden. He put his head on the bed beside his brother and instinctively put his hand around Ichiru's body. But he called my name.. that's all makes me happy.

One hand he used to brace his own head while the other hand he used to hold his own brother preciously, feeling inbetween like he wanted to hold him tightly, but he also didn't want to make him feeling bad. Tears uninvitedly fell down from his beautiful light purple eyes. He smiled again with more bitter feeling in his heart.

Ichiru ... no matter how deep you're in love with that vampire woman .. I can .. I will never hate you ...

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Bara: well.. I must say that this story is kinda ... hanging. I don't know if hitsu-sama plans to continue this story or just left it be as a one-shot, but I think it's quite good as a one-shot. Oh well, it doesn't really matter for me anyway. But if it IS matter for you, readers, I guess you should let her know from your review. I have no right to reply your review. That's why I will encourage her, at least, to check on review so she'll know if you want her to continue this story.

For now, please excuse me *bows*

Perhaps she will overcome her fear of 'something' in the internet through your review, so she will come back like she used to be.

Please be nice ... thank you *bows again*