Disclaimer: I do not own Hannah Montana, although I got her CD's Big Cheesy Grin
A/N: Hey guys this is my first story that I've published on the site, I'm quite proud! But I'd love for you to review and rate my story for me, I'd love some constructive critisim to help me make the story better. I hope you enjoy and just to let you know chapter 2 should be up v. soon! Hope you enjoy!
Lilly POV
'Miles we never get any time to spend together anymore!' I said to my best friend Miley Stewart.
'You tell me the last time we spent more than five minutes with each other without you having to run off and do some Hannah thing?!'
'Miles we gotta go!' Robbie Ray shouted from the Limo.
'Lily! You know there's nothing more I'd love to do than spend time with but you know there's nothing I can do, Hannah has to come first… I'm sorry.'
And with that I saw the girl who was meant to be my best friend leave without even saying goodbye. I stood there staring at the door she just exited from.
'Hey where's Miley and Dad?'
I spun around and saw Miley's older brother half naked and dripping wet and tried to not let my eyeballs escape from their sockets.
'Er... t-t-they just had to leave for some Hannah thing.' I choked out 'Your dad told me to tell you not to wait up and that there's some dinner in the oven'
'So they just left?!' He said while towelling his gorgeous brown hair. I watched as a single drop of water dropped from his luscious brown locks onto his defined torso, travelling from his chest in a curved line to the little hair above his ahem male part, wondering exactly how that male part looked-
'Lily?'
I managed to tear my eyes away from his body 'Um… Sorry… Yeah… They were in a hurry.' I said while picking up my skateboard.
Jackson looked at me warily while walking over to the kitchen and looking in the oven.
'Anyway I'm gonna go now.' I said putting while on my helmet.
'Why?' Jackson asked quickly. He coughed. 'I mean… there's a lot of food here and I sure can't eat it all by myself'
'You sure about that? 'Cause I've seen the way you eat!' I teased
Jackson flashed me the most beautiful smile.
'Shut up! I eat just fine, thank you very much!' he paused 'So... you gonna eat with me or what?' he eyed me up again, this time cautiously.
I took in a deep breath 'Sure! Why not?' I took off my helmet and put it back on the couch
'Cool… Um well I'm gonna go change, I'll dish out the food when I finished.
'Okay.' I sat down on the couch put my skateboard beside me.
'Give me a sec, be right down' Jackson said while racing up the stairs.
'Uh huh.' I replied wandering what tonight would hold in store…
Jackson POV
I ran into my room and looked around for a shirt and pair of jeans to wear. What were you thinking I said to myself, why did you ask Lily to stay for dinner? She's your little sister's best friend man! I just invited her to stay for dinner, it doesn't mean anything. There was a lot of food! That's all…
I found a nearly decent tee and a good enough pair of jeans and threw them on. Okay okay don't panic, so maybe you like her just a little bit, just a teeny bit that don't even mean anything. I went to my desktop and splashed on a bit of aftershave, okay maybe I didn't have to do that, but what the hell! Okay I do like her but I swear she likes me too. Or was it just me imagining her looking at me in a weird way? Wait! She's still down there… waiting… Oh crap!
I raced downstairs and saw Lily sitting there tapping her fingers somewhat nervously on the table.
'You okay?' I said while walking to the kitchen.
She swung her head round to look at me, her beautiful blonde hair swirling around, she looked absolutely angelic.
'Yeah, I'm fine. So what's in the oven?'
I opened the oven and took out what was in it.
'Some roast crap, which looks burnt… Ha… Do you wanna order a pizza or something?'
Great Jackson make even more obvious that you like her!
'Okay!' She said chirpily. Maybe she did like me, just maybe…
'What toppings do you want?'
'Any, I'm not fussed, erm well not anchovies or peppers… and no onions they're erugh! Could you not add any mushrooms, not really in the mood for mushrooms now that I think of it I would prefer no-'
'Lily!' I interrupted
'Huh?' She came out of her ramble 'Oh… my bad, I was rambling wasn't I?'
'Yeah.' Although you always look so cute rambling I thought 'Anyway is pepperoni okay for you?'
'Sure' she nodded
I called ordered a large pepperoni pizza.
'They'll be here in a half hour' I told Lily. I went over to the couch, sat next to her and turned on the TV 'So what did Miles cancel today?'
She looked at me with her beautiful blue eyes, with an intense stare, so intense I practically forgot where I was.
'I dunno.' She lingered, she looked down at her fidgeting fingers, my eyes followed her gaze 'I guess we were just gonna hang, you know, at the beach and stuff, things that usual friends do.'
'Then the Hannah thing came up?'
She sighed 'Like always' She smiled sadly 'but it's not her fault, she has to do the Hannah stuff.'
'She should have more time for her friends though' I said softly 'Especially her best friend.'
She looked up again with her piercing blue eyes boring into me. And I saw that she had tears in her eyes.
She looked back down again. Focusing on her hands as if they were the most interesting things in the world.
'It's not her fault' her voice barely a whisper.
'It's not yours either.' I told her 'You should be able to tell her how you feel, its affecting your friendship and you.'
She broke into quiet sobs, I grabbed her into a hug, I don't know why, it was just a reflex, I rubbed her back and made soothing noises.
'Hey,' I said gently 'Don't cry it'll be okay.'
'I hate what we've become, I can't even tell her anything anymore,' she said between sobs 'It's like… We aren't even friends, let alone best friends.'
'Is it that bad?' I asked foolishly
She nodded and buried her face into my shoulder, then when she realised what position we were in abruptly removed herself from my hold.
'I'm so sorry… I don't know what just happened.'
'Its okay, don't apologize, you were just upset, it's not a crime.' I stood up 'Look, let me get you some tissue, okay?'
She just nodded, I grabbed some tissue from the kitchen and gave it to her.
'Thanks,' she sniffed 'I guess, I just needed someone to talk to. With Oliver away, I guess I felt alone'
'Hey,' I sat down next to her again, closer than before 'You can always talk to me.'
Lily laughed, and her beautiful smile was back on her face.
'Really?' she asked
'Really.'
'Well,' she looked at me seriously and thoughtfully for a moment and said 'Thank you. That means a lot.'
'Don't mention it. Just remember.' I paused I looked down shyly at my hands 'You've always got me…' I looked up and smiled at her and saw a brief look of confusion on her face which quickly disappeared, then she looked at me, as if to say, no, or could it? I swear she wanted me to kiss her, lips parted, heavy breathing.
Jackson it's now or never, I told my self, Do it now.
I looked at her intensely and moved my face closer to hers and she moved her face closer to mine
I went in for the kill…
A/N:
I hope that first chapter was good! But if it wasnt let me know remember to review! So I know whether to continue or not it's greatly appreciated!
