A/N Hello to those that read my story this is my very first and I hope you enjoy. Also, for those who like the character Snow White from the show I apologies now as I'm going to make her sound like the evil one, again sorry but it will fit the story (hopefully) so please enjoy and don't be afraid to make comments lord knows I'll need them.

Normal text, 'phone calls', 'thoughts', "speech"

Chapter 1 Emma's POV

The curse is broken, and Henry was right this whole time about everyone being fairy tale characters and I never believed him, poor kid was put under a sleeping curse, if I heard that correctly, just to prove that Regina is the evil queen. Now that I think about everything Henry has been saying that means I've been living with my mother this whole time without even knowing and this just all sounds messed up. Henry and I are just running out of the hospital and I spot them immediately and I freeze I have no idea what to think or do, this just all sounds unreal and yet my parents are running towards me and are now hugging me and all I can do is stand here frozen to the spot. They let me go and look at me in confusion 'probably because I didn't hug them back but seriously who could blame me here!'

"Emma are you alright?" I look at Mary-Margret and just stand there blinking trying to focus and only now realize I haven't spoken at all. "y-yeah I'm OK just a-a lot to get used to now. So, you're my parents?" I sounds so vulnerable I hate this why did everyone have to change. Snow just stands there with a small smile on her face she probably thinks I'm uncomfortable which isn't wrong but not completely right, I'm snapped out of my thoughts by Snow speaking again "Yes Emma, as Henry has probably told you in the enchanted forest I was Snow White and your father" She gestures towards David "was Prince Charming, and we are so happy we can see you again now." After she finishes I finally pull them into a hug from which they return willingly I'm happy I have found my real parents but I never imagined it would be like this and it's all just so confusing, I pull away from the hug and I need some time to myself and should let them know "I need some time to myself not long don't worry just a lot has changed and I have a lot of thinking to do, I will see you guys later. Can I still come to the flat?" The last part sounds so desperate ' come on Emma stop sounding so needy you've only really just met these people how pathetic.'

I walk away from them before they can answer but I can hear them calling out to me but now everything is like a blur and I'm stuck in my thoughts before I can register anything else around me. I need to go to my quiet space that I found no one else goes there thankfully and I will be alone to think everything through.

Time skip 5 hours later (SpongeBob I know people will do this)

I've been out here for a good few hours and the think hasn't helped as with the curse breaking everything and everyone has changed and I just want to breakdown and scream but I can't do that I have to stay strong I just have to no one can see me in such a weak state they would think I'm nothing but the dirt under their shoe 'yeah such an amazing savior you are like they would look up to someone like you maybe if you dream enough hahahah' damn this voice in my head it can go FUCK OFF, it's starting to get on my nerves but I can't help but think it is right these people don't need a broken savior they just need my parents they are apparently always the heroes, they all seemed so happy to see each other and yeah they were happy to see me but that's probably only because I broke the curse nothing else they don't really know me.

Before I can think any worse of myself I'm brought out of my thoughts by someone putting their hand on my shoulder, I spin round and come face to face with none other than Regina and her face is blank but her eyes show a world of concern but why is that directed at me she has no reason to be concerned about me no one does 'You should of left town while you could no one's going to care now that the curse is gone'.

Regina's POV 5 hours before

I'm walking around my home when suddenly, I am hit with a large wave of magic, 'no the curse it can't be broken but that also means henry is awake I don't know how to feel about this'. I hear a commotion going outside my door and I know it is the towns people coming to get me, I need to make an escape and my back door is the only thing free, but it leads out into the wood 'hell that's a lot better then dealing with the charming anything is'. I grab my jacket and I'm out the back door before they can even see me.

Time skip 5 hours

I'm still in this god forsaken woods and I see nothing but sun still shining through the trees, for the past I think 5 hours as I have been making my way through here and not once have I heard anyone from town they must have given up at some point. My surroundings are quite and peaceful which for once I am hating I miss the sound of Henrys voice and having him around 'he most defiantly won't want to be around me now will he' as this thought passes my mind and provides a great damper on my feelings a sound catches my ears, it sounds like someone is crying but why would they be all the way out here. I start to follow the sound and I'm starting to break through into a clearing of sorts maybe a hill I'm not surebut at the top there's a figure of a women if I'm correct from the curves, I can't quite see them as the sun is making them that of a shadow.

I make my way up the hill and find no other then Emma Swan 'she was meant to have that poison not Henry' I stand there in anger, but it is gone and replaced with concern as I hear a whimper escape her, she is the one who is crying why would she, she now has everything and has left me with nothing why should she be sad. I place my hand on her shoulder and at first, she doesn't even register that I'm here and the concern I felt earlier comes back full force as she spins round to face me tears running down her face and a look of complete misery, she looks likes she been out here since god knows when I also think she hasn't noticed that she has tears running down her face.

Her eyes are blank and looking straight through me a few minutes later my hand still on her shoulder she seems to realize that I am here but through those minutes my concern for her has doubled and I'm at the point of worry for her "Regina? What are you doing here and how long I didn't hear you approach." She sounds like she is forcing, herself to talk and her voice sounds scratchy like she hasn't used it for a while "well Emma I've been for nearly 15 minutes, how long have you been here?"

She looks at me and she seems confused "wait how long has it been? The last thing I remember was walking away from David and Mary-Margret and the rest is a blur." If I wasn't worried before I am now that means she been out here for over 5 hours now and obviously she is not fine. "well dear it seems you have been here for just over 5 hours, but why are you sat here all alone something must be troubling you." I try and push her maybe she will tell me.

Emma's POV

I have been sat here for over 5 hours I didn't even realize how is that possible I must have just zoned out or something 'no your just being useless again' this damn voice can't it just go away 'how could I go away when I am you, can't get rid of yourself can you or maybe you can…' it goes quiet and I am beyond disturbed by what it said I can't think of myself like that I just can't. I look back at Regina and I only just catch the end of what she is saying "something must be troubling you" she says this with concern lasing her voice, Regina concerned for me did the world just end? Either way she is waiting for my reply but what can I tell her that I'm struggling to cop that I think I'm losing my mind NO I can't tell anything she can't even help me if I do anyway.

"No, Regina I'm fine just leave me alone I'm just heading back now so no need to worry but little old savior over here" I probably could of lost the tone as her eye brow raises in a silent notion that she does not believe a word I just said 'you don't even believe a word you just said how so you expect her to, pathetic' and the voice is back brilliant. "well Emma if there is a problem I hope you find someone to talk to and know I will be here to listen to you" after she says that even she looks confused by what she has said, why is she being so nice ever since I stepped in this towns she's wanted me gone what gives.

"Don't worry Regina if there was a problem I would just use past coping methods" I stand up after saying this and walk away before she can ask what those methods are because even I know no one will accept them and just look at me like I'm more worthless then I already am.

20 minutes later and I'm back at the flat where my 'parents' are this going to be very very awkward I can already tell. I'm trying to open the door, but my hands are shaking too much, suddenly the door fly's open and I'm being hugged again "Emma we were so worried about you, you've been gone for hours" I hear a female voice say and look down to see Mary-Margret and David hugging me it must have been Snow that said that 'ha they were actually worried, over what the daughter they already sent away sure that believable.' "I'm fine Mary-Margret, I'm just tired so I would like to get some sleep its been a long day as you can tell. So, if you wouldn't mind letting me go I'm going to go to my room" As they let me go I don't say another word and just start walking up to my room. I'm sat on my bed and open my bedside draw, grabbing the object that gives off that menacing shin in the light 'just a few they will take the pain away, they will they will they will.' Well they always say old habits die hard.

A/N well I hoped you enjoyed the first chapter and please let me know what you think. Since this is my first story I don't mind if people point out improvements to me or if I need to change bits in how I write.