Desparations, an unreal tournament fanfic

Desperations

I feel your touch, sweeping through my hair.

Holding me tight, through my deepest despair.

You knew my heart you heard it right.

I have died out since that bloody dark night.

You listened to my words, hearing me out.

You held me so strong I had no doubt.

I knew that instant you were my hero you were my hope.

You were my knight, shining in the gold armor.

You were my star you were my love.

You would break my fall,

You would calm my soul.

You would stay with me through my nightmares.

You would show me that you care.

Surprising me was part of the job,

To keep me through the plan that made me sob.

You brought me pain, along with hate.

Yet managed to love me, keeping your faith.

Not caring what have you done, not caring how callous you are.

Feeling the desperation for our love, made it seem so far.

Forget the words, I said before

I feel like I need you so much more.

Forget the past, it is quite dead.

It brings despair along with hate.

It's written with blood, the blood I own.

It was carved in stone you can't destroy.

Don't mention the word tomorrow,

I cannot start thinking of all the sorrow.

You know my fate and you are scared.

That I will be erased from the time at hand.

Let's live today where the land is timeless.

Let's write a story of present love.

A love that exists only today,

Because you cannot predict the future,

Worrying about it today.

You are no history text, written in the past.

You are not an oracle predicting the future.

You are someone that is loved by me.

You are someone I gave in too without misery.

I feel so desperate for you, not wanting to let you go.

Fearing today is the last day makes my life an agony.

I need you today right with me,

Because I need to live through this humanity.

You are my hero, you are my hope.

You have brought me from the oblivion into the lightest womb.

I feel I'm reborn in your strong arms around me.
I feel I'm someone, somebody new, someone who can love and care, someone who can finally see.

I pushed you away so many times,

Yet you always stayed, knowing my heart.

You knew what I craved you knew what I loved.

You are my hero, you are my love.

You are everything I need, I need in this world.

But I have a promise, a promise to fulfill,

A promise so sacred I can never tell.

I know I hurt you're heart but I already died,

I have died, that day where my heart was torn apart.

Tore apart by the cruelest hands. I must go on, I must fulfill.

You doubt my actions because you know quite well.

It takes a day to change the world.

You fear you will lose me because of my dream.

You think it is useless to pursue a nameless goal.

That is why I hate tomorrow,

Its outcomes are ugly and horror.

That's why I need you, to guide me through.

To make me live my day to the fullest.

I need you so desperately like never before.

I need to hear you voice that I'm no monster.

I need you to tell me a clue.

Don't you see? I'm desperate for you.