who is this girl in the mirror

the one that everyone else sees

who is this girl in the mirror

not me

i pretend to be excited

to put on the show

i pretend to be excited

and only i know

they think i'm happy

if only they knew

they think i'm happy

what do i do

i hate myself for being so fake

but the truth scares me more

i hate myself for being so fake

but it's the only way i'm sure

everyone is different

i just want to be the same

everyone is different

maybe i'm the one to blame

when i start acting out they don't reconize the signs

in their minds this doesn't even dawn

when i start acting out they don't reconize the signs

not until i am gone