Finn's POV/-

I give up. I am the one and only prince, I have a duty to my kingdom, my people, and my father. I cannot fall in love with someone that is the opposite sex of my real gender. I knew this since I was a kid. But then why now, why did you steal my heart? Why did I let myself get this far knowing that it would be impossible to love you back? Ryuu.

This is my punishment for letting someone know the truth of my existence. For betraying my country, my family, and myself, yet why dose it hurt so much?

I'm here standing in front of my father defeated. This is the only thing I can do to make sure that Hikari is able to go back to Japan with the others. I know I will not be able to go back ever, I must never look back. Life is not fair. Yet if it must be done then it will be done.

"Please Finn's dad isn't their a way for you to allow Finn to go back to Japan?" I heard Hikari said.

Hikari is doing her best to change my father's mind, but I know him he will never yield, that man is so stubborn. I can't help but feel nothing. Why? Why? WHY? I'm about to lose everything: my friends, my freedom, and Ryuu.

"Hikari" " No! This is my responsibility too." She interjected I couldn't help but feel happy. " Finn wants to say in Japan again…" This is not her fault it was bonded to happen.

"What are you saying," my father started, "Finn's secret has been leaked, Finn cannot stay in Japan anymore." his voice echoed in my head. " Finn said that she wanted to go to Japan to search for her fiancée, but she didn't bring anyone back. That was the only reason I allowed my foolish son to go. Now that this has happened there is no real reason for Finn to go back."

He was right I didn't bring back my fiancée. I brought my friends and him. It doesn't even matter anymore. I as the prince I must stay loyal to my kingdom; I must never falterer in my beliefs and continue the path that a prince would take. Shit!

"Now then." I heard my father state as he clapped for the guards, " This conversation shall end here before the procedure is complete you shall go back to the prison to cool your head." Game over. I give. Hikari and I are about to be surrounded and all I can do is stand still. I really am useless.

Hikari and the others, pleases forgive me for deceiving you guys, for not being able to convince my father, for… for not being truthful. And Ryuu, I… What am I saying? I have plenty of reasons to stay in Japan. I want to stay for my friends. For Hikari and the others but I really want to stay for you, Ryuu.

The guards were closing in and I realized that for the first time I would not be able to fight back. "Ryuu" I whispered. And just like magic he appeared in front of me. "Finn what on earth is going on?" he asked irritated and worry. Was he mad? Or was he worried about me? He looked as if he was had been running around the whole palace looking for me. That makes me really happy. "Are you okay?" he asked me the way only he could.

That's right. The reason I want to go back with you guys is for Ryuu. I smiled at him. For the first time I want to fight back, I don't want to give up. I want my happiness too. "Father" my voice was not meek or weak it was this time filled with a new determination, one that will definably move my father's heart. "I want to stay in Japan because there is somebody that I like." I never knew that my female voice had this much power.

I noticed that Ryuu had stiffened at bit but I cannot worry about that now. I must allow my father to see me not as the prince of this country but the strong determined daughter that he helped create.

"Someone you like?" he asked in disbelief. I know that this is too much to bare father but please listen to me. He was shaken, my father sat down on his throne. Looking at me not as the prince but as his daughter. For the first time I was acting as his daughter, no prince act, no royal behavior but as what a daughter of teenage year would act in front of her beloved and strict father.

"Is it someone that you can accept to marry?" he asked his voice stern and strict, a voice that can only fit a king. I knew he was going to ask that. My father dose not allow thing to shaken him for long. That is way I have always admired him. I sighed. My father knew my answer, all he had to do was look at me and he could easily tell. "No." I said dejectedly. "Then there is no point." He continued. I already knew that father, but al leased I tried. "I understand father."

Yeah, I am the Prince. "Because I am the one and only prince of this country. I give up" I unconsciously said that. If I had been in daughter mode I would have defiantly cried. But I was not. I was… no I am the Prince of this nation. I must think about my position and that of my family. Even thou I love him it can't be helped.

Just as I was going to say something until he had to grab my hand. It was a gentle squished, one that allows another to know that they are here and that nothing bad will happen. "I don't know what happen," Ryuu said calmly "But don't give up. We can help you out some how." He smiled at me.

"Those words alone are enough." I said as I smile back at him, Hikari, and Kei. I don't need anything else now. I turned back to face my father. Even thou Ryuu had told me not to give up I had no other option then to. I love him very much, and the others but I will not allow my family or my country to go into despair because of me, because of my selfishness.

"Father." I said prince like, " I have two favor to ask of you." My father nodded and waved his hand asking me to continue. I nodded slowly and turn around to see my friends I smiled at them, a showed them a smile of happiness and gratitude. Then I stare at Ryuu and my smile increases more. They smiled back thinking that everything was going be okay. That I would be able to go back with them, my chest hurts as I once again faced my father. "I'm sorry." I whispered to them, but I think only Ryuu and Kei heard me for I could feel their smile changed into a frown.

"Please allow all of my friends to go back to Japan together, father." I paused I could see the confused faces of my father and my friends. "I do not want to cause anymore trouble then I have already have." "Finn…" Ryuu stated but I did not allow him to speak further because if he did then I would not be able to keep up my façade.

My father nodded. "So let it be done." He said with authority in is voice. I nodded. "They will leave to night, please get the transportation ready." I said looking at one of the guards then back at my father. I never left my father's eyes. I am the Prince of this country and I will not faltered, even if I really am …

He nodded. "Yes you majesty." The guard said as he quickly left. My father smiled at me, not a victories one but one of understanding and acknowledgment. "Forgive my friends of their crimes, and I will stay here. And I will never venture out of this kingdom again I will also allow you to choose my fiancée as long as all of my conditions are met." I know that they are mad at me, and I know that after if not now, sooner or later Hikari will try something, but I am the Prince of this country so I will not all anything of what they are planning to ruin my resolve.

"Fine then, my son. Once I have met with all of you condition I hope you are ready for what is to come." My father said. "Father I have not told you the condition yet, the things that I have asked form you so far are the favors but I will explain that at another time." I turn around to face my friends, Ryuu looks hurts, Hikari looks upset and well Kei I don't really know. I started walking out of the throne room and stop near the door. "Father" my voice, echoed, "I will see my friends off and explain to them my secret."

"No I forbid it." My father yelled. "Sorry father but those are my conditions." I smiled as the guards let me pass. I felt my friends catching up and the next thing I known Hikari is coming at me with all of her might, I quickly dodge and braced my self for her attack an attack that never came. "Finn." Ryuu said, "Why?"

I sighed, "This is all I can do for you guys. So please get ready the plane will be departing at 6.

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It has been a long time hasn't guys but I just wanted to try to write something for Finn. I have thought about it and well I thought that it was to easy for Finn to leave her country a second time so why not write one where she can't. I also wanted to express her feelings and thoughts on chapter 83.