Air
As soft as the breath I let out
It doesn't hurt
Not like I'd expect
It caresses me
soothes me
Free
and open
With no more ice
or cold
It takes seconds that
Feel like minutes that
Feels like a lifetime
Lifetime
Such a long word
Feels like a long word
That's no longer for me
I saw her smile
Right before the world tipped
Saw Joy
Love
So it's true
Maybe if I fought it could have been mine
But the hurt
Pain
Insurmountable sorrow
A thousand tears weighed me down
Pulled me over
My Heart races as it never has before
I feel terror and yet through it all
I'm completely exhilarated
Completely free
So as I fall into the darkness
That feels more like light
The end
That is my beginning
I smile
And know that all is well
A broken airplane
Surrounded by a sea of Myrtle