Disclaimer: I don't own shiet.

A/N: I always waited to see if someone would come up with something like this, but as I've waited, I've got nothing! So I will attempt to do this myself. Anyway, this is based off of the "iChristmas" episode. What if Carly's wish really did come true, and there wasn't a way to go back to her universe? I promise it won't be good, but I'll try my hardest. Happy Reading. Please, read and review.

CHAPTER 1

I woke up with a fright. Cold sweat was pouring out of my skin, and my breathing was quick and harsh. It was a nightmare, it had to be a nightmare... but it all felt so real. Gripping on my bed sheets, I took a chance and looked around my room. Relief replaced the feeling of anxiety and I felt my whole body relax, muscles lost its tension, and my breathing went back to normal. Everything was in its place, the walls were lavender, my desk was still in one corner, and my bedsheets were still pink. Shaking the dreaded feeling out of my head, I laid back down and closed my eyes until my mind went blank and I lost consciousness.

Have you ever woken up one day and felt totally different? Like something was missing from your life? Or you felt like something was totally wrong? That's how I felt like when I woke up the next morning. I felt empty, sad, lonely, and desperate. I think that nightmare I had last night really got to me, because I have never felt this shaken up before. I looked around my room and once again felt relieved when everything seemed to be in place. Shaking my head, I pushed the nightmare to the back of my mind.

I grabbed a towel and fresh clothes then made my way to the joining bathroom in my bedroom. As the water was heating up I stripped my clothes, and again the dreams from last night came back. It all felt so real, like everything really was the way I was dreaming it. My life was so different in that dream... everyone was different and out of character, well sort of, but not really... I don't even think I'm making sense! Lets just say that everyone was acting "normal" that it wasn't normal, ya know?

Anyways, after I finished undressing I slipped into the shower and felt the tension in my muscles fade away as the warm water hit my skin. It felt so good I moaned out loudly before I could stop myself. After thoroughly shampooing my hair and washing my body, I stepped out of the shower and quickly covered my body with the towel, shielding myself from the cold air.

So far, so good. Everything is how it normally is in the mornings for me, now all I need is for Spencer to kno-...

"Carly?" I heard a knock at my door and grinned when I realized that the nightmare was just that, a nightmare.

"Yeah?" I called out from my bathroom.

"Your breakfast is ready. Come down and eat it before it gets cold." Spencer said.

"Alright, thanks." I replied, "Just let me finish getting ready."

"Okay. I'll see you downstairs." he informed me before descending down the stairs. My grin turned into a smile, and I felt some kind of hope finally dawning itself down upon me.

After I got dressed, groomed, and made sure everything was in order, I grabbed my backpack and made my way out of my room. I noticed little things, little things that seemed to put a downer in my mood. Instead of smelling that junkyard smell, it smelled like Christmas... like a pine tree was growing in my own home. With squinting eyes, furrowed eyebrows, and a skeptical pace, I slowly made my way down the stairs.

"NO!!" I yelled, dropping my backpack on the floor. "No no no no no! This can't be." I cried out.

"Carly?! What's wrong?" Spencer asked, seemingly popping out of nowhere in front of me. I looked at him and his attire, and wanted to break down right then and there. Spencer doesn't wear suits! The last time he did was when he was in the 10th grade, and that time he wore one when granddad threatened to take me away doesn't count. His hair should be free and untamed, not parted and neat looking. No no no no!! this has got to be another dream!

Before I knew it, I fell on the first landing of the stairs and the world went black.

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When I woke up again I found myself back in my room. I let out a sigh and shook my head, "good, it was only a dream." I said quietly to myself.

"What was only a dream?" my whole being froze and it was then I realized someone was holding onto my hand. That voice, that snobby, annoying voice, it sounded so familiar. And why the hell was someone holding my hand?!

My upper body shot up and I yanked my hand out of the persons grip. "What the hell! What are you doing in here, Papperman?!" I asked hysterically. I grabbed on my comforter and hugged it tightly against my chest while trying to back away from him, only to have my back meet with my headboard.

"Calm down sugarplum." he tried to soothe, reaching an arm out to grab on to my hand in a 'calming' gesture, but only made me more nervous. Seeing me flinch, he immediately pulled his arm back. "Spencer called and said you fainted earlier today. I just wanted to see if you were fine." he explained.

"Well I am!" I snapped, "Can you get out now?!" I asked quickly. I felt rather guilty when his face went from concerned to hurt, but I pushed that away as quick as it came. I was more scared of falling victim to one of his quick kiss attacks.

He slowly got off of my bed and turned to walk towards the door, I watched him the whole time. His whole posture was off, instead of walking around with an air of arrogance, he walked away like a defeated boy. Opening the door, he stood in the doorway and turned towards me just slightly, "I don't know what I did, or why you're acting so strange... but I'm sorry for whatever it is that I've done." he said quietly before leaving the room.

After a few minutes of sitting up and thinking, laid down on my back and hug a pillow to my chest. So things really how it would be if Spencer was born normal. I mean, if he wasn't normal then he wouldn't have let Nevel into my room.

Man! This is all too much for me to take in right now. I haven't even been awake a whole morning yet, and I'm drained out of my mind and body. Maybe if I took a nap, then I'd wake up and realize that this really was a dream. Yeah! That's it. These are all dreams in a dream, in a dream, in a dream. I keep waking up in my dreams just to find out I've been dreaming all along! There we go!! Feeling somewhat better I snuggled into my sheets and closed my eyes, letting sleep overtake me again.

A/N: So, do I have your attention so far? Should I continue? And seriously guys/ladies if you're gonna alert/favorite this story, would you leave a kind review? Lol, that's all I'm asking of you, besides reading this story.