This sucks.. so bad. hahah. based on Fallout by Marianas Trench.
'It's been 3 weeks since she left… how is she dating Carlos…?" Logan's thoughts were as he walked by Carlos' room where [Y/N] and Carlos are horsing around. He went into his bedroom and laid on the bed, it was getting really late.
It was around 3am and Logan couldn't sleep. He got up and went to the kitchen where he found that Angel and Carlos had built a huge bed in the living room, she was laying in his arms, and Logan could feel his heart stop. He went into the kitchen and looked out the back window "I'm awake and trying… while you're sleeping like a baby beside him" he whispered to himself.
He grabbed some chips and went back to his room and pulled out a small scrapbook from under his bed. He went through all the pictures you two had taken, and read some of the sweet letters. A tears fell onto the page as he read one simple sentence "I'll love you forever, Logan" he crumpled up the paper and put his face in his hands. Where he finally laid back and fell asleep holding the scrap book.
The next morning, [Y/N] was sitting at the table when Logan came out. His eyes were puffy, and he seemed extra pale. You politely ask him "Good morning Logan, are you okay?" He looks at you and mutters something that you don't understand. "What?" you ask him raising your eyebrow "I'm on the ledge. [Y/N] while you're so god damn polite and composed." You sighed "Lo-"he cut you off "I know you see what you're doing to me. YOU'RE MAKING IT LOOK SO EASY"
You get up and start walking off and Logan walks out back and sits on the grass tearing up. He was really beating himself over this. He couldn't understand how a month ago, everything was perfect and now she can happily be with somebody else.
Carlos was awake when Logan went back inside, and there [Y/N] was, all cuddled up next to him on the couch. Logan walked passed them, and went to take a shower, when he was done he got out and wiped the steam off the mirror and looked at himself, he looked terrible.
"I can't do this; I need to move on…" He went and changed then grabbed the scrap book ripping everything up.. The last picture remained and he whispered to himself as he ripped it in half. "I know you're fine… but what if I fallout…?"