Author note: Hi everyone! Thos is LG here, introducing you to my first submitted fan fic. It is actually a poem, as I have wanted to see how it appears on this website. I am hoping that everything works out all right, and I will be doing other stories in the future. If anyone reviews, I kindly welcome any advice or requests to make any of my stories more interesting. And yes, you may tell me exactly what you would like to se in certain parts of my stories. Until then, enjoy my first poem!
Disclaimer: I do not own POTO, but I wish I did…
My GuiltI watch him now as he's lowered away,
His body engulfed by the darkness of the grave,
His eyes were sad and red from tears,
His face racked with pain, through the journey of our years…
Once he was my angel, my maestro and friend,
There was a time when he loved me greatly to no end,
Now my heart is with guilt, and shame fills my eyes,
If I had not left him, he wouldn't have taken his life…
Knowing he was a tortured soul, raised without care in this world,
Behind a mask he hid, feeling empty and cold…
Then a light shone through his desolate heart,
My warmth and compassion gave him a new start…
Oh, his voice made the angels weep whenever he sang,
He had gifted me greatly with blessings and fame,
The beauty of this man, I had cherished so long,
I felt surely now, this is where I belong…
But abhorred by his face, I had cowered in fear,
Never will his cry diminish in my ear…
For he desired love, companionship, a wife,
And what had I given him? Only a reason to end his life…
Wanting to flee, I left with another,
Someone I knew when I was much younger…
Shelter and love he offered me for a lifetime,
So taking my chance, I accepted his affections...
I look back now and wonder, if it was all worth it?
Would my angel be gone now, if I hadn't done this?
But my I will keep on, I'll never forget him…
For all he did was love me, and I still love him…