A/N: Hey guys! :D I just got bored and stuff so here you go xD
/Ireallyshouldbefinishingmyotherstoriesbutpleasedo nthurtmeee D'x
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Happy Tree Friends whatsoever No? Oh.. Okay...
But I do own this account :D That counts as something, right?
They sat in a small room together. Flippy called them all over without giving them a reason. Naturally, they were curious and decided to tag along and see what the fuss was about. They certainly wasn't expecting him to be so.. So cold.. So dull, dead. You can just see it in his eyes. The way he acts. Something was wrong. Very wrong.
The room quietened as the retired soldier's television screen lit up. There sat a famaliar girl that everyone loved. Something was wrong in this picture too. She wasn't smiling. She wasn't laughing. She seemed.. Lost, distant, dead. It was strange to everyone.
A few seconds into the video, she started moving her lips. Everyone expected her soft voice to come.. But that was different too. It was shakey. Although their friend is nervous, her voice was just different this time. Her cute, shy voice turned into a broken one.
This was all too strange.
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"I remember it like it was yesterday. The feelings was so lovely.. So.. Precious.. Now.. Well, now it's gone. It's hard, you know? Everyone seeing you as a happy person.. Yet no one bothers to look into your eyes and see that you're breaking inside. It really does hurt. Well, there's nothing I can do about it now. Because.. Because I'm ending it. I'm ending everything. I guess you can call this.. A suicidal video..
I.. I know it seems weird.. Stupid.. I know you all see me as the 'Sweet, shy, optimistic girl of Happy Tree Town'.. The thing is, I'm not sweet.. Nor optimistic.. Quite honestly, I'm dying. Not physically, but mentally.. I'm dying. I've been in pain for years.. So before my last goodbye.. I would like to share my story with you guys.
I was only little when I started feeling depressed. My parents weren't particularly nice to me. They used to verbally abuse me as they were smart. They knew that if they hit me then they would get arrested, so I suffered everyday with verbal punches and kicks. I didn't have an older brother or sister to talk to. I was their only child.
School wasn't any better. I used to get harshly bullied. People would always call me fat, ugly, a bitch, ect.. I wasn't exactly popular.. I was very ugly.. Guess I still am now.. The flakes in my hair didn't help at all.. So I got picked on practically everyday. Home, school and even out in the streets.
I did have a few acquaintances at school.. But they weren't really my friends.. I was basically a loner. Had no one to play with, no one to talk to.. It came to that point where I was friends with my own shadow.
By the time I got to 4th Grade, I made a two real friends. I kept breaking down in school though.. I eventually told them what happens to me.. But.. They didn't really care.. They talked behind my back.. Neglected me.. One refused to talk to me about it because she really hated depressing stuff.. So again, I was alone. They were a year above me, so I was gonna be lonely anyway.
I grew anti-social to my family. Every time relatives visited, I just kept my distance. My parents didn't really like that.. So again, I got verbally attacked.. Like I did everyday..
5th Grade came. My depression grew everyday.. I cried every night.. I couldn't cry in front of my parents.. They would just shout at me.. Scream at me.. And I'll hurt even more.. At school, I made three new friends. Like with the other two, I broke down in class. They eventually got me to confess my true feelings to them.
I felt better after I did. They listened and promised that they would do anything to help. I felt happiness again.. But that didn't last..
He told me that he loved me.. He never did.. The other two stopped talking to me when him and I became a couple. It was weird.. I lost two of my best friends.. But what does that matter, right? I had a boyfriend that I loved; nothing could go wrong, right? Well, wrong.. He dumped me harshly. After he did, he bullied me. Neglected me. Pretended that everything I told him never existed.. It was.. Hard.
I became suicidal. I tried killing myself multiple times.. But I always stopped myself..
I was alone yet again..
I ran away from home and moved here, in Happy Tree Town. I thought I'd be happier here.. But.. I'm not.. I still hurt every single day.. You guys do make me happy. Especially you, Flippy.. But.. I'm far too frozen to feel the warmth of happiness again... I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I can't.. I can't live in this damn world anymore.. I just.. I just want to thank you guys.. For.. Well, everything you've done for me.
Cuddles, you have been an awesome best friend and pretend brother to me. I love you, bro. I hope you'll find another person to skateboard with..
Giggles, you fake-force me into a lot of things. And honestly, without you, I would haven't met any of these awesome friends I have now.
Lamby, I know you know most of this and you're completely supportive.. But I hope you understand this.. Thank you so, so much for standing up for me..
Petunia, you helped me a lot. You called for help even though I tried to tell you no.. You're annoying and stuff, but I really do love you. You're one of my best friends..
Flippy.. You're one of my bestest friends... You've been extremely supportive and.. You didn't want me to give up.. So I'm so, so, so sorry about this, Flippy.. Before I say my farewells.. I just want to say.. I love you.. I love you so much and.. I'm sorry.. I'm just.. I'm sorry everyone!-"
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The screen cut off. The aura was cold. Their friend was gone. But she can't be.. Can she..? Weak, hopeful eyes lay on Flippy. He just sat there, dead and still. After what seemed like an eternity of quietness, the veteran finally spoke up.
"I.. I found this tape at her house.. She called me before this.. And asked me to come to her house in an hour.. So I did.. Her door was unlocked.. And she.. She.." it took him a while to continue. They understood why though. Sighing deeply, he continued, "She was dead.. Her blood was spilled on the floor.. I know that I would have normally flipped but.. It was different.. There was a paper on the tape telling me to watch it.. So I did and.. Well.. You just saw what she said.."
The whole room was quiet. Their usual happy faces were.. Well, dead. The world seemed to have just rotten away.
"You know what's the worst part in this..?" he whispered as they gave him confused looks, "I love her too.."
