Story: Lost soul
By: .fuyumi
Chapter theme song: Inside the fire by disturbed
Chapter one: won't go to heaven
Well I'm changing my OC to someone else. Well not Grimmjows Sister anymore, my inner Grimmjow fan girl doesn't agree with that...At all. Well I've been thinking so hear me out: So how about a human girl from the Reality? She is on the verge of hollowfication? Ok a rip off of my now deleted book City Sleeps In Flames. Instead it's named lost soul 'cus I'm more a Disturbed fan now than SkSk which split up...*Sad face*. Her name isn't max 'cus of my still fucked up X key. Her name is Devon off of the song INSIDE THE FIRE...I hope. . so here it is. Hit it Grimmjow!
Grimmjow: Ayako doesn't own Bleach or any mindless plot shit like that. Oh and she don't own Disturbed which I hear every day from Ulquiorras Damn stereo 'cus she gave him a FUCKING RECORD! I CAN'T SLEEP! Also Tite Kubo made me then killed me. She doesn't own shit. But she owns herself which I'm sorry to say. She'd be a better creator than Tithe kubo not killing the Espada off and letting us win. Well except the yaoi. That shit is fucked up.
Ok...Grimm-kitty stole all my Screen time... (Shit) Well rated T for Grimmjows F-bombing and Bloody goriness. Lots of Physiologic Povs here As in Devon's emotional conflicts and Fighting against insanity from- SPOILER!
Devon pov (1st person):
I sat in the woods. I was taking in the essence of the earth. And what little life I had left was hoping to calm down my chaotic soul. Meditation always helped my conflicts at home. Fighting, Alcohol, Arguments, Hurtful words that weigh on my shoulders heavily as if A hundred pounds smashed down on my soul with each declaration of hate. a stray tear escaped my eye in memory of my mother's abuse..."Your nothing!" still rang in my ears... I sighed and opened my brown eyes. I looked down at my watch. 10:00 it read. So it was about an hour before the anime starts? I sighed in impatience...you know what? I was sick of sitting in the cold... My short boy like hair flew in my eyes from the raging spring winds. My orangish brown hair was obscuring the Dark scenery that surrounded me. Selva Obscura as I called this place or in Italian DARK WOODS.
I stood up. My black Army Jeans were covered in dirt but I didn't really care that much. I pulled up my black Tank top that was hanging too low as to show my D-cup breasts. I started walking. The street lights were flickering as usual. The repair men didn't want to come to north side. Too many shootings and muggings in this area...A police car raced past me. I sighed. Another child will die tonight. That's how it always is here in north side. Someone dies who deserves to live and the ones who deserve to die continue living.
A few more police cars rushed past me. Sirens sounding like a lamenent of this land. The lights avoiding me in a strange way...I thought it was an illusion that they avoided me. Lately I've been having chest pains. Like my soul being gnarled into a ball of agony...There is no way to describe it...It's a horrible pain. It lasts only seconds but makes the after effects last for hours. Double vision, Or just blindness in one eye, Bloody spit, inability to stand for long periods of time...Hard time breathing and violent dreams of death and rotting bodies...My own rotting body.
I opened the door to my house, or rather where I live. Not a home. In homes you feel safe.
A plate was tossed at my head. It shattered against the peeling wallpaper that was stained with blood and nicotine. "YOU'RE LATE!" My mother spat. I just walked past her. She was drunk. Not worth an argument between two people. I'm 14 and dealing with this, her abusive antics and cold words. I slammed my door in vocal silence. Not waiting for a cold reply. I sat down on my ripped and broken bed. I turned on my ancient TV. I grimaced when the shake-wave commercial came on. I changed it immediately to 64, Adult swim.
I smiled a bit when bleach came on. It was a faint smile but was luminated by the TV screen. Making it look devilish and cruel as the mechanical lights of the television gleamed off my teeth. I hardly smiled. Well I guess cus I rarely had a reason to... I went to my laptop that made a few noises...indicating some asshole was friggin trying to make contact via email.
I opened the laptop and a spam came up.
One wish for a lucky viewer of the bleach amv Whisper! Choose carefully because it can never be reversed.
I growled in irritation. Damn you tube is sending spam now? Oh well might as well see what the hell this whole contact is about...I clicked on the box where you type it in. Like an internet server is gonna grant you a WISH hah! That would be the day. Computers can't even get a virus off your browser how the hell can it grant a wish? I grinned cruelly as I typed in the one sentence I would regret till I die...
I wish I was in the bleach anime.
Then I clicked send. I started laughing. "Oh god this is just-!" I laughed when the box popped up.
Enjoy cero Espada...
I stared at the screen in confusion. What the hell is a CERO ESPADA? I'm a fucking otaku and I don't even know this!
Then something happened. My lights exploded. The TV was flickering rapidly. I ducked down as I felt glass jab its self into my back. I screamed as I heard the cry of a hollow above me...It wasn't from the TV. I knew that much. But why did I do it! What would I have gotten from this tragedy! I saw A black clawed hand that looked as real as it gets come out a portal and beckon me...I moved forward. Why couldn't I resist! Why can't I move! I stumbled forward as the Black figure engulfed me. Tears streaked my face...What the hell was going on?
I wanted to fight but I couldn't move. I wanted to scream but couldn't speak. Just lay limply in the arms of danger. Of a monster...Then It backed up. Its movement was causing my legs trailing behind on the White carpet. We were transforming into shadows as we entered slowly into the Garganda portal that sprouted from my wall like a hideous infection of the flesh.
I closed my eyes...I want to be stronger...I'm not strong enough. I'm not good enough, I've never achieved much...This is my entire fault...That I was falling into this devilish abyss... Then I fell asleep as blood trailed silently across the black floors of a world neither between our realm and hell...But what can only be called an illusion of pain or hell itself but not this world...
This world is not like this...
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I woke up in an alley way, the darkness was black as night. The shadows of the walls around me shielding my eyes from the sun set of this realm. I sat up reluctantly. My skin had been sliced by the broken glass...Dried blood covered my hands and my thighs...I stood up as I saw that my blood looked to bright to be real...My wish was true...I never really wanted this. I was an otaku with no skill, no way to be a hero, A mistake in this world. I was sure to be filler. That much is legible. Any idiot could figure it out-even Orihime!
I was standing up now, my brown eyes dead. I missed my friends... Even now I did, Even if they were bad influences I thought I hated. I missed any tie to reality and I just arrived here. I looked to my left with new eyes, my laptop. I smiled. At least something I'm always with is here! I opened it. My internet to my old realm was still working! I couldn't believe my eyes! Yahoo popped up. I grinned and put it back in its case. I have communication! I can talk to cheyene, Crystal, Dove and Katie! I was thrilled! I found my clothes next to me and I slipped them on. I shoved my hands in my pockets and swung the strap of my laptop case over my shoulder with a free hand.
I was gonna meet the one and only Ichigo kurosaki! Then rukia! But mainly Ichigo! I walked down the streets of anime Japan Emotionlessly. I was wearing a black hoodie with Skulls and blood on the back. My Hair was in my eyes. Making me looks a bit Emo-er than normal but hell-I didn't know these people so why the hell should I care what they think? I Sighed then slipped off my hoodie when it got dark. Why did the night have to come NOW? When I just got here it turns to night time!
Then as I was mumbling curse words under my breath I felt eyes burrowing in the back of my skull. I swung to face them. 6 teenagers in high school were following me. I turned left and they followed. I started to jog and they picked up there pace...Then I broke into a full out run. I heard footsteps increase behind me as I dashed thru streets and alleys...Then I faced the one thing that would end up being my undoing...
It was a dead end.
I turned around. I was sweating from the run and I couldn't escape...Did they want my money? As I dug in my pockets to get the 50 bucks I had, a little voice went off in my head...They don't want money Devon.
I stumbled backwards as they came closer. "Come on baby we won't hurt you...too much." The oldest said who about 16 looked. The rest attacked me. I couldn't scream as they held me down. They gagged me with their hands as the oldest laughed. Then his laughter was cut short by White hands that snapped his neck. Could it be Ulquiorra? The Espada stood above the body. Walking over it casually as the others begged for mercy. "Were you going to grant this girl mercy? No?" The Espada asked as his hands dashed out, gouging the teens in the head. Blood covered me completely...
The corpses of my attackers laid around me...My face was pale and clammy and covered in blood. Red was splattered on my body like paint from an insane artist who painted with human crimson. I was shaking as I looked at the organs and corpses of the teens. I felt green eyes on me that made my stomach churn in fear. What happened? Why was there blood everywhere? Was it mine or theirs? I shook like a frightened animal. Ulquiorra looked at me with a hint of pity. I was pathetic.
"Are you in good condition or are you ill with fear?" He asked me...
"I-I don't know..." I admitted, my eyes looking into his with a wild look of fear and absolute shock.
"Are you American?" He asked me. I nodded. "Well it explains why the boys attacked you. You didn't know where you were so you were an easy prey." He said simply. He looked at me for a while. "You can see me can't you?" He asked while an inquisitive expression painted his normally blank features.
"Yes." I answered simply. "But they could too." I added quietly...
"But you are from America so it's not like you were exposed to Sprit pressure like mine or like a soul reapers. Am I right?" He asked. "No...there were no soulreepers that I remember..." I said truthfully. Why was he asking these things?
"Well then Aisen would want to see you. You are a rarity then if you survived this long without the aid of a Shinigami." He said. I stood on shaky knees. The blood slowly pouring down my face...I walked behind him as he led me thru the empty streets. It was as if this town had died.
"Let her go Espada!"A voice yelled. It was Ichigo.
I turned around. The boy was scratched and gashed from his battle with Grimmjow.
"And this matters to you in what way? You were not there when she was attacked by a group of human trash but instead I was the one who had prevented her demise, you did not." The Espada said coldly. Ichigo blinked, and then shook his head.
"You're lying. She has stronger sprit pressure than I do. That's why Aisen sent you to capture her!" Ichigo yelled.
I stepped forward as Ulquiorra opened his mouth. "Ichigo he's not lying! I was really attacked! They almost raped me. But you didn't help. You didn't even show up and I thought Shinigami were supposed to save people!" I yelled. Ulquiorra and Ichigo stared in shock. Renji stepped forward.
"He's an Espada!" The Man yelled. I cringed. "I know." I said. Then Ichigo attacked Ulquiorra. My pains reoccurred. I slammed Ichigo against the brick wall then ran at Renji.
"I'm on your side. I'm gonna get info and tell ya' later..." I whispered in his ear as I flew by him. He nodded. "Do what you have to do..." He said. "My name is Devon. Don't forget it." I said quietly as I shoved him into the wall. He sat there at the crater as I went closer. "You better complete your half Devon." He said as I walked away. "I'm sorry Renji...I really don't want to leave. I'm sorry I hurt you..." I said sadly as tears spilled from my eyes. Renji Smiled slightly.
Ulquiorra didn't look too happy but just opened the Garganda anyways.
"I'm sorry Ichigo. I really am." I said as tears formed in my eyes. "But I have too...I owe him...I'm so sorry..." I said. He looked at me with those brilliant eyes and I felt Ulquiorras glare on my face. "I know Devon. It's ok...I'll rescue you; I'll get you out of there. I know you just did what you felt you had to do..." Ichigo said and my heart raced. "You don't need too..." I said as I started crying silently.
"I want to." Ichigo said. I smiled slightly. "Don't come after Me. 'Cus if you do I'll never forgive you..." I said quoting Rukia...Did fillers always get fallen in love with or was I no longer a filler character? His mouth was agape. I could tell he was having a flash back of Rukia's rescue...Then as he yelled my name the Garganda pulled the curtain on this scene...I could almost see "To be continued" next to the outside of the Garganda...
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I found myself in Hueco mundo, the large castle miles away. Fucking HUGE! Really... who needs a house that big? Ulquiorra was walking ahead of me, refusing to look my way.
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We were at the gates of the huge building. I was gaping at the structure. Ulquiorra wasn't paying attention to me as he knocked lightly. I grumbled under my breath of what a brat he was being. God I had to trick the Shinigami somehow! I saw the door open with a loud creaking noise, a type of noise that makes your guts Churn and writhe underneath your skin. Then I saw a figure emerge; Gin Ichimaru. The former captain opened the doors gleefully until he saw me. "Ulquiorra It isn't lunch time yet is it?" Gin asked the usually stone cold Espada. "No it is not. I have arrived with this girl as accompaniment for Aisen-sama, s research." Ulquiorra said coldly.
"Ah very well then Ulquiorra, Too bad I thought you might have found someone at long last..." Gin said looking disappointed as he scratched his neck. "OI You're Gin-san! I know you!" I said in excitement. Gins eyes widened. "How do you know me?" He asked. "I heard about you from this creepy butterfly yesterday!" I said gleefully. "You spoke to a hell butterfly?" He asked in astonishment. "Yes I did!" I said.
"That is absolutely amazing. I can't believe a human spoke to a hell butterfly." He said in awe. "I assumed that you have never had contact with the supernatural." Ulquiorra said suspiciously, "I thought it was some wacky dream of some sorts, How was I supposed to know this?" I spat. Ulquiorra growled. "I almost left you in the ally so keep in mind that I could have let those boys have their way and let you die there alone." Ulquiorra spat. I shuddered. "You wouldn't..." I said. "Yes I could have very well have done just that." He said coldly. "You're such a total ASSHOLE!" I yelled. "I resent that completely." Ulquiorra said calmly. "of course ya' do!" I spat. He rolled his eyes. "Get over you own arrogance Ulquiorra, She is correct. You are acting a bit strange. I always thought you were the opposite of Grimmjow but yet you both treat women like trash." Gin said.
"I do not respect women who are ungrateful to their saviors." Ulquiorra said coldly as he walked inside. He abandoned me all alone here with gin while in shock. What did I say? "He must be tired or you had said something that irritated him greatly. I honestly didn't know he had emotions but you young lady proved me wrong." Gin said to me. I frowned. In anime it was so obvious when you say something wrong. Not to the character but to the viewer and I was both viewer and character. I thought back long and hard...
"But I have too...I owe him...I'm so sorry..." Then I remembered it and ran after him. Somewhere a fan girl wanted to shoot me in the head for saying those words so I had to redeem myself or die. I always wanted a character to make things right. Like Ichigo and Renji before they became friends. "ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!" and that line made me pissed as hell.
But now...now I was going to make things right... "ULQUIORRA TURN AROUND!" I screamed. He was too far. I sped up. "HEY ULQUIORRA IT, S ME I GOTTA TELL YOU SOMETHING!" I screamed again...No answer. Arrancar were chasing me now telling me to halt but I wasn't! I was going to make this RIGHT! My throat was burning and was scratched. He turned. Looking at me with those green eyes that were so cold it could make even the toughest man shiver. But I wasn't a man.
He looked at me with wide eyes once he saw the arrancar behind me. "DEVON IS THAT YOU!" He asked. "YEA WHO THE HELL ELSE COULD IT BE, THE PIZZA MAN!" I screamed back when I felt cold blades Surround my body. Ulquiorra ran to me. "You are under arrest for Intruding on Los noches." The Arrancar droned on. Ulquiorra stood by me and cupped his hand around the arrancar boy's sword. "And you would be?" The arrancar asked. "I am the Quarto Espada Ulquiorra Cifer." Ulquiorra said. The boy squinted in confusion. "I don't understand...Why there is a human traveling with an Espada..." The boy said. "Is it really that HARD TO BELIEVE! DAMN IT!" I growled. Ulquiorra Turned away from us. "Release her." He said simply. The boy let me go reluctantly and I followed Ulquiorra.
"What is it you wished to speak with me about?" He asked. I gulped...How was I going to put this? "I'm sorry." I said. He peered at me thru the side of his mask. "I'm sorry I said that to Ichigo. I just didn't want him to come after me or see you as a threat...I didn't mean it. I DO owe you though...But I don't want you to regret saving me either..." I said. I was looking down at my feet waiting for an insult of some sorts. Ulquiorra looked at me with a weird look that freaked me out a bit. "I forgive you Devon. It would be foolish to stay angry at you when you only did what you thought was the right choice." Ulquiorra said. I looked at him in astonishment. "T-t-thanks I guess?" I said in shock. He looked away again. And I continued to follow him. But Ulquiorra didn't know that Gin was watching with Fascination, His eyes prying open wide enough to indicate shock.
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I was following Ulquiorra like a good little human pet...Or not...
"Devon for the last time- I am not an emo." Ulquiorra said with an impatient sigh. "But you don't even know what it is!" I spat. "True as it may be, I am not what you call an emo. I am an Espada." He said coldly. "OH never mind...Oi by the way where are we going?" I asked. He didn't look at me. "You're holding cell." He said. I stopped. "Excuse me but...What the hell are you talking about?" I asked while pulling him back by the tails of his coat. "Where else could you possibly stay?" He asked. "Uh... How about not living in a cell for a couple months? How does that sound?" I said. I couldn't believe I was going to a prison! "Where do you wish to stay then?" He asked. "I don't know. How about with one of the Espada! Like Grimmjow or Starrk? Maybe I could crash with Nnoritora or Tia hallibel? Or you since I know you better...Hm..." I said. "You will not stay with me or any of the Espada." He said stiffly. "Oi I bet Grimmjow is an ok dude!" I said.
"Speak of the devil here he comes!" I said. And I was right. The blue hair and mask confirmed it. His blue eyes landed on me immediately. "And what the fuck is a human doing here emo?" Grimmjow asked. "None of it concerns you trash." Ulquiorra spat. "HAH I was right you ARE an emo!" I said laughing. "I am not an emo." Ulquiorra said.
"Uh-hu sure you ain't Ulquiorra."
"Oi Grimmjow! It's Nice to meet an Espada not as much of a stiff. How are ya' today!" I said. Grimmjow tilted his head a bit. "How the fuck does it know my name?" He asked Ulquiorra. Ulquiorra shrugged. "So...Human...What's your name?" Grimmjow asked. "My name is Devon." I said. "Devon what; you have a last name don't you?" His subordinate asked. "My whole name is Devon Knight. It's Nice to meet cha'." I said. The Fraccion beamed. "Hey this chick ain't so bad." He said. Ulquiorra's eyes became contemptuous. "Come on girl. I highly doubt Grimmjow wants to converse with a lowly HUMAN." Ulquiorra said. Spiting Grimmjows name like a disease of the mouth. A sheer look of abhorrence crossed the pale Espada's face as he spoke the name of the other. I shuddered when I felt the leaking aura of loathing and revulsion fill my being coming from the both of them. Ulquiorras was a calm rage but Grimmjows was fiery and his spirit energy was spiked with absolute vehemence.
They looked at me and it calmed on either side. All I could feel now was complete serenity. I saw the reason. Aisen had come and was messing with our emotions. Quietude and tranquility still filled the air. But I felt a bit of an imposing unease fill the atmosphere as I saw Aisen walk in. "Ulquiorra, Grimmjow. Stop this nonsense at once." Aisen said with the patronizing arrogance still a loft in the air. I ground my teeth together. That Bastard made all the possibilities of any sense of self-worth absolutely impossible. Even in his presence I felt my self-esteem slowly crush in on its self like a deflated tire. "And who are you young woman." He asked. My eyes narrowed. I knew what I had to do.
"I am Devon Knight, and I wish to become an Espada..."
So how did you like it?
Anyway do you remember Espada encyclopedia? I sure as hell do. So here is my version:
ESPADA ENCYCLOPEIDIA: ONE DEVON KNIGHT
Gin: You are probably Wondering why Ulquiorra was attracted to this young girl. Well besides the plot and such... she is from the REAL WORLD and there for is much more intriguing than Orihime. A sort of Spirit pressure is acquired once entering a new plain of existence. Ulquiorra is attracted to her via spirit pressure. Her spirit pressure increased at an alarming and exceedingly speedy rate. It is now harming her soul chain which caused the Aura to thicken. Ulquiorra is a recent Espada along with Grimmjow. There for more susceptible to try to devour her completely.
Ulquiorra: No that is quite preposterous that you would even imply something so weak as to lose control. I do not lust for the taste of her soul Gin Ichimaru.
Gin: *Pervert thoughts* Then what DO you lust about her Ulquiorra san?
Ulquiorra: Urasai sensei no baka. *Turns bright red*
Grimmjow: BLUSH! I REPEAT EMO IS BLUSHING! IT'S THE FUCKING APOCOLIPSE!
Stay tuned for more...On chapter TWO! If I ever find time to write the damn thing...
R&R OR A PUPPY DIES!
