The cool wind breeze through his cheeks every now and then, it's been like this ever since... she left, without even a word to him. Ofcourse it hurt him to death like no other tragedy can make him feel this kind of pain. it turned him to trash, to nothing... and what did he get from it? Nothing other than a broken heart.

*flashback*

he felt the pain all over his body, not that he was complaining about, but even though he couldn't stand up, he did, even though he knew he was going to die if he tried to stop Darken Rahl from piercing his sword into the chest of his beloved, he still stopped him, well... atleast he tried.. but he was too late, even before he got the chance to stand up with his feet, the sword already found it's way to the chest of his dear confessor, his beloved, his Kahlan.

After he saw the sword pierce through her heart, he didn't hesitate killing Darken Rahl, he slashed him in the chest with the sword of truth, he cut the slit of his throat without hesitation, then he went to Kahlan.

There, her body lifeless on the grassy land that was now covered in blood, covered with her blood to be specific. Then everything went black.

*end of flashback*

He wanted her back, he NEEDED her back, even if it means sacrificing his own life just so she could live again, and he'd be the one to wait, he'd be the one to wait for her in the other side, not her, she didn't deserve to die, she deserved to live for all the law of right and good, she deserved to live! But that was something he couldn't do, that something even the seeker couldn't do:

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Was to bring her back to life..

Did he want that? Yes. But did she want it? Maybe, maybe not. He was hurt, confused, pained, full of sorrow, and anymore negativ things he couldn't say to himself, but Kahlan wouldn't want this, she'd tell him to keep living, to keep saving others, now that was something the seeker can do, and he wasn't going to break it. And now he was looking up the sky and looking at the stars, "maybe I love you too much to let you go, but I'll pass that love for the sake of my love for, right Kahlan? You'd want that, right Kahlan? I love you.." which brings us back to reality, the cool wind breeze blows through his face every now and then, which gave him a small smile for he knew that his beloved Kahlan was blowing him away with coo and gentle touch.