I don't own sailor moon or gundam wing. Please don't try to sue me
cause all I have is Orlando Bloom. And don't try to take him away from me.
She set her forehead against the cool glass. She looked out of her apartment view and across Tokyo and stared out at the rain that had begun to fall, this was always her favorite kind of weather. She wanted to cry, but her roommate Minako would come in and ask what was wrong and she couldn't have that. Sure Minako was her best and closest friend then any of her other friends but there were things that she didn't even know about Makoto.
Makoto had always seemed the strongest and always had on happy emotions on her face when she was with her friends but that was all an act. She was truly lonely. In actuality a part of her hated her 'sweet and innocent' friend Usagi. For what reason, well she had a family that loved her, a loving boyfriend who wanted to marry her, and security. And yet the blonde odango atama took it for granted. She would live happily ever after being protected and loved until the very day she died.
So what if Makoto envied or was even jealous of her friend. She thought she had a right to be. Her parents were taken from her in a plane crash when she was 7, her first love (Mamoru) was now waiting to marry Usagi, she didn't have anyone who loved her (except her friends), and now she was struggling just to pay bills and be a part-time college student.
Minako knocked on her door and peeped her head in. She smiled sadly at her friend's back.
"Hey Mako, ready to go?" Minako asked that made Makoto turn around and look at her strangely.
"Where?" she asked, knowing she forgot something important. Minako shook her head smiling.
"I swear Mako, you're getting worse then me", this made Makoto chuckle lightly, "We are going to Usagi-chan and Mamoru-sans' engagement party?" Makoto's smiled was wiped off her face and she lowered her head for a second and then looked up mad.
"I don't want to go." Was all she said.
"But.."
"Minako, I can't go. I'm not in the mood to socialize. Tell them I got sick or something." She said going out into the hall. Minako followed her out into the living room a little angry.
"Mako-chan, I know that you once loved and were involved with Mamoru, but you told me you over it. And besides you haven't been to any get- togethers in the last year. Usagi is worried about you." Minako added.
"Usagi is worrying about me?" she asked sarcastically, " Why? Am I ruining her perfect little image of a perfect life?"
"You know that is not true." Minako exclaimed.
"How do you know? It's not like she told you that, Minako. Don't you think she takes her life for granted sometimes?!" Makoto asked getting a little more upset more then mad.
"Mako-chan, yes I have noticed that she does have better life then us but what you have to realize is that our lives, the way we live it has made us more stronger. When you and Mamoru were together, you were always so happy and carefree much like Usagi. But when you broke up you became stronger, and found out that life isn't always perfect." Minako replied looking at her friend.
"I loved him so much and I still do. I thought we would marry and have a fairy tale ending. Minako, it's so hard getting over him and especially when one of you're best friends is going to marry him." She said running to Minako and hugging her for all she was worth. She let it all out and her friend just stood there letting her cry and soothing her. Minako wanted to join in the crying at seeing the 'Mighty Makoto' in this state, but she had to be strong for her.
After an hour or so of crying, Minako got up and walked to the phone while Makoto went to the bathroom to wash her face and get rid of any traces of the crying.
"Hello Raye-chan, we are going to be a little late. Why, cause Makoto got home late from work. Yeah I know she had the day off, but someone called in sick and she had to cover for him. Ok, see you in a while." She walked to the bathroom and checked on Makoto.
"Everything is taken care of. Don't worry you look fine. Let's go." Minako went to the door and put on her plaid coat with matching orange hat, scarf, and gloves, she also grabbed the gifts for her friends. Makoto followed suit and put on her black coat with matching dark green hat, scarf and gloves, she grabbed her keys and wallet. Before walking out the door, Makoto tapped Minako on the shoulder.
"Hm?" she asked turning to face her friend.
"You won't." she started.
"Tell anyone about this. You have my word." She smiled and continued out the door. Makoto smiled a true smile and followed her friend out the door. Maybe things would start to get better.
She set her forehead against the cool glass. She looked out of her apartment view and across Tokyo and stared out at the rain that had begun to fall, this was always her favorite kind of weather. She wanted to cry, but her roommate Minako would come in and ask what was wrong and she couldn't have that. Sure Minako was her best and closest friend then any of her other friends but there were things that she didn't even know about Makoto.
Makoto had always seemed the strongest and always had on happy emotions on her face when she was with her friends but that was all an act. She was truly lonely. In actuality a part of her hated her 'sweet and innocent' friend Usagi. For what reason, well she had a family that loved her, a loving boyfriend who wanted to marry her, and security. And yet the blonde odango atama took it for granted. She would live happily ever after being protected and loved until the very day she died.
So what if Makoto envied or was even jealous of her friend. She thought she had a right to be. Her parents were taken from her in a plane crash when she was 7, her first love (Mamoru) was now waiting to marry Usagi, she didn't have anyone who loved her (except her friends), and now she was struggling just to pay bills and be a part-time college student.
Minako knocked on her door and peeped her head in. She smiled sadly at her friend's back.
"Hey Mako, ready to go?" Minako asked that made Makoto turn around and look at her strangely.
"Where?" she asked, knowing she forgot something important. Minako shook her head smiling.
"I swear Mako, you're getting worse then me", this made Makoto chuckle lightly, "We are going to Usagi-chan and Mamoru-sans' engagement party?" Makoto's smiled was wiped off her face and she lowered her head for a second and then looked up mad.
"I don't want to go." Was all she said.
"But.."
"Minako, I can't go. I'm not in the mood to socialize. Tell them I got sick or something." She said going out into the hall. Minako followed her out into the living room a little angry.
"Mako-chan, I know that you once loved and were involved with Mamoru, but you told me you over it. And besides you haven't been to any get- togethers in the last year. Usagi is worried about you." Minako added.
"Usagi is worrying about me?" she asked sarcastically, " Why? Am I ruining her perfect little image of a perfect life?"
"You know that is not true." Minako exclaimed.
"How do you know? It's not like she told you that, Minako. Don't you think she takes her life for granted sometimes?!" Makoto asked getting a little more upset more then mad.
"Mako-chan, yes I have noticed that she does have better life then us but what you have to realize is that our lives, the way we live it has made us more stronger. When you and Mamoru were together, you were always so happy and carefree much like Usagi. But when you broke up you became stronger, and found out that life isn't always perfect." Minako replied looking at her friend.
"I loved him so much and I still do. I thought we would marry and have a fairy tale ending. Minako, it's so hard getting over him and especially when one of you're best friends is going to marry him." She said running to Minako and hugging her for all she was worth. She let it all out and her friend just stood there letting her cry and soothing her. Minako wanted to join in the crying at seeing the 'Mighty Makoto' in this state, but she had to be strong for her.
After an hour or so of crying, Minako got up and walked to the phone while Makoto went to the bathroom to wash her face and get rid of any traces of the crying.
"Hello Raye-chan, we are going to be a little late. Why, cause Makoto got home late from work. Yeah I know she had the day off, but someone called in sick and she had to cover for him. Ok, see you in a while." She walked to the bathroom and checked on Makoto.
"Everything is taken care of. Don't worry you look fine. Let's go." Minako went to the door and put on her plaid coat with matching orange hat, scarf, and gloves, she also grabbed the gifts for her friends. Makoto followed suit and put on her black coat with matching dark green hat, scarf and gloves, she grabbed her keys and wallet. Before walking out the door, Makoto tapped Minako on the shoulder.
"Hm?" she asked turning to face her friend.
"You won't." she started.
"Tell anyone about this. You have my word." She smiled and continued out the door. Makoto smiled a true smile and followed her friend out the door. Maybe things would start to get better.
