So I have been hit with the Glee bug! I officially became a Gleek. And for my first fic, I picked the most cute couple St. Berry! Anyways, I'm pouring my heart on this one because it has some of my personal drama.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING! (Though, I wish I could own Jonathan Groff :D)
RACHEL'S POV
He played with me. And I knew that. I knew he had cheated on me lots of times yet he told me le loved me. I believed him. But not anymore. It was time for me to stop been hurt. I prefer to suffer and not be made a fool then to be with him and know he's sleeping with other girls. That was something I hated to imagine. So I pretended that it didn't happen. That's why I had decided that it was time to let him go. So many times we had tried to break up. And we did but then we were back together. Thanks to me. I cried for him to take me back, we sealed it with a kiss and we were a couple again. I sighed. Time to open my eyes. He loves me but that love won't change him. And I don't want to be hurting anymore.
"Rachel." I heard a voice behind me say.
I turned around, biting my lip. "Jesse. Hey."
"What's wrong, babe?" Jesse asked me as he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly.
"Nothing. Why do you ask?" I said, backing away from the decision made.
"Just checking. Your cheeks are slightly blush. Just like before you cry." Jesse said, frowning.
I laughed. "Oh Jesse. Of course not. Is there a reason I should want to cry for?"
"I don't know. That's something I would like to know." Jesse said, puzzled.
"You're probably the only person that could answer that." I said, coldly. Rachel! Stop it! He will confront you! And here is not the place to talk about this.
"What do you mean Rachel?" Jesse asked, frowning.
"I have to go to class. We'll talk later." I said. I kissed his cheek and removed his arms that were still wrapped around me. I'm hurting myself by letting him touch me. It's gonna be more harder but I have to let him go. And that's a decision already taken.
JESSE'S POV
"Jess! Hold up!" I heard someone said behind me.
I turned around and to my surprise, I saw Quinn. "Quinn, not here."
She smirked. "Don't worry. I'm not here because of that. But it's not a bad idea. We should do it again. I mean, you rocked my world like no one did before. But anyways, just to let you know that Mr. Schuester wants to see you after school. Apparently, he wants you to sing at Sectionals. With Rachel."
"Maybe we should do it again. I had a lot of fun that night. And you were really great. As for the other, thanks Quinn. I'll go see him later on. I'll give you a call to set up everything. I winked at her and walked away. Yes, I love Rachel but there's something on me that keeps me from been faithful. I mean, it's not like I haven't tried it but I just can't. I need to be with other girls. I'm not used to been with just one for a long time. I get bore. Rachel doesn't deserve this. I tried to get her away from me but she wouldn't leave. I walked into class and sat down.
"I need to see you again. You gave me something St. James." Santana said from behind me.
"Not really Santana. I didn't give you anything. It's only desire and my charm. But I guess we can see each other again. How about Sunday night? After I leave Rachel at her house." I suggested.
"Rachel. Right. I totally forgot about that. Fine. After leaving Berry, I'll meet you at my house. My parents are out of town for the rest of the month so we have plenty of time." Santana said, tracing her finger down my back.
I smiled. "I'll be there. You can bet on that." Temptations always get on my way. I kept smiling as I watched Santana, in her cheerleader outfit, walked away.
FINN'S POV
I see it yet I don't believe it. Santana is hitting on Jesse. Rachel's boyfriend. So much for been faithful. Why does he have to hurt her like that? Rachel deserves someone better. Like me! I got up and took a seat next to Santana. "So I see that you can't keep your hands to yourself. Why are you hitting on Jesse if he's Rachel's boyfriend?"
She smirked. "That's clearly none of your business. Don't you think?" Santana said.
"It's not my business but it's Rachel's. And I will tell her so that she can see what kind of people are trying to get close to her." I said.
"Why do you even bother to take good care of her if she won't appreciate it? You can go tell her and I bet that she'll just ignore you. Like always." Santana said as her finger traced my arm.
"I'm her friend. That's why I'm doing this. To protect her from animals like you." I said, removing her finger from my arm.
She smirked again. "Please Finn! Just let it go. It's better like that. Just leave it."
I got up. "No Santana. I'm not gonna leave it like this. I'm protecting Rachel. I'm not gonna let you two hurt her."
Santana sighed and shook her head. "If I must say Finn, you're going to hurt her more if you tell her that her boyfriend is sleeping with another girl. That will totally kill her." She said, putting her hand under her chin. "Now if you can get out of here. I need to concentrate in class."
I got up and walked to my seat. I must and will confront St. James. That's the only thing I can do.
RACHEL'S POV
I held my breath as Jesse walked toward me. Breathtaking. But not falling for him. Not anymore. "Hey Jesse."
He smiled at me and kissed my lips softly. "Hey beautiful. How is your day going?"
"It's going okay. Just getting a little tired. How about your?" I asked, smiling at him.
"Mine is going much better now that I've seen you. You always brighten my day Rachel Berry. Just like the stars make the sky glow." He said then he reached down to kiss me. A kiss that was filled with passion, lust and sadness?
"Really darling?" I felt sicken to act like this. I had already made my mind about leaving Jesse. I sighed.
"What's wrong, Rach? You seem to be troubled." Jesse said, stroking my cheek.
"We need to talk. I think it's time we take a break." I said. Then I realized what I had done. I regretted saying those words immediately. But there were out now. I couldn't eat them back.
"Are you breaking up with me?" Jesse asked, shocked.
"Well, actually, it's not breaking up. It's more like taking a break. Just to get my head straight." I said, giving him a small smile.
"No Rachel. It's all or nothing. Which one is it gonna be?" Jesse said, staring coldly at me.
That's the reason I had fallen in love with him. He was so much like me. Like two peas in a pot. We could do any duet and come out on top. We were on our way to be two famous Broadway stars. We were the "it" couple. The next Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt. But in a more poorer way. We complemented each other. I needed him and he needed me. Nobody could reached my standers. Only him. "Jesseā¦" I started to say but Jesse cut me off.
"Decision made. Nothing. Forget everything. It was a mistake to leave Carmel and Vocal Adrenaline for you. I should have stayed in my territory. I shouldn't have met you at the music store. I should have fallen in love with you." Jesse spat the last words with venom.
I gasped as his words hit my heart and broke it. "Jesse don't be like this. Don't say that. Don't say anything that you can regret. I said, fighting back tears.
"The only thing I regret is ever meeting you Berry. I'm going back to Carmel and I promise that at Sectionals, we'll tear you guys up." Jesse said, making a dramatic exit.
I let the tears roll down my face without caring who was watching. And that's how the love of my life had walked away from me and I hadn't realized it.
