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Needin' You ShinjixMinato

I find myself here everyday since I met you, always wanting more, needing you to kiss me rougher, take me deeper, and burn yourself into my entire existance. I stand before your door, trying not to urge myself to go in, tell you that I need you, and drench myself in your scent. It's taboo, something that you don't ask someone that you live with, and certainly not someone you tell someone like him.

He won't take anything seriously, like life was nothing but a joke and all he wants is a little bit on the side and he'll be settled. I feel used, like a toy that was put in a thrift store for some other child to use later. It feels cold and unwelcoming, but I take a deep breath and walk away. For now, I'll just forget I even came here, stood before his door, and wanted something that he couldn't give me; true love.

I feel almost foolish, like I should be in my room studying for the upcoming mid-terms, but I can't bring myself to even focus on that. I'm a genius, what would be the point in studying something that I have no interest in in the first place...? I bite my lip in thought, should I try again to tell him...? Tell him that I love him and I need him again so he can use me for his own needs?

No...

But I can't deny the fact that I need it, and he is the only one that can satisfy my needs and wants. The only one that knows exactly where to touch. I shudder at the thought, my clothes slightly wet with sweat. I had been thinking about it since the I sat down to study, since I left the school and entered the dorms. I can't help but want to swing his door open and tell him that I need him for that again. It's hard to believe that no matter how hard I try to forget about it, he comes to mind and ruins my train of thought.

The need grows worse...

...but I have no intentions of seeing that look tonight.

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Hey, I know I haven't typed in a long time, but I think I found a jive that I can step to. I'm a big ShinjixMinato fan thanks to my girlfriend who is all over teh Cook, and me over the emo boy. Anyway, if you like this, please read the second installment of the story 'Lovin' You' It's a two part story, both parts written in about the same day. I hope you enjoy it. Thanks for reading.