Helloooo, my name is Jenn and this is my first Fanfic. I know that the idea for this one is not original but alas it popped into my head one day and wouldn't leave until I got it out on paper. I then decided to post it for others like myself who love to read fanfictions because they can not get enough of the wonderful characters that Stephenie Meyer created. That being said, I do not own any part of Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, or the soon to e released Breaking Dawn.

Summary: Bella is now a sophomore (2nd year) in college and it has been three years since she met Edward. Because Jacob was on his way to the beach when Bella jumped he was too close for Alice to have a vision of Bella. Thus, insert unoriginal plot here Alice never saw her jump and they never had to fly to Italy to save Edward. Anyways, all I can as is that you give it a chance and leave me reviews so that I a.) know that it is being read and acknowledged and b.) don't get discouraged. Thanks and happy reading!


Bella:

I always feel like he is watching me. Especially at times such as this when I am walking across campus for class. Maybe it is wishful thinking on my part, maybe I am still as hopelessly in love with him as I ever was and maybe my heart never healed. Perhaps it never would.

I was now a sophomore in college. It's been three years since I first glanced across the cafeteria in Forks and saw the bronze haired angel that would shatter my heart in a million pieces. I would have never guessed that my life would both begin and end on that fateful first day at Forks High. Kismet. I had been saying it for years. It all comes back to kismet.

What I wouldn't give for him to be watching me right now; then maybe I wouldn't feel so crazy for feeling eyes on me. But I had to be crazy. There is no way that he would be here watching me. For one, it was an unusually sunny day and his presence would be quite obvious. But, then again, there are also places in the shade. Like the parking garage that I walk by everyday on my way to class, for instance. He would have a perfect view and plenty of cover from the sun there. I have even taken to searching for the ever illusive eyes that I feel constantly in the shadows of the structure. But, again, I must be insane.

I can not believe that I am thinking this yet again. This line of thought plagues me every single time I walk outside. Any time I go to class, walk to my car, or go out to eat. I think I probably snapped a long time ago.

I know that he could easily find me if he wanted to. But that was the thing, why would be want to? He wouldn't. But I still couldn't stop feeling as if I were being watched. I had been feeling it all semester. Why couldn't I shake this feeling?

I wish I could get rid of these thoughts. They made my chest ache and made it hard to breath. I turned up my IPod trying to block out my thoughts and continued my walk to class. He wouldn't come back. If he hadn't been there when Victoria tried to kill me my senior year, when Laurent almost killed me in the meadow, then he wouldn't be here now. The fact that he didn't come when I was being hunted proved it. Alice was sure to have seen it.

I missed Alice almost as much as I missed Edward. I lost my entire world when he decided to leave me. But it isn't like I could have expected him to stay, especially since he didn't love me. I wouldn't have wanted him to stay out of pity. I want him to be happy, even if that happiness can not be found with me. I have accepted that much.

His pain would always be my pain, and his happiness would be a part of me as well. I just prayed that he was happy. I wanted him to be at peace. It was all I had ever wanted for him. He was not a monster, despite how much he always tried to convince me otherwise. He had never been one, but he could never see that.

I glanced at my watch and was shocked to find that I was going to be late to class. I guess I let my thoughts get carried away. I picked up my pace as I headed towards the cold art building hoping that the professor had not started yet.


Edward:

Here I was, standing in the parking garage waiting for Bella to leave for class like some human stalker. I had been doing this for a few months now. Sometimes I got the feeling that she knew I was here. I would see her look around, as if expecting to find something out of the ordinary. She would glance up at the parking garage and on some days, well most actually, her eyes would linger for just a moment on the spot where I was hidden.

After that happened a few times I began changing hiding spots, but it would happen then too. Her eyes would still search out my locations, almost as though she knew I was here. But I could see the self-doubt in her wide, brown eyes. She doubted what she felt. She doubted what her intuition told her, that she was being watched.

I couldn't help it though. Even if I couldn't be with her I needed her. I needed to be near her. Sometimes the wind would shift and I would catch a whiff of her glorious and wonderfully torturous scent. It was so hard at those times to not run to her. But it was even harder when she was having a bad day. When her eyes were cast to the ground as she walked to class, a small frown on her beautiful face and a crease in her brow. Despite everything, she was a glorious sight to behold.


A/N:

So there you have it, the newly revamped first chapter! Please, review because they make the world go 'round!