a/n: This is placed after the Avenger's, basically, there are many things being kept from Thor, and every single one preventing him from healing his younger brother who lives in fear. And the biggest secret starts with Odin.
I'm maybe thinking of making it slash, but if it's slash, there's a 95.9% chance that i'll add mpreg. Anyway, I hope you like it.
Disclaimer: i don't own anything.
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He could see it in his brother's tortured eyes, and it scared him. It scared him...well...because this was Loki. To see his brother actually not lashing out, not twisting someone's mind with his words, but to see his eyes showered in fear, it just wasn't Loki. Since Loki had been brought back to Asgrad, there had been many occasions when he's seen it, even if it was just a flash. Those were things he didn't miss, because these things hurt him so much. And, it wasn't just in his eyes, it was in his words, his movements, it was in Loki himself. Fear now defied the god, it was something he lived by daily.
For one, though, he knew that his presence eased Loki just a bit, he always seemed more relaxed when his older brother was around him. He trusted Thor, and for that, Thor was happy, very happy. But, he still held a certain caution whenever he came too close for comfort.
Close.
Closed.
Loki had completely closed himself off from the world, and Thor feared the day when he'd be lumped in with the rest. His father, his mother, his friends, but he just wanted to convey to Loki, that despite who he was, despite what he was, he was not like them. But Loki just couldn't believe him, he wouldn't believe him. Whenever he'd asked if something had happened, or what was wrong with him, or exactly what had their father done to turn Loki into such a fearful person, it only proved to be fruitless. Thor would usually have to stop Loki midway when it turned out to be too much for the younger god's head.
His brother just wasn't the same, but, that didn't stop Thor's determination. He'd made it a promise to himself, that no matter how messed up his brother was, no matter what others thought of him, or no matter what he'd done, that he'd be the older brother to pull Loki through.
If only he'd known what damage his own father had done to his younger brother.
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So, this is my first Thor fic. It may be slash or may not be, but, I just really wanted to try it out. I love Loki, but not just because he's hot (though, it is a contributing factor) , but, he has an amazing character. So, R&R, have a nice week and God bless.
