A/N: I was bored and I kinda wanted to write this… I WILL finish my fanfics
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I always wonder and ponder about our relationship every day. From the time I wake up to the time I fall asleep, I think about you. There are even times I would see you in my dreams.
What am I to you? Really? Am I just a friend? A shoulder to cry on? A sympathetic ear? Or something more? Just tell me. I won't get upset.
It's been so long since I've known you. I don't even know what to say. Every time you're near me, my heart races and I start to act weird around you, though, luckily, you don't notice it because you're the densest person I know.
Sometimes, I think we could be more than just friends but there's this thick and tall wall between us, keeping us apart from one another. I know that you're on the other side of that wall but I just can't see you. I hope you know that I'm on the other side of the same wall in front of you, patiently waiting for that wall to collapse so that I can see you.
When we sit in the same room, I would often look at you and memorize every detail of your face, from the color of your eyes to that unique smile on your lips. I don't know what makes me look at you. I would try and look away bit I just can't. I know I can't look at you but I just can't help but stare (and I hope that you won't see me).
We would sit together, side by side, and I would miss you even though you're next to me. How can you be so close… yet so far away? It feels like we're in different continents but in reality, we're just two chairs away from each other.
I try to look you in the eye but I just can't. I know that if I look, you'll steel my heart completely. Just stop touching me. Stop holding my hand. Stop looking at me. Stop waiting for me when we have to go somewhere. Stop asking what's wrong. Stop pestering me. Stop calling me. Stop smiling at me. Stop trying to get close to me. Just stop stealing my heart.
But I know I can't hide forever. I can't hold it in. I can't hold my breath for an eternity. I can't stay in my shell.
I know I'm out of line but I'll just say it anyway. I like you a lot in almost every way…
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A/N: Hi!! This is dedicated to Miyu and Kanata, all the people I know here in this website, my friends here (chocolatefudgecake and others...), my friends (Jana, Jeanne, Kennie, Kathyrine, Katharine, Alex, Goldianne and Stephanie!!).
If you like it, then please tell me to write other letters and what theme!! If you don't, tell me to stop or give suggestions on how I can make this better!!
