A/N: if you want the affect listen to Alesana- Congratulations, I Hate You

Inuyasha had been missing for a couple of hours, and I bet he is with his clay pot shell. She had caught him and Kikyou a couple of times, and other times known he was with her. It started to hate that hanyou for what he had done.

No one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be

So knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise

But don't expect me to be happy for you

And don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too

I don't want your pity... I hate your pity

All of the pain the yelling . It broke me down. I was never good enough for that hanyou compared to his Kikyou. No I was weak. I was worthless. I was useless not being able to protect my self having him always coming to save me. Yes he actually went there . That damn hanyou if it weren't for me he wouldn't know where to go to find a damn jewel shard.

Taste your vanity and it's sweet bitterness

As you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams

... You took them all...

I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile

As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes

I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

Yup that bastard told me he loved me. But he was just a joke because the second she came back into his picture I was getting pushed out the window. Fucking hanyou's I hate them all Naraku and Inusha they are in the same boat in my mind.

Beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries

Suffer alone in emptiness

I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake

Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze...

Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries

Send stares into your meaningless eyes

But you didn't even care that I was dying inside. And you knew it was all because of you but you could have cared less.

My envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars

Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine

Yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve

I'll tear off your face to see your smile.

And no one even cared to thaw my heart that is frozen all thanks to him. I'm cold inside and no longer care if that hanyou lives or dies.

As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes

I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

Beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries

Send stares into your meaningless eyes

The only reason I stick around is to keep myself alive to to find those damn jewel shards. I no long what I use to be three years ago. I no am bubbly n happy I cold and bitter and no one cares. Damn that stupid hanyou he broke me by breaking my heart.

A/n: hope you like tell me what you think my first song fic thingy. Please please reveiw that's the only way I know what you think.