I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared
I didn't understand what was happening.
I could see everyone else, but for some reason they couldn't see me.
I saw Flaky, she was crying and screaming my name but no one would listen to her.
They just rolled their eyes and walked by her like they didn't hear anything.
It pained me to see her like this but I knew their was nothing I could do. I wanted to tell her that it was ok but I knew I couldn't even promise her that.
Flaky started running.
I didn't know where she was going.
I followed her.
She ran into her house and up to her room.
She pulled a gun off the wall and held it to her head.
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
I woke up sweating.
What was going to happen? Why couldn't they see me? Why didn't anyone listen to Flaky?
My head was clouded with images of her.
But then I had a thought.
If no one cared, who would miss me when I was gone?
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
I looked over at Flaky who was sleeping peacefully next to me.
Flaky.
She cared.
Damn I loved her.
She was the only good thing in my life.
I didn't deserve her.
She was perfect and I was a killer.
She wasn't afraid of me like everyone else and she loved me despite my endless attempts to kill her.
Just then she woke up and looked at me.
"Flippy?" she asked "Why are you awake?"
"I couldn't sleep" I said "Hey Flaky can I tell you something?"
"Sure" she said
"I love you" I told her
"I love you too" she said sleepily
I kissed her and lied back down.
I didn't need that many people to care about me.
Flaky was all I needed.
