Love the natural yet heartbreaking moment in life 1 step meeting the guy ,2 step getting to know the guy ,3 step getting in an relationship with the guy and 4 step is uncoditionly not to be said.
my name is jenny creginton your ordinary 15 year old girl with a major crush on the guy named eric vazquez and the great majority of freinds . usually a 15 year old has no job in intending to be a mother well maybe . mostly last week we were learning about teen pregnacy or teen dating and everything i thought that such tragic thing like getting pregnat would never happen to me .
but i spoke to soon i mean whats a girl gonna do when the boy you really really like said out of nowhere to come to his 16 party i mean cool kids, fun time, whats so bad!!
but when every body was dancing i just had to go with him to his room to get candels for the birthday cake but we had a moment kissed got a little overboard and from there pain in black.
now i stay sitting on a beanbag waiting for the little pregnacy stick to appear with my results in my mind i pray thats the sighn is negative but again i spoke way to soon the little pink positive plus sigh appeared my eyes watered my hands curled up my stomach tightened . i was pregnat with no direction but that wasnt the bad part the part was telling my parent that there 15 year old teenage daughter is pregnat , i mean my dad and my mom i could just imagine them face red as a tomato getting ready for the loudest scream of man kind. one small step for pregnacy one large scream for dad, any way I had to tell some one anyone but them . megan yea I could tell megan my 13 year old sister that is so close to my dad but I have to I cant hold it in. I walked to megans room knocked on the door "what" she screamed . "I need to talk to you, please !" I couldn't wait for a response so I just turned the door knob and came in . megan was sitting on her bed reading a ,magazine . "what " her face was shocked . "what megan don't stare at me like that" her eyes popped out like examining something. She took a breath and opened her mouth and words came out " jenny are you okay your pale and getting chubby" she got my hand and leaded me to the bed. "megan what im about to tell you it cant be told to anyone please I trust you"
her eyes closed and it looked like she wished on something "fine " I took a deep breath knowing this would be hard for her as much as it is for me "I –I –i-im-…." I studdered as much as I didn't want to say neither did the words want to come out . "im - im-pre-pre-pregnat" her eyes popped out her mouth opened wide and she couldn't breath "with whose b-baby". i opened my mouth took a deep breath ready to say the name that started all of this mess "eric Vazquez" her eyes widened "remember he invited me to his 16 and I said yes and we were having fun until he told me to come with him to get candles and I said yes and we started kissing I was stupid to go along and then it went to far and didn't care about anything and then it went black
and I just took the test and it shows a pink plus sigh oo megan im so scared . theres a voice inside my head saying ill never make it help me please please ." a tear slid down my cheek and before I knew it I was crying waterfalls . I was pregnant with no direction my battle will keep getting stronger and stronger.
