Another Ev songfic :) Don't own Evanescence or YYH


Hiei laid on a tree branch. His red eyes staring at the sky. His thoughts on his "friends." But he didn't really think of them like that. Since none of them knew about his full past. Not even Kurama who knew more about Hiei then anyone else. He felt tears coming to his eyes. He brushed them away before they could turn solid.

Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within and pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

They had no clue about the abuse he'd gone through. The bandits were determined he would fight for every breath he drew. It had caused him to be a class a demon at the age of 5. It turned him into a monster.

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

A part of him needed to fight. It was all he'd done his entire life. It was all he knew. Perhaps he was addicted to it.

They'll never see
I'll never be
I struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

No that's not who I am anymore. Hiei thought. He didn't fight unless it was to defend himself or others. He didn't do it for fun anymore. That had been before He had met Yusuke.

But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

"Hey Hiei." said the voice of the spirit detective. Hiei looked down where Yusuke was. "Come on man the toddler's got another mission for us." Hiei rolled his red eyes. The detective may have saved his soul but the fire demon was too stubborn to admit it.

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

Hiei felt the urge to kill the detective, no he was better then that. This wasn't who he was anymore. Yusuke had helped protect Yukina.

They'll never see
I'll never be
I struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

"Hey Hiei are you okay man?" Yusuke asked. Hiei growled. Yusuke had to ask. That showed he didn't know Hiei in the tiniest bit.

They'll never see
I'll never be
I struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

Hiei jumped down and glared Yusuke in the face. "You don't know anything." Yusuke laughed. "That's the most you've ever said to me." however his smile disappeared once he saw the katana in his stomach.

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived yet died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

"I can't fight it." Hiei said. "It's my life to kill."

They'll never see
I'll never be
I struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me


Okay please R&R