AN: I guess this is my way of grieving the loss of Victorious… Ahh… I'm so depressed..

Disclaimer: Do you really want to make me feel more depressed by forcing me to admit that I don't own Victorious? *Sigh* Fine, I don't own these characters… everything belongs to Dan… I also don't own the songs used and mentioned.

"Sooooo?" Came Tori's chirpy voice as she dropped her tray on the lunch table, plopping heavily into the seat next to a grinning Cat, "Whose gunna sing at the Jam?" The dark haired Latina asked, eyes shining. Cat squealed, "Me! I'm so excited! Hey, this one time, my brother-" Andre cut her of my commenting that he too would be singing at the Jam.

"I presume you'll be performing too, Tori," Jade said, her words coated in venom. Tori took no notice of her sarcasm and smiled, "Yeah, I am!" Jade rolled her eyes, "Well it just so happens that I, too, am going to sing something. I have some… things I need to say…" Jade said, briefly glancing at Beck, who was sitting across the table from her. But, before he could look up, she'd turned her head away.

Cat squealed again, "Jadey's gunna sing for us!" A look of fury graced Jade's features, "DON'T CALL ME THAT!" She shrieked, before grabbing her bag and storming away.

Jade knew that she probably shouldn't have acted that way towards Cat, but now Beck had left her, she couldn't control the angry pit in her stomach. Besides, Jade reminded herself, I still have to finish writing that stupid song for the Jam. The gothic girl slipped quietly into the Janitors closet, ready for a full half-hour of writing.

"Jade, I'm scared!" Cat mumbled from beside her. Jade rolled her eyes and pushed the shaking red-head onto the stage as her name was called, "You'll do fine Cat," She told her.

Cat had written a pretty little song called, 'Anything but ordinary' and she'd been practicing it for ages. Once the song had finished, she hopped down from the stage with a huge grin. The bouncing girl skipped to her seat beside Robbie, who congratulated her on the performance. "Tori Vega and Andre Harris, please take the stage," Tori flashed a grin to Andre and they walked onto the stage, Andre carrying his acoustic guitar. The melody was sweet and so was the song. It was about never giving up on the one you loved. Andre had spent ages stressing over the name for the song, but he'd eventually settled for, 'I won't give up'

"Alice Roberts," Jade felt a rush of anxiety hit her, she was next. Jade didn't pay any attention to the Alice girl, because she spent the whole time panicking, but not quite knowing why. Jade never got nervous, just like she never sweats. "Okay, and now we have, Jade West. Take it away Jade."

Jade shakily stood and walked to the micro-phone. She couldn't let them see how scared she was. She needed to explain some things, and the only way was through the song. The music began to play and Jade closed her eyes.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,

'Coz I got time while he got freedom,

'Coz when a heart breaks

No it don't break even.

His best days will be some of my worst,

He finally met a girl that's gonna put him first,

While I'm wide awake, he's no trouble sleeping,

'Coz when a heart breaks

No it don't break even, even no.

"Jadey? Jade? Is that you?" Came Cat's small voice. Jade abruptly stopped crying. "Go away Cat!" She could her Cat slowly backing away from the Bathroom stall, but then she heard her voice again "Please let me in Jade… I-I-I want to help you."

Jade let out a shaky sigh before unlocking the door. Suddenly Cat was hugging her and Jade couldn't help but let out all her tears. "I can't believe he didn't come after me Cat… I just… I just thought what we had been more than that…. I-I thought he loved me more than that…"

Cat just hugged her tighter, "He does love you… or did… I don't know Jade… He seems so heartbroken about it all."

Suddenly Jade was standing, eyes full of fury. "Don't lie to me Cat! We both know he couldn't give a damn about it! He was glad to get rid of me!" And just like that Jade was crying again, "I saw him and Tori, at her house. They were going to kiss…" Jade trailed off and Cat mumbled, "But they didn't…"

Jade sighed, "Only because Tori told him, 'no'… He loves her Cat…"

They sat in silence for a while, and then Cat whispered, "I don't think he does…"

Jade met Beck's eyes, trying her best to look away. She couldn't read his expression… These days it felt like he held no emotion at all.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Coz he's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks

no it don't break even, even no.

Now Jade wasn't with Beck, nobody talked to her… Not really even her supposed 'Friends'. The only reason she hung around with them anymore was just to see how Beck was. It just felt like even Cat's words of comfort couldn't stop her from missing what Beck and Jade had had. Jade would sometimes cry herself to sleep, but when she'd get to school, he'd be there: a huge smile on his face as he flirted with Tori. He was showed even less emotion than before. She could feel herself ripping at the seams, every easy smile he sent her would tug her heart apart just a little bit more. But what else could she do but smile back?... Even if it was a little broken…

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

(One still in love

while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces,

(Cuz when a heart breaks

no it don't break even)

Jade was struggling to lock up the tears that threatened to spill over the edge. She just had to hold it together until she'd finished the song… then she could run and forget this ever happened. But then she noticed that Beck to looked like he was fighting to keep his tears from flowing. A single tear rolled down his tanned cheek, but it was gone before Jade could be sure it was real.

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain,

I took my suitcase, I took the blame.

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.

'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,

'Coz I got time while she got freedom,

'Coz when a heart breaks

no it don't break, no it don't

break, no it don't break even no.

"Tori! What do you mean 'you think you might be in love with Beck!'?" Andre hissed in a whisper to the Latina in question. Jade hid behind the lockers, pressing her back against it so she could hear they're discussion.

"I'm not in love with him! I just like him… a lot…" Tori mumbled, blushing. Jade had the urge to punch the 'Little Miss Perfect' in the face… but then she remembered that Beck didn't belong to her anymore… Tori was allowed to fancy him… It was Jade who wasn't…

"Jade still seems really upset about the break up… I mean, I know she has an odd… and angry… way of showing it, she's obviously not over him. Maybe it wouldn't be a good idea to move in on Beck just yet…" Andre mumbled, unsure.

Tori nodded, smiling sadly, "Yeah, I know… I just… I dunno I'm like you… I can't get over things unless I express them…" Andre smiled and nodded.

"Well, why don't we write a song for the Jam about it… just like I did with Jade… Then you could get over it…" Tori gasped, "That's a brilliant idea!" She kissed him on the cheek and his blush didn't go unnoticed.

Jade sighed, she'd just have to get used to it.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces,

(One still in love

while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces,

(Cuz when a heart breaks

no it don't break even)

Jade eyes swept the crowd. Tori was bawling her eyes out, murmuring about how beautiful the song was. Andre was smiling sadly, pride shinning in his eyes as he flashed a thumbs-up. Robbie was smiling and comforting Cat who was silently shedding a few tears. Then Jade's eyes returned to Beck, he was looking at the ground, guiltily. The music slowed down and Jade sung the last few words.

Oh, it don't break even, no

Oh, it don't break even, no

Oh, It don't break even, no

The music stopped and applause filled the area. Jade had been good… really good. But she didn't care about winning the stupid competition. They all knew that in the end it would be Tori who won anyway. She stepped off the stage, walking towards her friends. But then she locked eyes with Beck, and later with Tori. She couldn't take it… them… So she walked past, barely even looking at the mis-matched group… The tears started to fall, but this time, no one was there to see.

AN: The songs used are:

'Anything but ordinary' by Avril Lavigne (I don't know if that's how you spell it! Lol)

'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz

And 'Breakeven' by The Script (Um… I don't know if this band is as big in America as they are here in the UK but they're really worth listening to! Maybe you could review and tell me! ;)

Thanks for reading! xx