Ewiituntmay: Hello, Another story XD, I know you're probably getting tired of all the stories (unless this is the first story of mine you're reading ^^") In that case, I hope you like this story and any other stories of mine that you miht have or might go read! I want to know what people think of this story, so review or message so that I know if I shouldcontinue, or if you have ideas/ suggestions/ or complaints. I would love to know whatever you want to tell me.

Disclaimer: I only own OCs and plot. Death Note belongs to Tsugumi Ohba and Takeshi Obata!


~Prologue~

I sighed as I looked up through the window, the moon was full and bright, shining beautifully yet seemingly sad, as if to wish me farewell, "So is this it?" I whisper quietly, so as not to break the fragile spell we're under.

When I don't receive and answer right away I look over to the man who has his arms wrapped around me. I can see the discolored caramel hair, the tan skin that becomes more pale and porcelain-esque in the moonlight and the muted honey colored eyes that shined now with unshed tears.

"Light…" I whisper again, he continues to stare at me for a second more, then closes his eyes, he nods once slowly as if he could, or wished, to change it now.

"Yes…this is it." I nod once in acknowledgement and close my eyes as I turn my head back toward the window. I feel Light shift, he's pulled me closer to him and buried his face in my neck. I can feel moisture on my shoulder, I open my eyes and turn back, resting my cheek against the top of his head, I turn my body more fully toward him and gently rub his back, comforting him instead of the other way around, "Aya…I-"

"Shh…it's okay. I understand." this little statement makes Light cry a little harder. I can tell that the color is fading from my vision and I know that I am beginning to die in earnest.

Here, now, I can see my life pass before my minds eye, I realize that everything in my life is connected to Light in one way or another. There is a reason for that: Light was my life, just as he'd always been, and now…I was being let go.

Light pulls away a little bit and we look at each other, then he leans forward and gives me one last kiss, it was so gentle that it causes Light to shed a few more tears, "Aya, I love you."

These are the last words I shall hear, and the last thing I shall see, are the beautiful honey colored eyes swimming in tears as everything else fades away.


The bright honey colored eyes lit up happily as I showed him the results of my test. I didn't get what the big deal was, sure I'd gotten a 100%, but so had he. I continued to stare blankly at him, "Aya! This is great, we're the only ones to get a 100% on this test."

Light smiled happily, it was such a rare occurrence, even for me, so that when he looked back up from the test again, I gave him a small smile in return, which is even more rare. However people walking toward us caught my attention and I quickly let my smile fade, this caused a strange look to cross his face briefly as I returned to my blank self. Just then two girls and a guy walked up to us.

Light turned to greet them easily, they gave me the same uncomfortable look everyone else did. I think it may have been my blank stare and silent nature that people were affect by most, before talking to me, then it became everything else…everyone was so uncomfortable around me that they didn't talk to me for long…except for Light.

I also thought that these people only came to talk to Light because he was so popular, and no one could say why Light took the time to talk to me and whatever…truthfully neither could I, but I didn't really mind it I suppose.

"Hi Light-kun!" the high pitched voice grated on my nerves, but I kept my face blank and uninterested. I turned my head to the side, seemingly ignoring the newcomers, but I still absently took note of everything they did.

"Light-kun, we're going to hang out after school, why don't you join us?" The other girl watched him with a hopeful expression, or at least it looked that way from my position. How…mundane. Why 'hang out' after school? It's too much work to be around people that often…how can Light stand to be around them?

I could see Light falter and the small look in his eyes that spoke of annoyance or something along those lines or at least I knew that it was along the lines of annoyance, "I don't know, what do you think Aya?" I looked more fully at him, still from the corner of my eye and could see the obvious disappointment or whatever pass through the two girls and discomfort on the boy's face. I knew that they didn't like me and avoided me whenever possible, and normally I would love the chance to crash their 'fun', but I didn't think I'd be able to put up with it today.

"Uh, well if you're too busy with Aya, we'll understand." The boy tried to hurry the two girls away, the girls frowned at him but finally consented, "Uh, sorry to bother you Light-kun…see ya later."

Light gave a small wave and turned back to me, I frowned slightly and continued to look ahead of me, "You used me to get you out of that." Light sighed a bit, ducking his head in silent admittance.

"Shall we go to your place?" Light smiled again, though it wasn't happy, as it was after he'd seen the test, I turned back to him, then gave a small nod. We began walking in the general direction of my apartment, mostly for privacy since I lived alone and Light did not. I knew that we could easily go to his house and that everyone left him alone, but when Light wanted to be absolutely sure no one was around to eavesdrop we went to my apartment.

We reached my apartment within a few minutes and when we were through the door Light locked it. I only went to set my bag on the nearest chair when I felt Light wrap his arms around me from behind, I only stood quietly, "Aya…we should celebrate." I turned in his arms, my look no different than usual, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood on my tiptoes to kiss him. He returned the kiss hungrily, he was quite demanding, yet he was careful at the same time.

I pulled away just far enough to turn and pull Light to my room. I pulled him toward the bed and motioned for him to sit down, he did so. With a last glance at his face, I calmly grabbed the top of his pants and pulled them down slowly, he shifted to help me get them off. Once I had discarder them to the side I knelt down between his legs, which were already spread for me.

I let my eyes rest on his semi-erect cock, it was slowly rising to the occasion, I stared mostly with a curious expression as I watched his cock stiffen even more. After a few more seconds of waiting impatiently Light gently lifted my face to look up at him, when my face was tilted enough he gently pressed his lips to mine, whispering into the kiss without breaking it, "Don't take too long…"

With that he released my chin and I nodded twice slowly, my gaze going back to his ever growing erection. Then with a final look I gently took his length into my mouth, I could feel his stomach and hands clench in pleasure. He barely managed to suppress a loud moan, I sucked on him a little bit, marveling at the velvety feel of his skin and the contrasting hardness of his erection, but I didn't stay there for long.

After I was sure he was completely erect and was sure he was already starting to leak pre-cum I began to pull away from him, teeth gently grazing him as I did. He was unable or too caught up to suppress the next moan. I could tell he that he liked this much more than he let on at first, mostly because he was already sweating profusely and could barely stifle the sounds or control his labored breathing.

Without breaking contact with his heated flesh, I began nibbling down the underside of his cock, and once I reached the base of his cock I gently pulled one taut ball into my mouth, at the same time wrapping one hand tightly, almost painfully, around the base of his cock to prevent him from coming too soon.

I suckled the ball gently and smiled slightly when Light gasped and then moaned quite loudly, in my peripheral vision I could see his hands clenching the edge of the bed so hard his knuckles were very white. I decided I had paid enough attention to one and quickly moved to the other ball, feeling them tighten and grow a little heavier at the attention I was paying them.

When I finished with the second I released it and licked a trail to his inner thigh and nibbled it, giving him a chance to cool down a bit. I glanced up at him and seen that he was staring down at me, his lips were parted a little, his breathing was short and erratic and his face was slightly flushed. His eyes were glazed over in full lust, not the way he used the lust to cover his calculation when he usually came to me.

He gave a small smirk when he was able to calm his breathing a little, I returned the smile and began making my way back to the underside of his cock. This time instead of focusing on his cock or his balls, I went past them and suckled the area immediately under them, this caused such an overwhelming reaction from Light that I had to pause for a second, which caused Light to growl a little bit.

I continued at any rate and when I seen that Light was leaking pre-cum despite my hold on the base of his cock I figured I should consider granting him release. I had a strange notion to make him beg for it but I didn't think that would go over too well when he was able to think coherently again. Of course just as I was pulling away from him, to engulf his manhood once again and grant him release, I heard the words I had only just barely discarded from my mind.

"Aya…ah…*huff* ngn Aya, please…I can't…*huff huff*…Ah god… Fuck Aya!" I smirked at his words, knowing that I could always affect him this way if I chose to do so.

I slowly, agonizingly slowly, engulfed Light with my mouth, and sucked on him ever so gently, torturing him more as I sought more pleading. He was trying so hard not to thrust into my mouth and my hand preventing him from coming helped a little, but not by much. I finally loosened my hold on his base and moved one of my hands instead to his taut and heavy balls, fondling them gently as I helped him reach climax.

I opened my throat as much as I could to take him as deep as possible, moving my free hand on whatever I couldn't take. Light was sweating more and his breathing became even more labored, had I not been who I am I might have 'fallen' for him like so many others, of course I am me and therefore the sex sickened me quite a bit. Nonetheless I continued to 'be' with him.

Within seconds and a half thrust, which I was able to keep from choking me, Light's seed shot down my throat. With the hand that was still holding his balls I 'milked' him and I managed to swallow almost all of it, save for the miniscule amount that began to trail down to my chin. I slowly pulled off of him, gently letting my teeth grazing against the overly sensitized flesh of the limp organ. I pulled just far enough back to be able to look at him without looking almost straight up.

Just before I could catch the little trail of cum that was running down to my chin I felt Light lean over and instantly smashed his lips to mine, his tongue instantly moving into my mouth. My eyes widened a little bit at the shock of it, but of course within seconds I melted into him and returned it hungrily.

Light finally pulled away only when our lungs began to cry for air. He held me close however, resting his forehead on mine, and smiled as one long elegant finger collected the small droplets on my chin and ran it along my bottom lip. I wordlessly let my tongue slip out to taste both cum and his skin, still salty from the, now cooling, sweat.

I knew that Light knew I didn't always like sex, but he also knew that if he asked me for it, I wouldn't deny him. What he didn't know was why I didn't like sex, he never asked me however, so I never told him. He lifted his hand and caressed my face gently, I knew just as well that Light was rarely ever gentle and it was very rare that he ever showed gentleness to anyone but me, I think he may have thought I needed it, or that if he needed to show someone it would be me, because I didn't care, or need it all the time.


A/N: Yay! Prologue to another story! I'm on a roll...with the new stories ^^" Well, review/message to let me know what you think! I will need a few reviews to know if I should continue or discontinue the story! Well, see ya!

-A