Broken but Faking It.
Original Angst OneShot
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(I just love those two songs by Seether!)
Massie Block has fallen into the pit of depression.
Alicia finally did it. She took over the school, leaving Massie friendless besides Claire.
Then tragedy struck.
Claire Lyons turned missing.
Now Massie is all alone
With nobody to turn to.
Massie had to do something.
She had to fit in somewhere
She had to Fake It even though she was Broken.
Punk/Goth/Emo was her calling.
Massie fit in well with the punk/goth/emo kids of BOCD
They hated life and loved music.
There were all sorts of them.
Punk, the music freaks.
Emo, the emotional freaks.
Goth, the hating freaks.
It all fit in to the puzzle she was making of herself.
Massie Block needs somebody.
And that somebody is not those kids she hangs out with now.
But that person is gone from her like; they will probably never be back.
Massie did love some parts of her new life
She found her love of Alternative and Punk music.
She also found a love of dying her hair more colors than just purple.
She now has pink, purple, and blue streaks.
But one day she broke down.
She needed that person.
They weren't there.
And it was almost the end of Massie Block.
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He thought he hated her.
He thought she was a bitch; He thought she deserved it.
He thought he loved Alicia.
He went out with Alicia, even when it broke that girl over there's heart.
He knew something was amiss with her.
Once Claire was gone, she was different. She changed.
And not for the better.
He saw her date other guys.
He saw her fit into another crowd.
He saw her change.
He was mad at himself.
She was gone from his arms.
Forever.
Regret spread throughout his body.
He should have saved her from them.
He had to do something.
He was going to talk to her.
He needed her.
He left for her.
He left his home, his friends, his girlfriend.
For her.
He found her lying on the ground.
The pills laid next to her.
His heart dropped.
This beautiful angel with broken wings was dying.
He held her to his chest.
Held her tight so she couldn't leave him.
A single tear fell from his eyes.
She was dead.
Pain surrounded him.
It enveloped him; it smothered him.
Screams escaped from his mouth.
He couldn't let her go.
He imagined her afterlife
Wandering the Earth looking for love.
He swallowed a pill.
Another.
Another.
Another.
Empty.
The bottle.
His heart.
His life.
All because of her.
Massie Block.
There he died.
With her in his arms.
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Kendra Block came home to find her little girl in another boy's arms. Dead.
They were dead; both of them. Tears fell from her eyes. She never even got to tell Massie the news. Not that would have helped any. Claire was found dead in their backyard.
Kendra fell to her knees. Her baby was gone.
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There was a note. In his hands. They found it 3 days later.
Mrs. & Mr. Block,
This is all my fault. I did this to her. I left her when she had no one to turn to. I just want to tell you how much I love your daughter. I'll take care of her in Heaven.
Derrick Harrington
Fin.
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I have no idea where that came from. I hope you liked it. Review.
