Mercedes POV

Straight to voicemail again. Sam hasn't spoken to me for two days. Should I be worried? I didn't think he would get that mad over it. I guess he needs to cool down.

Flashback

"Sam..." I said sitting up pushing him off me. He sighs rolling over to sit on the edge of the bed. He grabs my hands and looks me in the eyes.

"What's the problem Mercy?" He asked.

"I can't just have sex with just anyone Sam." He lets go of my hand and stand up to put his shirt back on.

"I'm your boyfriend. And I fucking love you how many times do I have to prove that to you. I'm as much as a virgin as you are. I saved myself for someone I loved. Which is you." He yelled.

"I do love you Sam, but- " He cuts me off.

"But what Mercedes? Am I not good enough?" He used my actually name. Now I know he's mad.

"Sam you are-

"Are you that insecure about this relationship that you stupid to realize I love you-" He stopped and walk towards me, but I backed away.

"Did u call me stupid? I asked. He looks at me with tears in his eyes.

"Mercy-"

"Sam leave before I say something I will regret." He looks away and walked out of my room angry. I hear the front door slam and I laid down and cried into my pillow. What have I done?

End of Flashback

As I get out of my car my phone rings. It's Kurt my soul mate, best friend and brother. I known him since we were in diapers.

"Hey white boy." I said.

"Hey Boo. Where are you? I've been waiting by your locker for 5 minutes now. I walk inside McKinley and head straight to my locker where I see Kurt pressed up against it. I walk up behind him and stand there.

"Maybe you should turn around." I said making him jump. He turns around and hug me.

"I've missed you love." He says kissing my temple.

"I just talked to you like a minute ago." I said letting go of him.

"So how are you and Mr. Samuel?"

"All bad."

"Oh no what happened?"

"Well we were making out and it started getting heavy. I stopped and told him I couldn't just sleep with anybody." Kurt gasped.

"You didn't."

"Yeah I did and now he thinks I'm insecure about this relationship. Now he's not answering any of my calls." I didn't tell him that he called me stupid. Kurt would have probably kicked his ass. He is very protective over me. Just like he is of me.

"Boo he will come around. He's just being silly right now." He said grabbing my hand and walking me to our first class. We both had the same classes.

"I hope So." I said taking my seat next to Kurt."

Sam POV

I haven't been sleeping good these last couple of days. Every since me and Mercy had our argument. I was being selfish and putting my horny needs before our relationship once again. I love her with all my heart and if she wants to wait then so be it. I wished I would have waited, but no I couldn't keep my fucking dick in my pants. Have one little fight and decide to sleep around. I just had to fuck Kitty out of all people. What the fuck was I thinking. I admit it was good, but it isn't worth losing what I have with Mercy. She won't forgive me. Earlier I saw her talking to Kurt once again about our problems that is non of his concern. Don't get me wrong Kurt's a good guy, but he doesn't need to know what goes on between me and Mercedes. This shit is frustrating. I turn to my locker and open it and a note falls. Shit Kitty wants me to meet her in the janitor closet in 5 minutes. What the hell I thought. I walked in the janitors closet and got pushed up against the shelves knocking some stuff off of it.

"I knew you would come." Kitty said attacking my lips. I pull away.

"Let's just get this over with." She unzips my pants and pull them down to my ankles and put the condom on. she pulls her underwear off and toss them on the floor.

"Whatever you say-" I cut her off by attacking her lips and lifting her up by her ass and wrapping her legs around my waist and pushed inside her. I start kissing on her neck biting it. She starts moaning and running her hands through my hair and it feels fucking good. I turn so her back is up against the shelf and thrust hard into her. She started getting louder each time I thrust into her. I take one of my hands and put it over her mouth and started going faster. She yanks it away and start to kissing my neck. I moan loudly I feel her walls completely tighten around my dick and she climaxes. I keep thrusting inside her reaching my climax. I pull out and let her slide down onto her feet. I zip up my pants quietly.

"We can do this anymore." I said looking at her fixing herself.

"You said that the last time." She smirked.

"I mean it this time Kitty. I'm with Mercedes and you know that."

"Yeah I know that. Sweet girl." She says sarcastically. I reached for the door and she grabs my hand. I turn around and look down at her.

"What?" I ask. She smiles.

"Whenever you need a good fuck just let me know." She winks and walk out. The bell rings and I go straight to glee as soon as I walk in I see Mercedes and I drop my head.

Mercedes POV

I guess Sam is still mad at me. Kurt comes in and sits next to me.

"Hey boo how you holding up." He asks. I look at him teary eyed.

"I'm fine I just- " I started sniffling and Kurt puts his arm around me.

"It's ok I'm sorry I shouldn't have brought it up boo." He said rubbing my head. I lift my head and kissed his temple.

"Thank you Kurt. I think I'm gonna sing something." I said fully sitting up.

"Are you sure." Kurt said wiping her eyes with his thumb.

"Yea." Right on cue Mr. Schue walks in and I immediately stand up. "Mr. Schue before you start may I sing something."

"Uh yea come on down." He said taking a seat next to Artie. I walked down to the front with my back turned taking deep breaths.

"Well I'm just going to sing how I feel. I've been a total jack ass to the love of my life. And I just want to say I'm sorry and that I love you. San and Britt can you sing back up. I turn to the band and whispered the song. I stand in the middle and lock eyes with Sam.

[Mercedes]
If you could give me one good reason

Why I should believe you
Believe in all the things that you tell
I would sure like to believe you
My heart wants to receive you
Just make me know that you are sincere
You know I'd love for you to lead me
And follow thru completely
So won't you give me all I ask for
And if you give your very best
To bring me happiness
I'll show you just how much I adore you

I look up and see Sam staring into my eyes.

[Mercedes, Santana, Brittany]
Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much
To me

[Mercedes]
Now it's gonna take some workin'
But I believe you're worth it
Long as your intentions are good
So good
There is just one way to show it
And boy I hope you know it
That no one could love you like I could
Lord knows I want to trust you
And always how I'd love you
I'm not sure if love is enough
And I will not be forsaken
And I hope there's no mistakin'
So tell me that you'll always be true

[Mercedes, Santana Britt]
Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much
To me

[Mercedes]
There's a feeling in my heart
That I know I can't escape
So please don't let me fall
Don't let it be too late
There's a time when words are good
And they just get in the way
So show me how you feel
Baby I'm for real
Oh, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby

[All together]
Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much
To me

By the end of the song my eyes were full of tears. "Sam I'm sorry. I love you more than anything." He walks down and pulls me into a hug.

"I know baby It's ok. I love you too." He kissed her head and walked her back to her seat.

Sam POV

Shit she's about to sing. I feel like a total jack ass. Mercedes you mean more to me than life itself. I would die knowing that I wouldn't be able to hold you. I listen to the words of the song and I know she means every word. I fucked up big time. As she ends the song and apologize I walk down to hug her and tell her that I love her. Mercedes Denise Jones I love you with all my heart.