Turn Away

Tris POV

Todays the day. The day I get married to the man of my dreams. Its been five months since he proposed and I'm so excited to get to be his wife. We have all been going crazy preparing for the wedding, especially Christina.

Everything has been planned out, nothing could go wrong. I know exactly how this whole thing will go. The colors we chose for the wedding are black, gold, and ocean blue. My maid of honor is Christina. My bridesmaids are Marlene Shauna, and Caleb's girlfriend Susan. Tobias' best man is Zeke, and his groomsmen are Uriah, Will, and Caleb. Ashlynn will be the flower girl, but Marlene will carry her since she can't walk yet. Hector, Shauna's little brother will be the ring boy.

"You're ready," Christina says. I look at myself, and I can't help but smile. My white dress is long and drags on the floor behind me. It has gold trimming and is strapless. My hair is in a complicated bun, with curls framing my face. I have on white and gold heels on too.

Christina has short black dress down to her knees. Its starless too. It has an ocean blue belt to go with our theme. She has on the same blue heels and her hair is curled.

Marlene, Shauna, and Susan all have on blue dresses and with black belts. They are the same as Christina's but the colors are switched. They have black heels with curled hair too.

Zeke has a tux with a gold tie, while Uriah, Will, and Caleb have blue ties. Tobias just has a white tie on. Well that is what I think, since that is what we planned, but I haven't seen them yet, so I don't know.

Ashlynn has a puffy white dress on with a blue flower on it. She also has a blue head band on. She just has white sandals on. Hector has a tux with a blue tie on.\

"It's time," my dad says, peeking through the door. I rake in a breath and we all follow him to the doors. It's a private wedding since we don't want any paparazzi there.

The doors open and we all go down the aisle. Tobias looks really nervous, but so am I so I can't judge.

I get there and I stand in front of him and takes his hands. He gives me a small smile and I return it. The priest says all the stuff, but I don't pay attention I just stare at Tobias. Then its time for the vows.

"Do you Beatrice Prior take Four Eaton to be your lawfully wedded husband, to love and to hold, through sick and through health, forever?" I don't take my eyes with him

"I do," and I say it with every bit of love for him I have. He still looks really nervous.

"Do you Four Raton take Beatrice Prior to be your lawfully wedded wife, to love and to hold, through sick and through health, forever?" he seems really nervous. He lets go of my hands. What? Don't worry, he probably is just nervous, right?

"I'm so sorry, I love you, but I-I can't," then he takes of running out of the place.

And out of my life.

I stand still. I hear talking around me, and I think Christina is talking to me, but I don't hear anything. Then everything sinks in. Tobias left me. He left me, alone to take care of Ashlynn, no explanation, he just left. I drop to my knee's and cry. I feel arms wrap around me, but I don't want their comfort I want his comfort. But, I can't have it, because he's gone.

I think about all the things we went through together, There was once a time when I thought everything we had was a silly childhood crush, when we had that huge fight. When I thought he cheated on me, when he thought I cheated on him. Maybe I should have listened to myself then.

I don't get it, if he didn't love me, why did he stay with me when I got pregnant, when I acted bitchy, and why did he propose if he didn't love me.

Was this all just an act. Did he never actually love me. Maybe this was all just a last minute decision, maybe he just decided that this wasn't love. Though I wish he still loves me, I hope the second one is true. Honestly its better than thinking that he never loved me, and this whole relationship was a lie, it was fake.

Maybe our whole relationship was just a childhood crush, a silly high school relationship, that won't mean anything in the future. Except, it will affect me. It will affect me forever. Maybe he doesn't love me anymore, but I still love him, and I will forever. I don't think I will ever be the same again.

I realize I can't be here anymore, they will remind me of him. I need to leave. I push who ever arms around me off. I get up and see some people have left, some are starring and some are whispering. I walk to Marlene and take Ashlynn. I walk out. I turn Away.

I go to the dressing room. I grab my purse and Ashlynn's baby bag. I walk outside to my car. I get in and drive. I go to the bank and take all my money off my account. I realize I can't carry all this money around. It's a lot because of my job. I tell them when I get to my destination, I'll them to transfer it to my new bank. I leave and drive off to my new home.

I want to go back to Texas, but I can't go to Dallas because, then someone I know might see me and tell my parents where I am. I decide to go to my second favorite city in Texas beside Dallas.

San Antonio, Texas.

Hey guys. This is the sequel to Childhood love. I hope you like it. I know huge Plot twist. Please tell me what you want to see in later chapters. If you want to read some stuff about me, go to my last chapter on Childhood Love.

~Ali