Kaneki walked through the white void that was his mind. Looking around inside of it ever sense he's been like this.
Kaneki's point of view.
I've been here ever sense Amon pierced me through the eye. I've been in this void trapped in my own mind. For a while I could hear the voice of those around me and feel the pain their tools coasted my body as they vivisected me to figure out how to make hybrids.
Form what their voice said they were trying to make a hybrid that could eat human food. I scoffed at the idea, Doves the killer of ghouls wanting to make people ghouls. It's the same plan Aogiri tree had.
I cracked the fingers of my mental body at the memory, I was nothing more than a prototype for them, and now I was the doves. Human and ghouls both formed the same plan to kill the other. They are pretty much the same in the long run.
But soon the Voice stopped and I still remained in this coma. Was there work with me finish and did they leave me in a coma to die? Did something happen and I was now someone else Captive? Did Aogiri's plan to get rid of the doves work and they chose to leave their porotype in storage?
At the end of the day or month or who knows how ever the hell long I've been like this, It doesn't matter I probably will never know and I'll die here unmoving trapped in my own mind. Unable to even have the honor of going out with a bang.
I then heard a voice say, "But dying is what you've always wanted.
I turned to see Myself as a human, he only had left eye closed. This is new.
The human me pointed to what was tell a little while ago a repressed memory of me as a child being beaten by my mother, "you always want to die. The want for dead to end your pain was literally beaten into you as a child my mom. You just forgot. That's why you lead that one man attack you want to die. But you want to go out with style like a warrior something forced into you by your ghoul half."
I cracked my fingers the human me Made a point in this matter I then heard someone else, "that is bull!"
I then turned to see my ghoul self-mask on covering the human eye.
The Ghoul me then pointed to a memory of Touka. "Sure you want to die as a human, but you aren't human anymore, you're a ghoul, and you found happiness with her in your life! Yet you let the human side control you, you let it's want of death to make you give that up and try to end your life! I did what I could I gave you the will to fight so you could death wanting dead so you would only accept it from battle. I hoped once you won you would come to your sense and return to her! For crying out loud man you love her! Why listen to your former self? Why listen to humanity's want to die when you aren't human? Why chose death over love and the happiness you found with her, and everyone else that came into your life?"
I tilted my head as a cracked my fingers. It's true I did care a lot about the ghouls who came into my life after transformation. Touka did hold a special place in my heart, she was my last thought before I end up here after all.
The human me cried, "don't listen to the monster why live like a monster like them!" He then brought up the memories of every ghoul I knew both friend or foe, "why be a monster like them when you can die a human?"
I looked at the people the human me brought up and roared in rage when I saw Touka! "TOUKA IS NOT A MONSTER!"
My Kakuja then covered me it's form now altered. IT covered me like body armor my arms looked reptilian. My mask in this form now covered my whole face giving me the looks of a beak faced monster with massive teeth a third eye on my four head. Four spikes grow form my back as my centipede tails formed, but instead of two I had four.
I looked at myself for a moment able to control it, is this what it would look like when it was complete.
I then looked at the human me as I changed my hand into a massive claw as I grabbed my crying former self. "Touka is no monster! The Ghoul me is right I do love her! And I was happy back there but I through it all away because you my human side wants to die because your mother beat the shit out of you! Well no more. This whole half ghoul half human thing isn't working out so I'm going to have to let a half go, and Human me you just made it so you're the half I'm firing!"
I then used my tails to rip my former self appear I saw the ghoul me give me a thumbs up before he vanished.
Once I had ripped my human side in to piece too small to even till they were once part of a body I laughed insanely, as I spoke. "I'm finally free of my human wish for death! I final came to terms with how I feel, but too little too late. I'm still fucking stuck here!"
My Kakuja then vanished as a mirror appeared. I walked to it, I could see my Kakugan eye and my normal human eye. I moved my hand to my human eye, "How can I be free of my human side If I still see the world through a human eye!"
I then laughed insanely as I ripped out the human eye, as myself and the void vanished around me and I jumped up laughing insanely in a holding cell.
I felt blood on my face and in my hand was my human eye, I didn't just remove it in my mind I truly did. The pain it snapped me out it snapped me awake! By ridding myself of my worthless human half I've freed myself from the want to die and the coma.
I crushed the eye ball in my hand as I got up my clothes were ruined the only thing remaining was my shorts. I growled it didn't matter, I am free of the coma, now to be free of here!"
I kicked the cell door down knocking it off and stepped out to see the bodies of Doves all over the please rioting blood messes of corpses.
Return to first person point of view.
Kaneki looked around, "Great not only did I lose how knows how much of my life but I missed one hell of a fucking party!" He then heard a moan and turned to see something that made his eye widen.
It was a corpse missing its lower body skin rioting off with only one arm crawling his way slowly. "what the fuck!" Kaneki then screamed in pain as he summoned is Kagune eight tentacles then pierced the corpse over and over but it still moved till one crushed the head. "what the fucking hell did I miss?
He then saw a hole in the wall and looked out of it to see the city on fire in ruins corpse running around below some of them looking deformed in strange ways. "Ok so I missed the worlds end. I went form one hell to another. I hope Touka is all right."
He then damaged the wall more so he could jump out of it, and cone he did he dug his tentacles into the wall to make grip wholes so he could climb down to the streets.
Once down he spotted more of the corpse heading his way, he simple walked through them his tentacles slashing around at high speed smashing their skulls as that was the only thing that killed the first one.
Kaneki hold is roaring stomach, "I wonder if I can eat this things?"
He then heard a voice from higher up say, "don't do it man! They don't just taste gross but they will have you sick for a week."
Kaneki then saw a man in jeans shoes a yellow hoodie and a snake mask. Kaneki then used his tentacle to raise himself into the air on to the building to look at the ghoul, "Hay buddy I've been in held in a drug induced coma by the doves for who knows how long mind telling me what the hell I missed and were I can find Touka better known as the rabbit?"
The ghoul removed his mask to show the stunned face of Nishiki, "first you have more lives than a cat dude, and second nothing much just the worlds end thanks to the undead."
Kaneki just blinked with his one eye, "Is Touka ok?"
Nishiki said, "yeah she's fine at best camp we can talk about that later. But right now I better tell you how this crap worked, a week after you were gone Aogiri tree released a gas they said publicly in a terrorist style attack would end humans and allow ghouls to live off eating anything it sure enough did that, Sense that day ghouls have been able to eat anything to survivor and humans have been turning into the undead when they die and are driven to eat anything that moves ending human civilization."
Kaneki cracked his fingers and sarcastically said, "I can eat hamburgers again goody! Now where is Touka I have to make it up for all the time I missed chasing death!"
Nishiki blinked, "you say what now."
Kaneki than went on to explain what happened to him to a stunned Nishika, "so then I ripped out my human eye shocking me out of the coma. Now I need to find Touka. I need to protector her, make sure she's safe and never leave her again. I love her and I would have known if my ex-human side wont' have want to die so badly."
Nishiki then heard crying and said, "Crap it's one of those claw things. Listen we need to move this mobile witches are infected that mutate claws, claws sharp and strong enough to cut through our Kagune and our bodies! I mean a one killed the old man, and his crazy ass daughter!"
Kaneki could hear crying of multiple woman getting louder, "If it gets me to Touka faster lead the way."
Nishiki then growled in pain as he summoned out his tail like Kagune and used it to pole vault himself over to a higher building as Kaneki followed, "our base camp isn't much, Just me Kimi, Touka, Uta Yoriko, and this seven year old girl Hikari who Touka's become the surrogate mother for."
Kaneki raised an eye brow as he heard that, "then that is just one more person I need to keep safe!"
Nishiki then spot a hospital and held out his tail to Stop Kaneki, "Hold it I came back into this hell whole of a city to get meds for our humans I can't go back without them.
Kaneki growled, "and I can't let you die or I'll never find Touka. So I have to go with you!"
Nishiki then put his mask on as he said, "Follow me Crazy boy!" He then used his tail to pole vault himself through a hospital window on to the third floor.
Kaneki stretched is Tentacles and formed there tips in to hands to climb over to it punch out the window and enter the floor behind him.
Soon as they stepped food in a large mutated undead being ran in it was large it's right arm freaky large and it was charging at great speed. But Nishiki simple used his tail like Kagune to smash its head in. "chargers don't' let them sneak up on you or grab you in their Large arm."
Kaneki just walked around stepping on the corpse as he said, "Who gives a shit! Let's just get what we came here for and get the fuck out!"
Nishiki followed Kaneki, "you are just crazy aren't you?"
Kaneki smirked, "I was beaten by my mother till she dropped dead, I was always insane I just didn't know it! "He then cracked his fingers as he heard crying in the vault were medicine was kept.
Nishiki then said, "there's a witch in there! Time to go!" He then turned to leave but Kaneki stopped him and said, "No we're not!"
Kaneki then shocked Nishiki as his Kakuja just the way it was in side of his mind covered him he then ripped the door off making the witch scream and jump out.
The witch's skin was pale she only had on her human underpants her hair white tears of blood streaming down her face with massive five-foot-long bloody claws on each finger read to rip apart flesh.
Nishiki jumped back in shock.
The witch charged as Kaneki tried to crush it with his centipede tails, only for them to be slashed apart by the witch's claws.
Kaneki screamed as he morphed his hands into larger claws and tried to slash at the undead demon, "Just drop truly dead already!" the witch jumped onto the claws and dove for Kankei's head.
Kaneki smirked as he bent over and made the spikes on his back grow as the witch came down! The undead beast impaled on Kaneki's back.
Nishiki's jaw dropped as Kaneki dropped the Kaneki and went back to his normal Kagune making the witch fall off his back and on to the ground for massive wholes in her body.
The first whole was in the head, the neck the chest, the third in her stomach the last one in a leg.
Kaneki cracked his fingers as he picked up a bag inside and began to fill it up, "Wait are you waiting for get in here and load up chicken shit!"
Nishiki did as he was told and said, "that is the first time someone beat one of those things."
Kaneki then spit a rat and picked it up with his Kagune and forced it to his mouth his jaws crushing and eating the thing quickly once he swallowed it and felt no ill effect, "your right we can eat anything now."
Nishiki was pale. But something in his jacket sounded, he opened his jacket and pulled out a hand radio as Tonka's voice could be saying "did you find he meds?"
Nishiki hit the talk butt, "them and more, someone we all thought was dead. But was in fact in a drugged coma this whole time."
Kaneki then said, "Touka." An audible gasp came from the other end. Kaneki then spoke, "Listen I'm sorry, I'm done leaving, I'm coming back and I'm staying I'll help the best I can to make sure you and your group are safe. It's the least I can do to make admins. I'll explain it all better when I'm there I promise."
Touka could he heard crying, "your alive Bakaneki! You had me worried Sick!"
Nishiki then said, "Touka I just saw this man kill a witch I don't think you need to worry about him."
Touka's voice then said, "SAY WHAT!"
To be continued.
Jboy44 "and ok everyone here is the first chapter hope you enjoyed. And this story is in the x-over crossover selection because I plain on a lot of different zombies for different series showing up. Anyway read review and enjoy."
