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... prologue .…..

There are so many things that went wrong with my life. First my dad was the one man I was to count on and to have him on my side no matter what.

That didn't happen for me in fact he called me a slut on the worst day of my life.

I have had no man treat me like I should be treated

I have had to take jobs just to make things work. And this is my story.

I am 18 years old I have 4 children

Anthony 3 yrs

Mason 2 yrs Almost

Alex 1 yrs Almost

Elizabeth 1 yrs almost

My children are only 9 months apart so at times they are the same age. For 3 months Anthony and Mason are the same age, and for 3 months Mason and Alex, Elizabeth are the same age.

I have completed high school through night school when I was pregnant with Anthony. I was already ahead in all my classes. So it only took 9 months to complete the rest of high school for me.

The only people I have is my best friend Alice Brandon she has helped me through so much I met her when I was at the library studying for my diploma. She helped me get the apartment next to hers. She is rich and my age but a little older by a couple of years her parents brought her an apartment just to keep her away. I met a boy and I was so naïve. He said he loved me and the only thing he wanted was sex.

The next guy I met was like a night in shinny armor, but that got shot down as well.

I live next to Alice still and I just lost my waitress job. I cant let her keep buying me things. She says it is ok I have an allowance. My thing is I'm sure her parents wouldn't approve of her buying me things. But she has said "As long as I'm out of their hair they don't care!" and not just once many times.

I always gave Ali my paychecks and she paid all my bills with it.

"Ali I'm home and here is my last paycheck. That bastard fired me. He said that I was unreliable. I was late this morning. The bus was 15 minutes late and that made me late. Ali what am I gonna do?" I said

"Awh girly don't worry I'll help you we are sisters and I wont let anything happen to you or my nephews and niece. On a good note the boys are potty trained no more diapers for them… yeah! Peanut (Mason) is still having accidents but Tony is solid. Oh and Lizzy took her first step today but I taped it on my cell see" Ali said handing me the phone I watched in awe. She stepped off the end table just to fall on her bum.

"Ali I still need a job do you know of any?" I asked

"Not right now, but I'll ask around. I need to go to my parents tonight. I'm dreading it completely but they only request me once in a while. So its no biggy. I just hate it they are so mean to me. I just sit there and take it since they need to feel like a parent once a year."

With that I left Ali's saying that I'll talk to her later tonight.

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