Clexa AU
Dear potential reader, thanks for choosing to read this fanfic. I'm from Germany so I'd like to apologize for any mistakes I might make, I hope you forgive me ;)
I also hope you won't cringe too much during this story, I'll try to keep a healthy balance between hurt and comfort. I'm just more the drama type of person so I can't promise anything ;)
Thanks for reading, I hope you like it!
Chapter 1
"You need to let her go!" were the last words the blonde girl heard before she closed the door loudly behind herself and made her way downstairs and out of the building. She'd never expected for the day to turn out this way but she honestly did not care anymore. It wasn't the first time she had gone through a fight like this and it wasn't the first time she left with those words in her ears. She knew they would repeat themselves over and over again until she'd eventually fall asleep later.
She waved for a cab, relaxed into the backseat of the car and pulled out her phone. A few missed calls and unread texts but she didn't care to bother. Quickly dialing a number, she closed her eyes and waited for the other person to pick up the phone.
"Clarke? What's wrong?"
"Bell, hey. I'm sorry to bother you, I know you're kinda busy but I need you to check on O later, I just left her in a huge fight, it was about her again and I couldn't deal with it. I still can't deal with it. I just need you to make sure she's okay."
"Look I don't know what happened two months ago but I'm sure O has her reasons to protect her and whatever the fight was about this time, there's nothing I can do anymore. I can check on her and make sure she won't get in trouble but we both know that you have to grow some balls and either fight or let her go. O is right, Clarke."
"I know. I'm sorry. Gotta go, love you Bell. And thanks again."
"Take care, C."
If she was being honest, this was exactly what she expected Bellamy to react like. She had called him almost every time after she and Octavia had a fight, she knew she could trust him. She knew, no matter how much he supported Octavia and not Clarke in this, he'd be there.
As she slowly made her way up to her apartment, she felt the exhaustion of the day kick in, she felt tired and when she finally stepped into her small place and closed the door, she couldn't hold back the tears anymore.
It was two months ago that she walked into the apartment and knew it would never be the same again. It was two months ago that she collapsed on the floor. She just couldn't move out yet. She just couldn't move on yet. As she walked towards her bedroom, she walked past that closed door. It had been two months since she last opened it. She knew she wouldn't be capable of all the memories and feelings that would come crushing down on her if she entered the room. She turned away and quickly disappeared into her bedroom, ready to cry herself to sleep. Before turning off the lights, she pulled out a crinkled photo, looked at it for a long moment, put it back under her pillow and closed her eyes.
"Raven, please come back to me", she whispered.
Don't give up on me yet, it's my first fanfic. I promise the second chapter will be longer. :)
